LIKE OMGSHHHH I've finally finished haha XD I triedddd to make this longer in my composition book it's 40 pages but eh… who knows it's prolly like 20 pages typed *shrugs* so yeah some1 told me to make the chaps longer so I will try! . I can't promise D: so~ enjoy mwhahahahahaha oh and yeah happy Late late Halloween lol oh yeah! IMPORTANT! There is a time change so watch out for that is a time change so yea first part of the story is in the future so good luck xD

Disclaimer: i don't own the vocaloids blah blah blah... well .... sadly i dont :( *begins to cry*

Chapter Five-

New Beginnings

(Rin's POV)

"Rin…" A familiar voice called out to me, but who was it? I knew this voice, but I was too overwhelmed by my tiredness…

"Rin." The voice grew louder. I opened my eyes, but my vision is completely blurred. I began to give in to my sleepiness, closed my eyes once more and sleep started to consume me. The voice quickly brought me back though.

"Rin, come on. You need to wake up!" I opened my eyes back up and sat upright in the bed. The figure is blurred, but soon my vision begins to focus.

When I'm able to make out the scenery, I see Len standing beside my bed. A faint blur still clung to his face and hands, as if he were standing behind thick glass.

I blinked, trying to clear my vision, after several attempts he finally jumps into focus.

He was wearing black sweat pants, a dark blue shirt and he had his hair hanging loose rather than the tight ponytail he usually had his hair neatly pulled back into… or was I just imagining it … ANYWAY. He also had his hands on his hips … well now, aren't you the little 'manly-man?' His hair really helped contribute to this as well. If I hadn't been so tired I'd probably laugh. Plus, we all need a good laugh once in awhile don't we?

Aside from that though, he looked a bit frustrated with me … had I forgotten something?

"Come on, Rin! It's time for school! Get ready or else we'll be late."

Oh yeah … that…

{Time

Change}

The girl Len had called 'Miku' now left, but that didn't mean she hadn't done any damage. Len closed the door and turned to face me. His face revealed every one of his thoughts that filled his head at that moment.

Torture was going to begin soon if I didn't get rid of Len.

"Say… Rin," Len now averted his gaze to the ceiling, eyes full of thought.

I knew what was coming. Was he out to ruin my life or something?

"… You're not currently going to a school … am I right?" Len slowly switched his gaze to me.

I gulped. All of my fears had become reality. I've only been with him for nearly a day and he's bringing up school. It's true though. I hadn't been going to school for nearly two years now. This guy is a pretty good stalker, considering I've never seen him around.

… What the heck am I saying…?

"Well?" I couldn't lie. I knew that. And who knows what he'd do if he found out.

"Yeah… you're pretty right." I turned and met his gaze. Might as well get it over with… I'll deal with Len later. I know where he sleeps so it's not that hard to get rid of him.

A smile slowly grew on his face and my stomach began to knot up. I really didn't want to hear the words he was about to say. I'd rather crawl in a hole and die … painfully.

His smile grew larger to the point where his eyes were so squinted up that they were almost impossible to see.

"Rin," his voice was so loud that it nearly made my heart jump out of my chest, "how about you come to school with me?"

My eyes widened. I don't know why I was so shocked; I already knew that he was going to bring up that option … but still …

I felt a pain grow in my chest …

"No…" I held back my urge to shout.

"Rin... are you okay?" Len asked due to the quick change in my attitude.

"I said 'no.'" I glared at Len while holding back the tears that fought against my vision.

I can't do that! I… I…

"I DON'T WANT TO BE REJECTED AGAIN!" I managed to screech out at the now surprised Len and didn't fight against my tears anymore. I let them fall. I hadn't cried in a long time, so it felt a little good to let them out, but my heart ached intensely.

Over my constant sobbing and wheezing I heard Len shifting back and forth due to the awkward situation. This lasted for about two minutes before I felt his arms wrap tightly around me. it felt normal to be in this position so I just leaned in his chest and continued crying.

We stayed in this position for what it seemed at least an hour.

(Len's POV)

It had been about half an hour since Rin had stopped crying. I was sitting on the couch while Rin was huddled in the chair next to me with a tissue box that was missing half of its contents.

Yorokobi and Kanashimi were both out of my sight. Yorokobi was sitting in Rin's lap, her back was towards me. Kanashimi's whereabouts were unknown. Between Rin's constant looks at me I could hear some distant banging outside. He was most likely messing with my American football.

BANG!

From the corner of my eye I spotted my football smack against the window, startling both me and Yorokobi. Rin didn't flinch.

Rin continued to look at me then back towards her lap, her eyes filled with concern. This relentlessly continued on before the eerie silence got to me.

