Chapter 9: His Worst Fear

The next day came as quick as lightning, to Grell the night didn't last long enough. Because since his lovely boyfriend kept him in the rain so long he caught a cold and the symptoms were just begining to appear and taking its toll on him. Still, ignoring the fact that he was getting sick, Grell went to school anyway hoping that he would feel better after seeing his boyfriend's smiling face. Unfortunately, Grell could not find his boyfriend anywhere in the morning. He decided that he would just head to their first hour class and hope to meet him there. As he hoped Will was sitting in his seat waiting for class to start. Grell happily ran over to his surprisingly indifferent faced boyfriend. "Hey Will." Grell said cheerfully as smiling at him.

At first Will did not anwser, he only stared at the drawing that was in front of him. Then after what seemed like ages, he spoke. "Please, leave me alone."

Grell's face froze in shock, then calmed down thinking it was a joke. " Ha- Good one Will."

"No I mean it please leave me alone."

Now Grell was begining to get scared. "Are you mad at me? Did I do something?"

"No Grell I just want to be left alone."

"What's wrong?" Grell asked really concerned.

"Nothing, I just want you to leave me alone."

"Will I don't understand." Grell's eyes began to slightly water.

"Of course you don't I don't expect you to. Go sit down."

"What happened to my Will? My Will would never speak to me like this he never said things like you are saying.

"And stop calling me your Will I don't want to be with you anymore." Will said his face not changing from it unphasable apperance.

"But-I."

"Stop crying and sit down. I don't want to see your face." Will said rudely.

Grell immediatly shuffled his way to his seat burying his facing in his hands his whole head curtained by his long red hair. Will looked at the man he loved now in so much pain. He hated to hurt him the way he did but he had to get him to stop being attached to him. As much as it pained him as well he knew that if he wanted to get into law school he had to sacrifice something he loved.

All the rest of that week Will had not spoke another word to him, he never even looked his way that Grell could see. Grell walked through the hallways so depressed and his cold wasn't getting any better let alone helping. He felt so much pain inside his chest, this horrible pain felt far much worse than th scarring damage his parents had done to him some years ago. Grell had wanted to speak to Will, he wanted to at least understand what he had done to make Will suddenly not want to speak to him. Grell decided that when he got home he would just try to relax, and indeed he tried. He finally got close to falling asleep in his tears when suddenly his home phone rang. Grell leaned over grabbing the phone and without checking the caller ID he answered. "Hello." He spoke softly.

Suddenly a voice spoke that never in a million years would he guess would be on the other line. "Hey Grellllllllll." The raspy voice of Sebastian said through the static of the phone.

"Sebastian? What? Why are you calling me?" Grell asked shocked, surprised, and all the more scared.

A soft sigh passed through the phone. "I'm realllllyyy happy you didn't change your home number Grelliell."

"Sebastian are you alright?" Grell asked very slightly conserned for his ex boyfriend still cautiously aware that the man on the other line was one of the people who caused him so much pain.

"Um...I drank a littttttlllleeee too much tonight. Annnnd I realllly don't know where I am but somehow I remembered you live around heerree... I'm standing in front of your building riiigggghhtt now. Could you please let me in?" The drunk voice of Sebastian seemed so somewhat kind and sincere that Grell almost considered letting him in.

"Um. Sebastian I-I don't think I should." Grell said remembering who this man was. This man was Sebastian, the person who was his first really boyfriend, his first time even though it was rape, the person who beat him on a daily basis before Will came along. Will. For a breif second Grell's thoughts trailed to Will and his ignorance of Grell the past few days. Soon as quickly as they came those thoughts faded away as the man on the other side of the phone spoke.

"Please Grellsie." Grell shuttered at his old nickname. "Grellsie please let me in. I just need to rest up then I willll be gonnneee." Grell didn't know what made him give in to press the button to open the front door, maybe it was the use of his old nickname or possibly the past worry about his ex just coming back up in his emotions.

"Come in. Room 7C." Not even ten minutes went by when Grell heard his door being knocked on. Grell got up off the couch and unlocked the chain and opening his door to see the attractiveness that was his ex-boyfriend.

"Hey Love." His drunken guest said as entering his apartment. As soon as Grell seen Sebastian lock his apartment door he knew he made a big mistake letting him into his building.

Trying to ignore the comment Grell set up his couch for Sebastian to rest on trying to push his uncomfortableness away. "You can rest on the couch then leave when you feel up to it."

Grell made his way to his room then heard his guest say, "But, I want to sleep with you."

Grell at first didn't know how to take that, he didn't know weither to take it as sexual harassment or just plain drunk innocence. Grell, hoping it was the innocence said, "Um- no that won't work you can sleep on the couch."

"What do say? Come on? For old times sake?" Sebastian said as springing up and grabbing Grell's arm.

"No!" Grell yelled as he broke out of Sebastian's grasp and locked himself in his bathroom. He reached for his cellphone and dialed Will crying in histerics hoping Will would try and listen to him. As the ringing in his ear began, Grell watched the wood on his bathroom door begin to break.

Will was at home trying to focus his attention on reading and not Grell when his phone began to ring. Grabbing the phone, after looking at the contact Will anwsered ready to tell Grell again to leave him alone. "Grell I really can't-"

Grell's loud screaming voice cut off Will's sentence. "Will! Please help me! Please answer! Oh my god I let Sebastian in my apartment I was stupid please- Oh god! WILL!" Grell yelled as the pounding on the door and Sebastian's yelling grew louder. "I locked myself in the bathroom! AH! He's breaking in! WILL! PLEASE ANSWER YOUR PHONE! Please!." The big sound of breaking wood came through the end of Will's phone into his ear.

"Come on Grellsie..." A angry but threatening Sebastian said loud enough for even Will to hear.

Grell was holding the phone close to his chest not knowing that Will had picked up his call. "Oh god. WILL!" Grell's feet were grabbed pulling him to Grell's own bedroom.

"Let him hear us!" Sebastian yelled .

Will, not needing a second to think ran to his car with his wallet, keys, and of course phone, and began to drive to Grell's apartment keeping the phone to his ear. Begining to drive he at first heard only murmered voices then a ear shattering scream broke through the silence. The sounds of rape and sex between two obviously done by force were heard through Will's phone. Will's teeth grinded as he attempted to drive faster. The chanting screams of his own name were the only thing Grell said, "Will! WILL! WILL!" Suddenly the screaming simmered down but was still screaming none the less, "Will! HELP ME!" After that sentence was shouted the screaming ceased as the line went dead.

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