Disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush or their members Kendall Schmidt, Logan Henderson, James Maslow and Carlos Pena. I also don't wanna earn money with this story.

Chapter 1

It has been almost a year since Kendall went back home and nobody has heard anything from him. Not even Carlos or James who were so close to him before and nobody really liked the guy who took Kendall's place in the band. Yes, he had a great voice and yes, we was a great dancer and yes, he also was good looking but nobody liked him anyway. He wasn't Kendall and no one could ever replace Kendall. James, Carlos and Logan all agreed that Kendall was something special and that no other guy could ever be that special to the guys. It hurt Carlos the most that Kendall just left them because the two of them were always the closest friends after Kendall got together with Logan but Kendall never said anything to him about having problems with Logan and then he just vanished. Logan blamed himself and apparently stopped talking to James and Carlos a few months ago. No matter what they tried Logan would not talk but the most necessary things. James tried to call Kendall a lot in the first 2 months but eventually stopped when Kendall never answered his calls. It was very hard for the 3 of them to accept that Kendall would most likely never come back to their band or even talk to them.

It was a rather rainy afternoon in LA when James got a call from an unknown number.

He answered the phone. "James Diamond?"

"Mr. Diamond", said a voice. "My name is Nurse Jackie from Minnesota State Hospital. I found your number in the wallet of a patient, Mr. Kendall Knight. Do you know him?"
James was shocked. Kendall was in a hospital? "I..uhm..He is my best friend. Why? What happened to him?"

James had to sit down. He had a weird feeling that Kendall was hurt, badly hurt.

"Mr. Maslow, I'd recommend you to come to the hospital as soon as you can and bring Mr. Knight's family members, please."

"Please, Nurse Jackie, can you not just tell me what happened?", James pleaded. He was near crying and normally James doesn't cry at all.

"I'm sorry Sir but since you're not family my hands are tied and I'm not allowed to tell you but it doesn't look good."

"Thank you for calling anyways. I'm on my way." James hung up and just sat on the couch for a second letting his tears fall down his cheeks. Then he got up and called Logan and Carlos to meet them in the Lobby. Just when he wanted to call Mrs. Knight, her and Katie came in.

"James? What happened? You look dreadful", Katie sad.

"Well thanks Katie, but it's nothing, I'm just tired that's all", he lied. He didn't want Katie to worry, she was too young. "Mrs. Knight can I talk to you for a second?"

"Sure James."

James and Mrs. Knight left the apartment and closed the door behind them.

"James, what happened?"

"I didn't want Katie to worry. I got a call from Minnesota State Hospital. Apparently something's happened to Kendall and they want us to get down there as soon as possible but they wouldn't tell me what happened but they sad it didn't look good."

Mrs. Knight looked at James in disbelief and shock. "No, James, no." When Mrs. Knight fainted James just managed to catch her before she hit the floor.

James carried Mrs. Knight back into the apartment and found Katie in tears sitting on the couch.

"Katie", James said.

Katie nodded. She knew what James wanted to ask her. "I heard everything, James. How's Mum?"

James put Mrs Knight down on the couch and sat to her feet. "She just fainted but she'll be okay." Then he got up again and walked over to Katie trying to comfort her. "As soon as your Mum wakes up we're going to Minnesota. Don't worry too much Katie. I'm sure he'll be fine."

"How can you be so sure?", Katie sobbed. "After all you heard."

"I can be sure because I know Kendall. He's going to fight and he will win. He's a person who gives up easily."

"He gave up on Logan", Katie said and sadly she was right.

"But if he knows that we are still there for him despite of everything and that Logan is still there for him he will fight. Katie, he is not going to d-die." James had to force himself to say that last word. Hell, he didn't even want to think about that. In his mind, Kendall was going to be alright.

Mrs. Knight gained consciousness again and sat up. "Katie?", she asked. "You know?"

James let go of Katie and she nodded. "Yeah Mum, I heard everything. We are going to Minnesota, now."

After the three of them met Carlos and Logan in the lobby they drove to the airport. The boys just told Gustavo that they needed to go to Minnesota as soon as possible. At the airport they bought tickets for the next possible flight and 5 hours later they landed and rushed to the hospital.