Here I Go Again Chapter 6: Who Do You Think You Are?, a glee fanfic

This is actually the longest chapter i've written... EVER. hope you like this chapter :) please review! P.S. i found some spoilers im rly hyped about (i'll put them at the bottom)

Chapter 6: Who Do You Think You Are?

Chat session between Diva_MJ and GoldStarBerry:

GoldStarBerry: HELP ME!

Diva_MJ: whats wrong now miss DRAMATIC

GoldStarBerry: HE friended me on fb!

Diva_MJ: ...who?

GoldStarBerry: HIM!

Diva_MJ: u rly expect me to know who the hell ur talking about?

GoldStarBerry: JESSE OK? Jesse friended me!

Diva_MJ: ok ok chillax Rach. So what r u gonna do?

GoldStarBerry: idk thats why i needed ur help? Should i ask Finn what 2 do?

Diva_MJ: OH HELL 2 THE NO! WW3 would break out!

GoldStarBerry: yea ur ryt about that

Diva_MJ: well then, I think u should just accpt it. i mean it is jst fb. no one is actually friends with or even tlks to their fb friends

GoldStarBerry: thanks for the advice :)

Diva_MJ: anytime ;)

Diva_MJ has left this chat

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Chat session between SongBirdHummel, B_Warbler, and J_StJames

B_Warbler: so ur Jill's brother?

J_StJames: yes. so do u guys think u can help me?

SongBirdHummel: yea but if Rachel find out, we kno who 2 go after... and also, this better not be another trick

J_StJames: Its not, i promise. I rly need 2 apologize to Rachel. I feel like the biggest jerk on earth

B_Warbler: wait so Kurt what is the plan exactly?

SongBirdHummel: dont worry i hav it all planned out.

J_StJames: good. i'll do whatever it takes

SongBirdHummel: perfect. first of all, can you play guitar?

J_StJames: a little

SongBirdHummel: well, u have a week to learn a song and i kno the perfect one 4 u to sing to Rachel

B_Warbler: i think i might know what ur on to...

J_StJames: oh wow.

SongBirdHummel: what?

J_StJames: Rachel just accepted my fb friend request...

SongBirdHummel: O.o what? i gotta c this 2 believe it

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FACEBOOK:

Rachel Berry is now friends with Jesse St. James

Finn Hudson: Rach, what the hell?

Noah "Puck" Puckerman likes this

Quinn Fabray: i'm so confused...

Santana Lopez: same here

Jillian St. James: me three

Brittany Pierce: im confused 2

Santana Lopez: thats nothing out of the ordinary for u Britt

Mercedes Jones and Tina Cohen-Chang like this

Kurt Hummel: strangely i felt this coming...

Blaine Anderson and Mercedes Jones like this

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Jillian St. James: a week and a half till SPRING BREAK :D and the arrival of my brother -_-

Britteny Pierce, Santana Lopez, and 3 other like this

Jesse St. James: come on im not that bad!

Jillian St. James: anymore. i wonder if UCLA smacked some sense into u ;)

Jesse St. James: that was harsh -_-

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Wednesday after Glee Club...

"Quinn, we gotta talk." I heard him say. I peeked out the window of the choir room door and saw Quinn stroll up to Finn... not spying or anything...

"What about?" she asked in her usual, perky-princess tone.

"I dont think this is working out..."

"What? how could you say that?" Quinn asked. I could hear the surprised tone in her voice.

"I just dont think we're right for each other." He replied rather seriously.

"Oh, and you think Rachel is right for you?" Quinn fired back. I felt kind of hurt hearing my name being brought up.

"Back off Quinn! You're the one who messed with me and Sam!"

"How dare you! You cant just hop around from girl to girl. We have feelings you know!" I could see Quinn's eyes welling up with tears.

"I would believe that if it wasnt coming from someone as heartless as you!" Finn shouted. Quinn stormed off and walked passed the door i was hiding behind. I ducked down and waiting for her footsteps to vanish. When the coast was clear, I slowly made my way out of the room.

"Hey! Rach! Got a sec?" Finn asked as he saw me.

"Oh... uh, hey Finn. I guess I have a minute..." I replied nervously.

