Disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush or their members Kendall Schmidt, Logan Henderson, James Maslow and Carlos Pena. I also don't wanna earn money with this story.
Chapter 2:
As soon as Mrs. Knight got to the nurse at the reception she said "My son, Kendall Knight, where is he?"
The nurse looked at Mrs. Knight. "Your son is in ICU, Mrs. Knight. I'll tell his doctor that you are here. Just wait over there for a second, okay?" She showed Mrs. Knight to some chairs and went of again.
"What's taking so long?", James asked. He couldn't bare the feeling that he was so close to his best friend and not being able to go to him directly. Because even though they haven't talked for almost a year, James still cared so much about Kendall and so did Carlos and even Logan.
Logan would never forgive himself for breaking up with Kendall. He got a really hard time from Carlos and James for doing that and he gave himself a hard time as well. There wasn't a day going by where he didn't miss Kendall. He missed him so much, much more than he wanted to admit.
"Mrs. Knight, Dr. Scott will be with you in a second." That being said the nurse disappeared again.
"For Christ's sake! Where is that stupid doctor?", Logan yelled.
He just couldn't hold himself back any longer. He wanted to go see Kendall. He wanted to tell Kendall that he was here for him, that he wouldn't go until he was okay again, that he would never, ever leave him again. He still loved him and he wanted Kendall to know. He wanted to make everything right again. He just wanted to hold him and tell him that everything would be fine again.
Logan felt two strong arms around him and looked up. James was holding him. Logan just realized that he was crying and James tried to comfort him.
"Shhhh, it's gonna be okay", James said. "Kendall's gonna be okay."
James wasn't letting go of Logan, he knew he needed him now more than maybe ever and it was that moment that both James and Carlos realized how much Logan still cared about Kendall.
James was going to say something when Dr. Scott walked towards them. "Mrs. Knight?", he asked looking at her.
She nodded. "That's me. What's happened to my son?"
"Your son was in a car accident. He had some internal bleedings which could be stopped, he also had a splenic rupture which we were able to fix but his brain was without oxygen for quite a while so he slipped into a coma and we are not sure if he will be able to wake up."
Mrs. Knight and Katie looked at Dr. Scott and nobody knew anything to say, all you could hear was Logan's constant sobbing and James' tries to calm him.
"Can I...Can I see him?", Mrs Knight asked and Dr. Scott nodded.
"Of course, follow me please, but only 2 at a time."
Mrs. Knight and Katie went to see Kendall first. While her mother broke down and cried, the 16-year-old Katie seemed to be a lot stronger. Katie was standing there holding her Mom's hand.
"Come on, Mom", she said. "There is nothing we can do right now. Let Logan see him."
Mrs. Knight nodded and they went back to the guys.
"Do you wanna see him?", Katie asked Logan.
Logan nodded. "Yeah, I do." He got up and turned around to look at James. "Will...will you come with me, please?"
"Sure", James said and got up as well.
The two of them went into the room and James closed the door behind them. Logan sat down on the chair next to Kendall's bed and took his hand.
"Please, Kenny...please...please j-j-just wake u-u-up. I am so so so sorry for e-e-everything. It's all my fault. P-p-please, wake up. I didn't want this all to happen. There's not a single day that I'm not thinking about you. I miss you. I was just too proud to admit it all these months. But I miss you so much and I still love you. Goddamnit, I love you so much. I never stopped loving you."
At this point Logan was sobbing so hard that James didn't understand the last words but he didn't need to. All he needed to know was that Logan still loved Kendall and that he now needed someone to be there for him. Someone to hold him and that's exactly what James did now. Pulling Logan into a hug and holding him.