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Eli POV:

We all piled into Morty, since my parents cars were both in the shop. Alex and I climbed in the front, while my mom, dad, and Becca went in the back since my parents had to "talk" to Becca. It was probably about the cell phone bill she ran up last week talking to her boyfriend, Alec. She and Alex hated his brother for some reason… I did too, stupid prep. However, there was something about the way Alex was so terrified of him that seemed wrong. Lucas was a bit creepy but nothing about him was scary. Alex also seemed to flinch every time Lucas, the football captain, and Taylor, the head cheerleader. Cliché power couple much? I felt Alex shift next to me and immediately realized she wanted to talk… Alex always moved around when she wanted to talk, since she didn't talk a lot. In fact, there was this one month where Alex would only talk to me and Becca… my mom thought she was afraid of the family but she just didn't want to talk.

"I saw you today. You skipped. With that girl." She spoke, her voice a bit melodious compared to Becca. She looked up at me with her big blue eyes, filled with excitement and sadness, and I felt guilty. After Julia left, Alex was the only one I talked to, let alone skip with. I knew she was happy for me but she was going to miss me I hoped her and Clare became friends, Alex never liked Julia much. I shrugged it off and responded.

"Yea... she took a punch from her ex- boyfriend. I needed to get her ming off of it." I stated, wanting to avoid the subject. I thought of how Becca hated that Alex had the blue eyes and she had her chocolate brown eyes. Apparently, brown eyes didn't match brown eyes. So much for my mom's identical twins. I smirked to myself and put my arm around Becca's shoulders. She leaned in and sighed

"Today was boring without you… I did meet this really cool guy, though. His name is Dylan. His eyes are really big and brown." I saw her smile out of the corner of my eye as she spoke. I swear to god, if this kid hurt her; I would kill him.

Alex's POV:

I was excited as I told Eli about Dylan. I hadn't liked anyone since Lucas had… raped me.

Flashback:

Becca and I were walking home today, since Eli was busy with Julia. As we were talking I felt someone behind us and immediately turned around. I saw Lucas and Taylor walking toward us. At their sight I rolled my eyes and kept walking next to Alex. However, I felt that something was wrong since they both had practice today. It was on the announcements this morning.

"Hey, Alex! Where are you going?" I heard Taylor shout behind me. They always annoyed me since I was different, never Becca. Becca and I began to walk faster, wanting to avoid drama. I felt Lucas roughly grab my shoulder.

"My girlfriend asked you something. I suggest you listen." Lucas said, turning me to face Taylor.

"Let. Her. Go." Becca said, angrier then I'd ever seen her.

"Make. Me." Lucas said dragging me into a nearby alley. Taylor stood there laughing, she had probably put him up to this. It had happen before. Lucas came and he would find some thug and make me make out with them but something was off today. There was no thug.

Becca came and tried to rip him off of me but Taylor grabbed her and held her back. Lucas roughly pressed his lips against mine and ripped off my shirt. He grabbed my breasts and began to squeeze them while I tried to escape One time, I almost got away but he caught me and removed my pants. He pulled out a condom, put it on, and shoved into me. I cried out as he raped me. Becca was yelling until Taylor covered her mouth and eventually Lucas covered mine.

After they were gone, Becca helped me get dressed and promised she wouldn't tell anyone after I asked her. I was sore between the legs, so I had trouble walking but I made it. After that day, Becca always set out to join cheerleading squads in an effort to make sure no one hurt me again. No one knew except Lcas, Taylor, Becca, and I. I was about to add my brother to the list. He had known something was wrong as soon as I got home but stopped asking after I asked him not to.

*Flashback Over*

"Eli… I have to tell you something…" I said and immediately felt him tense beside me.

Eli POV:

I tensed as soon as Alex said she had to tell me something. That was never good.

"What is it Alex?" I spoke quietly, willing to kill the bastard who hurt my sister. I was becoming the overprotective big brother, but I couldn't help it. Alex had always been the quieter, smaller, and more different twin. People picked on her all the time at our old school and I hurt each and every one of them. That's why I hated any guy she dated. A lot of people liked her; they just had to get to know her. Alex was beautiful and a lot of guys like her. She hadn't liked anyone since 7th grade, after that one night.

"It's just… you remember that night Becca and I came home late? That night, Lucas… he… he raped me." She said and I immediately froze.

"WHAT?" I yelled, swerving to avoid an oncoming car.

"ELIJAH GOLDSWORTHY! You drive carefully!" I heard my mother yell from the back.

"You told him didn't you, Alex? I told you to wait and definitely NOT while he was driving. Damn it! Relax, Eli!" Becca said exasperated.

"HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO RELAX, BEX?" I asked, using the nickname only me or Alex cold call her. Becca hated her full name and Bex was special, so everyone else had to call her Becca… it was a sibling thing.

"ELI! What did I say about cursing in front of your sisters? Now stop this car. We're here!" my mom yelled, as Becca, Alex, and I climbed out of the car. I looked up and realized that we were at Clare's house. Maybe this trip wouldn't have been so bad if I hadn't JUST found out about Alex's 'little' secret after two years! That almost faded from my mind as I looked up and saw Clare. Sitting on the roof. Head between her knees. Crying.

Who saw Alex's secret coming? I bet you didn't… HA I win this one. I would ignore half of my creeper comments because I am currently very weird:) This chapter is really short and I'm sorry! Well review… PLEASE!