Glee
3 Words
By The One and Only Hanabella
Chapter 5- If You're Not The One
In the twelve hours Kurt was unconscious, all he could dream about was Blaine every moment from the first day they met. Kurt was spying on the Dalton Academy Warblers when he met Blaine on the stairs who took his hand and sang to Teenage Dream to him. He told Kurt he was a terrible spy and gave him the courage to stand up to Dave Karoksky even if it had lead to his stolen first kiss. Then Blaine went with him to talk to Karoksky about the kiss then bought him lunch, dinner at breadsticks. Mercedes may have been there but in Kurt's mind, it was only Blaine and him in that room. He dreamt of moving to Dalton and finding out he'd be sharing a room with Blaine, singing with Blaine. But one thing Kurt couldn't understand was this hazy image of Blaine kissing him that crossed his mind just as he woke in the hospital room. He told himself that the kiss was just a dream, nothing more. Blaine didn't love him. How wrong he was. When Kurt woke up, he was disoriented and confused he wanted to cry out for help but the tube in his mouth made that impossible so he just cried. The doctor hurried in and removed the tube but Kurt's head still hurt like hell. Why was he here? What the hell happened!
"What's going on?" Kurt asked through his tears. The doctor gave him a small smile.
"It's okay, Kurt. I'm Doctor Snow. You were hit by a car last night you've got seven broken ribs but other than that you will be alright. We had to take you into surgery to stop the bleeding around your brain but you are doing fine now. Do you remember what happened?" Doctor Snow asked. Kurt was so confused. He didn't remember anything. The last thing he remembered was going to bed Friday night.
"I don't remember anything. The last thing I remember was going to bed Friday night," Kurt fretted.
"It's okay, sweetie. It's the trauma of the accident. It'll come back to you in time. Your family and friends are outside. Do you want me to bring them in?" Doctor Snow asked.
"Yes, please," Kurt said with a relived smile. She gave him one last glance before leaving the room. Burt and Carole entered a few minutes later.
"Hey, buddy. How you doing?" Burt asked, sitting at Kurt's bedside and taking his hand
"Sore, Dad, but I'll be okay I guess," Kurt answered, squeezing his Dad's hand.
"Carole, Blaine and I have been at your side since the accident, Buddy. Blaine wouldn't leave you. He was there when it happened. He really loves you Kurt. I can see why you two are together. You both love each other," Burt said, smiling but Kurt was confused.
"Me and Blaine aren't together, Dad. He doesn't love me. We're just friends," Kurt corrected. Then Burt realized why Blaine had stood outside of Kurt's room so upset. Kurt didn't remember that Blain and he were together.
"Oh, I just assumed," Burt covered his mistake.
"Can we get you anything, honey?" Carole asked. Kurt smiled.
"A drink, please," Kurt said. Carole got up and walked outside. Blaine still stood there, tears in his eyes.
"How is he, Carole?" Blaine asked.
"He's gonna be okay. This must be hard on you, Blaine. Kurt not remembering you and him..." Carole comforted as she and Blaine walked toward the vending machines.
"Yeah, it is. I'm gonna go home. I'm not ready to see him yet. Tell him I said I'll come back later," Blaine told her before walking towards the door.
"Okay, see you later Blaine," Carole called, grabbing Kurt's drink and walking back towards his hospital room.
Blaine walked home. The fresh air was good for him. It was clearing his head. Still, he felt heartbroken. He'd had Kurt for five seconds before he was snatched away from him and it hurt like hell. It was half past one in the afternoon when Blaine finally got home and he hadn't slept in over twenty-four hours. Understandably, he was exhausted upon finally walking into his house.
"BLAINE!"
Cora, Blaine's five-year-old sister, ran towards him wrapping her arms around him. He picked her up.
"Hey, Cora," Blaine smiled gently, carrying her into the kitchen. Blaine lived with his Mom, Kate, his Dad James, and baby sister, Cora. Blaine's older brother, Darren, had left for college six months ago.
"Hey B-Boy! You're alive!" Darren said as Blaine walked into the kitchen.
"What are you doing here? I thought you weren't back 'til next weekend," Blaine exclaimed, putting Cora down.
"Mom called asked me to come home early because you'd disappeared off the face of the Earth. Mom and Dad have been trying to get hold of you. Mom's worried sick, Blaine. What the hell are you playing at disappearing like that! Where have you been!" Darren asked.
"Don't start, Darren. I'm not in the mood. I've just spent twelve hours in the hospital. I don't need you to start on me. I'm going to bed," Blaine snapped, walking out of the kitchen. Darren followed him.
"What were you doing in the hospital? Are you okay?" Darren asked as Kate and James walked through the front door. Kate wrapped her arms around her middle child and sobbed.
"Oh my God! Thank goodness you're okay! Where have you been? We've been worried sick! Blaine Matthew Anderson don't you ever do that to us again!" Kate said holding Blaine close.
"Where have you been, Blaine? You could have called," James asked. Blaine sighed.
"At the hospital. My friend Kurt got hit by a car last night. I wanted to make sure he was alright. I know I should have called but my head was all over the place. I'm sorry," Blaine informed them wearily.
"Oh my God! Is Kurt okay? I know how much he means to you!" Kate asked. Darren laughed a little.
"Aww. Was Blaine staying at his boyfriend's bedside last night?" Darren mocked. Blaine snapped.
"Shut the hell up! He was my boyfriend! But the accident's made him forget, okay! Just leave me alone!" Blaine yelled, shoving his mother arms away from him before running upstairs, slamming his bedroom door shut and collapsing onto his bed. He grabbed his guitar and started to play it.
"Do you have to wind him up, Darren!" Kate shouted at her oldest son before she made her way up the stairs after Blaine. Darren sighed. Kate stood outside her son's door. She was about to knock when she stopped at the sound of him singing.
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?
I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know life so far away
But I know that its just a trip
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I've build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Kate sighed as the song finished and she heard Blaine start crying. She knocked on the door before opening it. She found Blaine sobbing on his bed. She walked over and wrapped her arms around her grieving child.
"Shush, baby. It's okay," Kate consoled, holding him close. She knew how much Kurt meant to him.
"He doesn't remember us Mom. He doesn't remember that I love him. I don't know what to do. The doctor's said he's gonna remember in time but this hurts like hell," Blaine said sobbing against his Mom's chest.
"All you can do is stay strong and wait. Kurt needs you. He'll remember in time, baby. I promise," Kate assured him, kissing the top of his head. He just nodded.
"I'm gonna get some sleep. I'm tired," Blaine said, lying down. Kate kissed his cheek.
"Okay, baby. Sweet dreams," Kate said before she got up off the bed and left the room, leaving Blaine to sob into his pillow before sleep claimed him.
/ Sorry it's took me like forever to update! Been a bit busy! Sorry if the chapter's shit but I wrote it to If You're Not the One and the song made me think of Blaine and Kurt so I wrote this chapter!