A/N: I tried to write the first part in Rico's perspective, but I tried to keep him in character, hope you like it! WARNING: It gets a bit frisky near the end, but I think its toned down enough for a T rating, I hope:) R&R!

Rico's PoV:

I didn't know what I was doing. It was just some random impulse. The way he looked at me, I just couldn't find it In myself to resist. I guess I just need to calm down and think about what happened...

I was training with Kowalski, we were practicing hand-to-hand combat. Skipper was supervising and Private was somewhere in the HQ, probably resting. But that wasn't what was on my mind. There was only one thought inside me, one I couldn't get out for at least a week. It was Kowalski. I wanted to tell him so bad, just to try and get it out, maybe find some closure, but I've been cursed with the inability to speak, so there wasn't much point in trying that approach. I had a deep love for him, and I was too stupid to do anything about it. I just stood and stared.

So there I was, fighting the one I loved on the habitat, when I managed to get the upper hand. I blocked his kick and grabbed him by the leg, bringing him to the ground. I stumbled over and landed on top of him, my flippers on his arms pinning him down. Skipper said something about Private and left, but I didn't take much notice. I was too busy staring at Kowalski. His eyes, they looked so beautiful. I wanted to kiss him right there, but a part of me stopped the urge, thank God. Kowalski told me to get off, and I did, and soon we were both standing on the habitat.

"I'm going to need you to stay quiet, Rico." I heard him say. It was so sexy when he took the role of commander...No! What was I thinking? I was so confused, but I slowly moved closer as he peeked into the hatch. My mouth shot open as I saw my commanding officer kissing Private. He liked Private? They liked each other? What went on in the city? Something must've happened between them. As much as I was shocked, I was a little envious of the two. I wished that could be me and Kowalski on that couch. I sighed as Kowalski shut the hatch.

He ran into me and fell to the ground. I was still in a moment of shock, but it didn't stop me from worrying about the strategist as I held out my flipper. When he grabbed it, I felt a new wave of happiness flow into me as I lifted him off the ground. I started to feel it again, that inescapable feeling of lust. I wanted Kowalski, and now seemed like the best time to take him.

"Did you see that?" Kowalski shouted at me. I moved in closer, muttering a simple,

"Uh-huh.." as he looked at me. I could sense the shock in his eyes, but he looked so beautiful in the sunlight.

"How can you be so calm about this?" I heard him say, but I didn't respond. I couldn't speak, I was so overwhelmed with this feeling. I guess I was just being selfish, I didn't know what I was thinking, but I wanted him. Bad. I pushed him to the ground, with myself not too far behind. He looked deep into me, confusion, but a sliver of a welcoming lust, in his eyes.

"Don't ask..Don't tell.." I muttered to him, and not long after, without even thinking what could happen or who could see, I pushed my beak into his. I felt him grow tense, but I continued anyway. Like I said, I didn't know what I was doing, but the moment seemed so amazing. I felt my tongue roll into his mouth, and my spirits were lifted when he replied with a pleasured moan. But all of my hope of things working out were crushed when he pulled away quickly, fear shaking him.

I was confused as he yelled out,

"What are you doing?". I thought he liked it? I tried to move closer, holding out my flipper to try and comfort him, but he shot back, sliding into the lair. I didn't follow him, I was too humiliated to. What had I done? Why couldn't I just hold back my feelings? I slumped down on the cement, trying to gather what little wits I had. I knew I had to leave for a bit, to try to think of a way to apologize...

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Kowalski had awoke in his lab, his notebook and crayon on the floor beside him. How long was I sleeping? He thought, trying to be as quiet as possible when he got up. For all he knew, It could already be the next morning. He slowly moved over to the door, trying to open it just so he could peek out, but it wouldn't budge. He slapped himself quietly for not remembering that he locked the door, and when the task of trying to be silent while unlocking the large lab door was over, he peeked inside the lair.

No one was there. Kowalski waddled over to his bunk, hoping to get some rest on his bed, but was stopped by a familiar flipper on his shoulder. He turned around and tensed up as he saw who had stopped him. It was Rico.

