Dear Sean,

By the time you read this, I'll already be gone. I can't stand it anymore here. I need to leave, and I need you to let me leave. Please don't come looking for me. Tell my parents I love them and I'm sorry. I don't want to be found right now. Maybe I'll come home one day.

I love you so much, and I'm so sorry. You were my best friend,

Ellie.

"Ellie?" Sean ran into their bedroom and looked around. Nothing, "Ellie!" he yelled.

He ran into the bathroom, not being able to catch his breath.

No, she wouldn't do this to him. Not without a good reason!

How could she do this!

Jay, Emma, Manny, and Spinner were sitting at a cafeteria table. Emma and Jay were sharing secrets about how wierd it was Spinner and Manny were 'seeing' another and giggling about it.

That's when Sean bursted in and ran to them, "Have you guys seen Ellie?"

"No. Why?" asked Emma and he put his hands on his head.

"She-she wrote a note, and said she was leaving." His voice cracked, "Why would she leave?"

"Maybe she went back to her mom." Jay told him.

He couldn't see why Ellie would just leave either.

Sean shook his head and said, "She wouldn't. I know seeing Jimmy shot made her depressed but... she wouldn't leave me. She wouldn't. She was getting better."

"We'll help." Manny declared, nodding at him. He tried to breath and nodded.

Meanwhile at an airport, Ellie played with her plane ticket that was now boarding so she grabbed her bag.

On her way to the line she whispered, "Good bye Sean..." she looked at the gate for her plane and rested her hand on her stomach, "Let's go baby."

And then she was gone.

"SHE LEFT!" Sean yelled, crashing a left over beer bottle at the wall. He turned and kicked the coffee table to the ground and it crashed into pieces.

"Sean, it'll be okay!" Emma insisted, Jay standing beside her.

Sean was going ape shit.

"Emma just wait outside." Jay told his girl, he didn't want Sean throwing things everywhere, Emma might get hit or something.

Emma nodded and left.

"What'd I do?" Sean yelled and sat on the couch in defeat, "I always mess it up." He cried, "Always."

Jay came over and rested a hand on Sean's shoulder.

A week had past and still, no Ellie. Jay and Spinner went over to Sean's and decided to help him get rid of Ellie's stuff, it was just a sick reminder.

"Would you ever do that?" Jay asked, laying in Emma's bed, watching a movie... but not really watching. Jay was too much in thought.

"Do what?" Emma asked turning to face him and he stared at her.

"Just leave." He said.

"No." Emma said shaking her head and looked admirely into his blue slash grey eyes, "Not you at least."

"Promise?"

Silence.

"I'd never leave you." Emma whispered, being serious.

"I'll never leave you either..." drifts Jay, caressing her hair.