"I was uh... wondering if you would want to... maybe hang out this weekend? I think we should work on rebuilding what we had before..."

"Before what?" I asked. I could hear the worry in my own voice.

"You know... when we were together?"

"T..together?" i stuttered. He nodded.

"Finn... I dont know. We've been through so much hell in the past few weeks. Maybe we should wait till after Nationals to discuss this." I turned to leave but he grabbed my hand and pulled me back.

"Please Rachel. Just hear me out! I made a huge mistake of letting you go. We've both made lots of mistakes... but doesn't that make this even?"

"I... I don't know. I can't deal with this now. Yes, we both messed up, but who's to say its not going to happen all over again? I'm sick of you going around breaking my heart over and over and also breaking Quinn's heart on the way-"

"Since when do you care about how Quinn feels?" he asked.

"Finn. Can we not do this now? I have to go." I pulled my hand away from his and stormed off just like Quinn had.

"Rachel! Please listen! I just want you back!" I ignored him. I can't do this again. My eyes began to tear up. As I walked to the main entrance in the empty halls, I hear someone crying. I looked around to see if I could find who it was. I peeked my head into the theater and there I saw her, the perfect princess in tears. Quinn was sitting in the front row, eyes all bloodshot from her tears. My heart actually hurt from this sight. Maybe Quinn didn't only want him because she wanted to win Prom Queen. Good thing she didn't see me. I slipped out of the theater quickly and darted for my car. I unlocked the door, got in, and just sat there for a minute to think... Who does Finn think he is? And then I got an idea...

I made sure that I arrived early to Glee Club the next day.

"Mr Shue?" I asked shyly.

"What is it, Rachel?"

"I was wondering if I could perform a number today that I worked on... it really brings out some... emotion."

"Sure thing! You can go as soon as everyone gets here." He said with a smile. I watched as everyone entered. First came Artie, Britt, and Santana. Then Blaine, Kurt, Mercedes, and Jill. The rest cam in one by one. When Quinn entered the room, i could see that she had been crying again.

"Ok guys, Rachel has a little number she would like to sing for us today. Take it away Rachel."

I nodded, looked to Quinn, and then to Finn. He smiled, thinking that this would be just another sappy love song dedicated to him. Boy was he wrong:

No, know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love
I loved the most

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I began to tear up, but I refused to start crying.

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

As I sang, I began to realize how much better off i'd be without Finn... and then I thought of something I never thought I'd think of: Jesse

And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

I wiped the two tears that escaped my eyes. Finn look hurt, but Quinn look almost happy. Sure, her eyes were full of tears that screamed "broken-hearted," but I think she was happy that I sang it. She came down from her seat and pulled me into a hug.

"Thank you, Rachel. I'm sorry for all the mean things I said to you. I was blind. I mocked you for living in a fantasy when I was the one living in a fantasy. Please forgive me." she said. I knew she was being honest. I could feel it in my bones. Her apology was sinsire. She really did feel bad for being so awful to me.

"Of course I forgive you, Quinn." I hugged her back. This was deja vu for me. This was how i apologized to Jillian. Wow, this is pretty fool proof. I guess we are a team now. But... I couldn't get his name out of my head... the usually quite voice in the back of my head was practically screaming at me: "Jesse! Jesse! Jesse!" I'm so confused. I though I would be able to ignore his return to Ohio... but I cant...

OKAY I PROMISED SOME SPOILERS:

1.) JESSE IS RETURNING! YAYY! He is supposedly going to prom with Sam, Mercedes, and Rachel :DDDDD

2.) Kurt is returning to ND in the next episode (which u all probably knew already...)

3.) BLAINE IS TRANSFERRING 2 MCKINELY! ... well for season 3 but still: YAYYYYYYYYYYY!

4.) Jesse had returned to supposedly help New Direction win at Nationals!

5.) it is rumored that he will perform at prom with them

6.) Sam will turn down Rachel's offer to go to prom with her (hahahahaha)

7.) Blaine shoves Karofsky = fight? i think so! (yeah Blaine might just get crushed like a bug...)

8.) The last to episodes WILL be filmed in NYC :D

9.) Even though Karofsky slushied her, he and Santana are rumored to be going to prom together

10.) There might be some more original songs for Nationals!