A/N: sorry I haven't posted in a while I had writers block…. I know that's no excuse but here's your next chapter! Yay! The italic is Yuki's dream and after the line break it goes back into third person.

The summer solstice was quickly descending upon Kyo, Yuki, Shigure and Tohru. Yuki was having more bad dreams than usual and Kyo was getting less and less sleep. He never told Yuki what he was doing and Yuki never asked. There was a small possibility that Yuki was awake during these times and Kyo always wondered if he had heard anything he said. If the rat had heard, he never said anything about it.

One particular evening Kyo was a bit bolder due to lack of sleep and the inability to think clearly. He went into Yuki's room after being woken up for the fourth time this week and carefully got into the bed next to Yuki, draping his arm across his middle and pulling the smaller man into his chest. Luckily for Kyo, Yuki didn't awake, but with a warm body pressed up against him he couldn't help the feeling of sleep overcoming him. Yuki's breathing lulled him into a peaceful slumber.

Yuki's POV

He laughs at my resistance knowing I'll never be able to get away. I am chained to the pole. I am doomed to be tortured and abused for the next few days. Why does the solstice have to be so painful? He bangs his head against the post hoping to wipe away what's happening. Akito slaps me, telling me to keep my eyes open, that he wants to see the fear in my eyes. I have to keep them open for I'm more afraid of what might happen if they're closed.

I scream he pushes his searing rod into me. Tears are flowing freely but I don't close my eyes. I'm still in fear of what could happen if I do. Please someone save me…

I feel hot breath on the back of my neck. I move closer to the source of this warmth. I try to find solace in its comforting rhythm. He chuckles and he rolls so that his body is above mine. He runs his tongue around the shell of my ear and I moan, burying my face into his neck. I take a deep breath to try and control myself and am overwhelmed by the smell of Kyo.

I close my eyes and can picture nothing but him. He pulls my pants off and wraps his hand around my aching cock, pumping up and down. I jerk my hips at the sensation wishing for more contact. I pull his lips down to mine and the kiss isn't as searing as our first but more loving. He starts fading into the darkness.

I wake up the next morning feeling like I'd had the best sleep in ages. I was about to stretch and roll out of bed but froze when I did feel hot breath on my neck and an arm around me. I turned to face the person who was holding me only to be shocked at the face that came in view. Kyo. Kyo was holding me, and sleeping. He looked angelic… which is not something anybody would normally say about the feline. But he looked so peaceful and happy just to be here.

I couldn't help the smile that crossed my face, although I did wonder why he came into my bedroom. Maybe he was juts confused and thought it was his own bedroom. He did look like he hadn't gotten a lot of sleep over the past few days. At the thought my face fell. I wanted him to be in here because of me not some stupid misunderstanding. My thoughts were interrupted by a rustle and I closed my eyes quickly and calmed my breathing so it would seem like I was still asleep.

Kyo opened his eyes and saw what time it was. He also felt the growing problem in his lower regions after an extremely explicit dream about the man in front of him. "Shit," he whispered but then his eyes fell on the sleeping man in front of him. Though he wanted to stay in this position forever he had to leave before the rat found out what he was doing.

He untangled his limbs from Yuki's and was about to walk away from the bed when an arm wrapped around his waist and pulled him into Yuki's waiting lap.

"Why are you leaving?" he asked in low voice, Kyo was confused but also slightly aroused. He could feel something hard press against his lower back, he pushed back rubbing up and down. He felt the grip loosen and heard gasping moans as Yuki fell into pleasure. "W-wait," he couldn't do this, could he? Yuki was not only suffering with indecision but with the pain of the memories that Akito had engraved into his head. "I'm sorry, I can't do this," he whispered. Then cringed away as Kyo turned around, thinking he was going to be taunted or hit for his defiance.

Instead he was pulled into a hug. "It's okay I wasn't expecting from you right now." Kyo spoke in a soft loving tone to making sure that it was nothing like the nightmares that Yuki had. "Hey can you look at me Yuki?" The rat slowly moved his head to face the cat. Their eyes locked and he gave him a small smile.

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