Chapter 5

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'Inside rogues head'

As the night drew on Rogue found it hard to sleep, the words that Julian had said running through her head and then Remy showing up, it made her want to break down, which she did, her pillow was soaked with tears, her face all red and her a mess trying to keep the voices inside her head quiet.

'Come on Stripes, you know as well as I do, he will never change, He'll use you.' Says Logan,

'Like, Rogue, Don't listen to Logan, it's obvious he wants you or like, why did he come here, and like you almost kissed, that's gotta mean something.' Says Kitty,

'Yeah, come on Roguey Logan is right, is he's anything like me, then all he wants is you in his bed another name in his little black book.' Says Pietro.

'Will you all shut up, leave me alone.' with that they all shut up.

Rogue got up out of bed and walked into the kitchen and turn the kettle on, she knew she wouldn't be getting any sleep tonight. She could feel the tears prick her eyes, she hated this feeling, the feeling of being so weak when she use to be so strong.

'why me, why did I have to fall for someone that I know could never change who he is, He's a player, always going after girls, but I was the only girl he could never have, why did he have to come and melt away the icy boundaries I've tried to keep so many people away from, I don't want to feel like this, I don't want to go through this again, It was hard enough the first time, but now I don't know what to do.' A million feelings and thought rushed over her she couldn't decide to go after him and tell him everything and hope for the best and hope he won't laugh in her face and tell her all her worse fears, but what if she stayed where she was and let the feelings pass over time, she knew deep down that would never happen, she was in love with him, but it was to hard for her to admit it.

'Why did you make me feel this way, you knew everything, you knew I couldn't get involved, why did you make me feel this way, so vulnerable, weak and miserable, well your a heart breaker right, I hope your satisfied, I hope your little game has ended.' she couldn't hold it back much more, Rogue sank to the ground and burst into tears, she didn't brush them away this time, she let them fall.

Gambit.

As he walked the streets, seeing people passing by, he looked at the happy couples, holding hands, kissing with meaning and knowing that they each care for each other, he couldn't take it, the girl he wanted what other people had didn't want him, and it broke his heart to know that it might be his fault, but what did he do.

'Your a fool, maybe if you had, I don't know got in contact in the past maybe it would of given some chance of a happy ending but highly un-likely with tonight's events.'

he continued his walk until he came across the thieves guild household as he walked up the path way he wondered what life would be like if he had seen Rogue earlier, would she be here, well would she, it all seemed to far fetched but he could still dream.

As he walked through the door he was greeted by his family he smiled to make it seem as though everything was okay, he hoped they bought it.

'Maybe, someday, she will be here...' that was his final thought of the night.

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it's much shorter but I ran out of Ideas for this Chapter

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