Glee
3 Words
By The One and Only Hanabella
Chapter 6- Missing Puzzle Piece
Kurt was forced to stay in hospital for a whole week after the accident. Doctor Snow wanted to make sure that Kurt was fully recovered before he was given the all clear to go home. It was another week before he was allowed to go back to Dalton. It was pure torture for Blaine. He visited Kurt everyday but as a friend. Kurt still had no memory of the night of the accident and it was killing Blaine. Every time Kurt and Blaine were alone together, Blaine wanted to kiss Kurt's Barbie lips. Even banged up and with a shaved head, Kurt was nothing short of lovely and Blaine wanted him more than anything, but it didn't seem that is wasn't going to happen any time soon. That sombre fact was slowly destroying Blaine and the ones who cared about him could see it, expect for Kurt, because Blaine was okay when he was with Kurt but when they were apart, he was broken and dying inside.
Kurt's confusion about the night of the accident was the only thing he could think about when Blaine wasn't around. Kurt tried, he really did try, to remember but he just couldn't. It was like there was a brick wall blocking him from the memories of that night so as he returned to Dalton for the first time since the accident, he'd given up hope on remembering that fateful night.
"Kurt!" Wes cheered as Kurt walked into Dalton's large common room. Wes and David were the only ones in the room. Blaine was nowhere to be seen.
"Hey," Kurt greeted them before sitting down, placing his backpack on the floor. He'd been back at Dalton a whole week now.
"You okay Kurt?" David asked.
"Not really. Have you guys seen Blaine? I'm worried about him," Kurt said with a sigh. Wes and David looked at each other. They knew what was wrong with Blaine. He was heartbroken. It wasn't Kurt's fault that he didn't remember but Wes and David couldn't help but feel guilty about what had happened and they had made Blaine a promise that they wouldn't tell Kurt what had happened the night of the accident. Blaine wanted Kurt to remember on his own, no matter how much it killed him.
"He's in the choir room rehearsing," Wes said with an encouraging smile. Kurt grabbed his bag and stood up.
"I'm gonna go and see him. See you two later," Kurt said before leaving the room. Wes and David sighed. They needed and wanted Kurt to remember his and Blaine's relationship soon because they were slowly losing their best friend to the darkness that consumed him.
Kurt walked into the choir room and found Blaine singing Talking to the Moon by Bruno Mars with a tearstained face. Kurt just stood at the door listing to Blaine in silence.
I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far way
I want you back, I want you back
My neighbours think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have, You're all I have
At night when the stars
Light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon.
Blaine didn't finish singing. He broke down sobbing. Kurt had never in the time he'd known Blaine heard him cry like this. Kurt walked up to Blaine and wrapped his arms around his waist. Blaine jumped a little and turned to face Kurt, wiping his tears away.
"Oh, hey Kurt," Blaine said with a forced smile. Kurt sighed.
"What's going on Blaine? You've been really weird lately. I'm worried," Kurt asked. Blaine sighed. He couldn't wait any longer. It was killing him.
"Kurt it has to do with the night of the accident... I need you to remember what happened," Blaine confessed, fighting the urge to cry again. Kurt just looked at him, confused.
"Blaine, I can't remember. I've tried to, but it's not coming back, so tell me what happened that night. Please?" Kurt asked with a confused look on his face.
"We got locked in yours and Finn's bedroom together. You kissed me. I kissed you back, then you went to unbutton my jeans. I stopped you...because I was raped two years ago... I didn't get a chance to tell you that because you ran out upset after you told me you loved me. I ran after you, told you I loved you too. Then you got hit by the car and, as I held you in my arms, you called me your boyfriend and I promised you that when you got better, I'd take you on our first date, but it never happened because you forgot about us. It kills me, Kurt, 'cause I love you. I have loved you since I laid eyes on you." Blaine poured out his inmost thoughts as tears started to fall again. Kurt looked at him, still confused. Even now, he didn't remember any of the things Blaine said had happened that night.
Blaine couldn't take the silence so he did something he'd wanted to do ever since the accident. He kissed Kurt. Kurt kissed him back, but he still couldn't remember anything and this kiss just reminded him of the horrible memory of his first ever kiss so he pushed Blaine away.
"Stop," Kurt whispered through his tears. Blaine didn't say a word, just left the room.
"Blaine! Wait!" Kurt called after him but it was too late. Blaine was gone. By the time Kurt went home after school, he hadn't spoken to Blaine since the kiss. He got a shower and as the hot water gushed down onto his body like flood waters, the lever keeping his memories confined broke and he remembered everything. He remembered that night, the kiss, the 'I love you', the car, the promise of a date. Kurt knew he had to talk to Blaine! He jumped out of the shower, hurriedly getting dressed before calling Blaine's mobile. Someone picked up the phone after the third ring.
"Hello is Blaine there, please?" Kurt asked with a hopeful smile.
"This is Blaine's Mom, Kate. Who's speaking please?" Kate asked. Kurt was a little shocked at Blaine's mom answering the phone instead of Blaine.
"Hi Mrs. Anderson. I'm Kurt Hummel, a friend of Blaine's. Is he there? I really need to speak to him," Kurt said before he heard Kate break down crying which confused him. Then someone else took the phone.
"Hey, Kurt. This is Darren, Blaine's big brother. I'll come pick you up. Blaine's in hospital. He's tried to overdose," Darren explained and a part of Kurt's soul died in that moment. He fell silent for a few seconds before Darren spoke again.
"Kurt. I'm on my way with my baby sister, Cora, to get you now. I've got your address from Blaine. I'll be their in ten minutes," Darren said.
"Okay," was all Kurt could manage. Darren hung up and, as Kurt waited for Darren to pick him up, all Kurt could do was sob. This was all his fault. Blaine had done this out of hurt, the hurt Kurt had caused him and Kurt was going put this right, for Blaine and for himself. He was going fix the damage done to them as a couple. At least, he would try.