"Rin, are you okay?" I finally managed to choke out after a few failing attempts.

"Um…" She hesitated and began to speak again, "… Who are you…?"

My heart sank.

I got up from where I was sitting and slowly walked to the spot Rin was. I crouched down to meet her level and looked at her in the eyes.

"Rin…" she tried to pull away from me, but she eventually looked back at me again. So I started back up, "What happened to you?"

I continued to stare at her long and hard. I could tell she was uncomfortable. She thought long and hard about it, until her cold eyes finally looked back into my own. Her eyes started to fill back up with tears, unable to find an answer.

"I-I… I don't know…" She looked at me with pleading eyes, begging for answers.

I had none.

At that moment, my selfishness got the best of me. I no longer cared about her. Only one thing occupied my mind.

"Do you … do you really not remember me?" I knew the answer, but I would not allow that to be true!

Instead of speaking she gave me a small apologetic smile…

I stood up, unable to bear the news and left a teary-eyed Rin sitting on the chair.

(Miku's POV)

I let out a low sigh as I started the long walk back to my home. Usually, it wouldn't be as bad because I'd have someone with me.

Times have changed.

I hugged my jacket tighter around me to enclose as much warmth as possible.

I reached into the deep pocket of my overly-sized jacket and brought out my small IPod. I began to untangle my headphones, using my number fingers at a hastened place. Once untangled, I inserted each headphone into the corresponding ear. Scrolling through my playlists one-by-one, I clicked on Black Rock Shooter and hit the Play button.

The walk to the train station was a long and cold one. It didn't help at all that I had left my bike at home and it was snowing.

I decided to head over and sit on one of my nearby benches before continuing my walk.

I sat down and let the snow fall freely on to my face as my mind replayed the events that happened at Len's house.

I really was mad at my brother and choosing the decisions that I should have made myself.

I mean it really wasn't his decision whether or not I get tutoring for Chemistry.

I felt rather embarrassed showing up on Len's doorstep asking for help when I'm the one who's older than him, yet I'm the one who needs help.

I hopped off the bench and continued on my way.

I stepped on the train and waited for our departure, when a familiar figure came into view.

I slowly approached the figure and stared at it for a long time before finally tapping on its shoulder.

The figure turned to face me and revealed the worry that had been carving into the owner's forehead. Choosing my words carefully, I cautiously spoke to him.

"Len… What's wrong?"

(Rin's POV)

Len had eventually left the house, where I remained sitting on the chair in the living room.

Reality hadn't hit me until moments later. I was home alone.

Alone…

Negative thoughts immediately flooded my mind. I had to get them out of my head. It was so … painful …

I instantly got up and went upstairs to go do some exploring and get my mind off of the current situation.

Upon my arrival, I immediately felt drawn to the second door on the left, next to Len's room.

I cautiously approached the door, afraid as if Len were going to catch me. it was my house too though, wasn't it? So, why should I care?

Well, I did.

I started to reach for the doorknob, but when I did something held me back from opening it.

You know that part of the movie where someone is about to open the door, when they know the monster is inside waiting for them and the whole audience is chanting, 'don't open the door, don't go in! etc.' but they go in anyways? Well, it was one of those moments. Oh, of course though like the person in the movie, curiosity got the best of me. And you definitely know what they say about that, 'Curiosity annihilated the Rinny.'

I slowly turned the knob and eventually opened the door which creaked very loudly, as if the door was screaming bloody-murder. The noise relentlessly rang in my ears.

Once the door was successfully opened, I turned around to make sure Len had not yet returned home. When I had finished my scan of the area I returned to my journey to the forbidden land.

I looked around the pitch-black room, seeing nothing, I started groping for a light switch.

CLICK!

It took not much time before my eyes had adjusted to the brightness of the room. The details of the room were not of importance. Couches, chairs, desks, curtains and any other furniture that was in the room went by me in a blur as I searched for an object of interest.

Disappointed in my findings I started to head out of the room, when I decided to check one more cabinet before going out.

I hurriedly made my way to the cabinet before opening it and tossing all of its contents onto the ground. A large binder with thick binding and clearly overstuffed drew my attention.

I dragged it over to the couch before opening it up and revealing its contents.

… A photo album?

(Len's POV)

"Thanks, Miku." I casually waved off to her before heading my way home.

The news from Rin had really driven my mind into shock. Thanks to Miku though, I could tell someone about my situation, somewhat. Of course though, I didn't reveal Rin was staying at my house. I only mentioned the circumstances at hand.

I pulled out my key and unlocked the front door.