"Oh! Uh..hey, Rico.." Kowalski started, but he couldn't think of anything to say. He was still astonished that Rico had even done that to him before. How had Kowalski not seen him? Rico nodded deplorably, returning the greeting sadly. Kowalski knew something was wrong, probably about what happened, but he remained silent. He didn't want to be there, but at the same time he did. What was happening to the strategist, who normally was one of the more calm penguins?

He tensed up more and tried to move back as Rico moved his flipper down and to his hand, grabbing it and slowly lifting the two flippers up.

"Rico—What are you..?" Kowalski started, but abruptly stopped when he noticed something he hadn't before. Rico's eyes were dark and sullen, and riddled with tears. Rico was...crying? Kowalski couldn't help but feel compassion for the crazed penguin. What he did was unforgettable, but Kowalski wasn't sure if he wanted to forget.

His thoughts flashed away when Rico suddenly shot his head onto his shoulder and began to sob.

"I'm...Sorry.." Rico managed to say, clearer than usual, between sobs.

Kowalski didn't know what to do, he had never seen Rico so sad, and it was all because of him.

"Rico..." Kowalski started again, but what was he supposed to say? He had no idea what was going on with himself. More and more he felt so attached to Rico, but what could he do? Kowalski remembered Skipper and Private when he saw them in the lair, and couldn't help feel jealous, as strange as it sounded to him.

The strategist had always been looking for love, as secret as he tried to make it. Every attempt he had at trying to go out with a girl he thought he liked, it always turned out the same. The girl would look at him like some lunatic and reject him, leaving him in the dust. He remembered it didn't quite feel right every time he asked a girl out, but Rico... Once again, his thoughts fell away as Rico began to sob more and more into his chest.

Kowalski couldn't stand to see him cry anymore, so he lifted his shoulders up and was now facing Rico, staring into his sad eyes. They're so beautiful... Kowalski had the thought running in his mind as he began to speak, his voice shaking a bit.

"Rico..You, don't need to apologize.." Rico stopped crying and had his attention on Kowalski.

The strategist looked into his eyes, slowly moving closer to the confused Rico. What am I doing? Kowalski thought. Should I really feel this attached to Rico? He had so many questions and doubts in his mind, but he continued to move closer. He couldn't fight it any longer, he had to. Kowalski leaned forward and took Rico in, their beaks meeting gently at the tip. The two found themselves on the bunk near the floor, Kowalski was laying down and Rico had slowly moved on top of him, enveloping him in another kiss.

Kowalski's doubts slowly lay to rest after each kiss, each one becoming more and more intense. Soon, the two were sprawled out on the bunk, Rico had slowly moved his beak down to the strategist's neck, slowly feeling it over every part of his upper body, moving his tongue in a way that made Kowalski shiver in ecstasy. Kowalski's thoughts were invaded by Rico. He wasn't sure what was right anymore, he started to think about having a future with Rico, but he stopped, due to Rico's actions.

Rico moved his beak lower and lower, until soon he had his arms around Kowalski's lower waist and his beak was nestling on his thighs, gliding across him. Kowalski shivered again, and looked down at Rico as he worked his magic. He had never felt this good before, yet he couldn't believe Rico was the one doing it. He tensed up as Rico moved his flipper to his groin, slowly moving it from side to side in a way that made Kowalski melt. Kowalski began to feel more aroused than ever, but he stopped himself as Rico gently grabbed his member.

"Rico..are you...sure..?" Kowalski said between pants. Rico stopped and leaned closer to Kowalski, a low "shhhh" coming from his lips, before he kissed him once again. Kowalski was sent over the edge, still shocked that Rico would do this and that Kowalski would let him. But most of all, he felt right. Everything right now, it felt so good. He never wanted the moment to end. But he knew the moment was destroyed as he heard a familiar voice. More precisely, a familiar scream.

"What the Hell are you two doing?"

The voice was Skippers..

Again, I Think the somewhat sex part is O.K. For the T rating, but if you don't think it is, just PM me and I'll take it out. Hope you liked this chapter!