When I stepped inside the house, the entire atmosphere felt different. Everything was still in place though in the living room, minus a Rin. The lights were on and everything … speaking of which, was Kanashimi still outside?

Oops.

I headed towards the back of the house and opened the door to the backyard, where Kanashimi was eagerly waiting to be let back in. He rushed past me and headed tpwards his usual spot in the living room.

I then decided to head upstairs in search for Rin. When I got upstairs I noticed the light in our extra room, which was practically our 'crap room' where we put most of our … well … crap was on.

I peered inside the room and saw Rin on the couch.

"Rin, you know you should-" I cautiously approached to what I now realized to be a sleeping Rin. Her face revealed tears staining her cheeks. Under her head was a large photo album that contained mostly pictures of me and Rin together … Oh, crap.

I mentally sighed before going to get a blanket for Rin and covered her delicate frame from the bitterness of winter.

I gazed at her sleeping form content and felt my mouth twist into a curt smile. But it quickly dropped. No matter what I did I would always feel so far away from her …

Silently and carefully, I propped myself on the couch and on top of Rin. Before I realized fully what was going on I found myself putting each hand on either side of her. Slowly, I inched closer and closer to her face until we were only centimeters apart, her slow, hot breath on my face. I felt bad for what I was about to do, but the temptation was far too great for that to have mattered at that moment. I leaned down slowly, pushing myself up slightly and inched closer before grazing my lips on to her own, holding there for a moment.

I quickly snapped back into reality, propped myself off of her sleeping form and speedily made my way out of the room into my own.

I felt my face burning, it was probably a deep scarlet. No way was I going to check in the mirror.

I shook my head and lugged my hair out of its 'stub' of a ponytail and lied on my bed. Who knows how long it would be before sleep would come and overtake me. I ruffled my hair out of my face, while searching for a topic to forget what I had 'stolen' from Rin. Hopefully, Rin didn't know. Otherwise, I can't promise to be awake in the morning.

I ruffled up my hair once more before realizing its length.

… Time for a haircut …

(Rin's POV)

I woke up with a start, my cheeks burning.

The … the dream I had.

My face burned at the thought.

I shook my head, managing to shake the very thoughts out from it.

Just the THOUGHT of me and him … k-k-kissing! It's horrible!

I got out from where I had been sleeping and headed out of the door. I walked down the hallway before stopping at Len's room. Cautiously, I peeked inside. He was in a deep sleep. I soundlessly crept over to his side and studied his sleeping face.

Heck, I prefer him asleep! No way can a sleeping Len force me to go to school! He seemed so peaceful when he was sleeping; he looked more like a child. I continued studying his features, when my eyes fell upon his lips. My face quickly heated up as I reminded myself of the dream. I quickly made my way to the door before making my exit. If I was lucky he'd remain sleeping all day. If not, then I was in for a long, miserable day.

(Len's POV)

I woke up miserably. Good news, I was still alive. Bad news, I now had to face Rin.

I sighed and got out of bed reluctantly.

I crept down the stairs and spotted Rin sitting on the chair with Yorokobi.

"Ah, g-good morning, L-Len!"

I smiled wearily as I made eye contact with Rin, whose face was a soft shade of pink … perhaps it was my imagination…?

"…Good morning, Rin." I managed to keep my plastic smile on my face. As best I could, I made my way to my usual spot on the couch and plopped down.

…

Silence …

…

"Um-" We began to speak simultaneously.

"Uh…" I spoke, realizing that i had cut her off, "Sorry, you go first."

"No, it's fine…"

"I insist. I had nothing to say to begin with."

"Neither did I …"

Silence …

The silence really began to get to me, as for Rin who was fidgeting nervously. What was she so working up for?

Unless …

Crap!

But that was impossible for her to know! She was asleep! Crap! WHAT DO I DO WHAT DO I DO WHAT DO I DO!

Need to find a new subject and QUICK!

I quickly glanced around the room, looking for a subject.

No luck.

Then.

Something came to me.

"Rin," I suddenly broke the silence, causing Rin to jump and Yorokobi to fall out of her lap, but at least I had her attention, "Do you know what today is?"

She stared at me her large, azure, questioning eyes full of thought. After silence began to build up again I decided to break it once more.

"New Year's Eve."

(Rin's POV)

Well, the rest of the day was… different from what I was use to.

Later me and Len went to the mall and got our hair cut. Mine was whacked off by like, five inches if not more. I decided to go short, but not too short. Len of the other hand, looks no more different beside the fact that stump on the back of his head is now gone.

After that though, he told me that he had explained the situation to his parents and they allowed him to let me buy some clothes, I hadn't even thought about parents until he had mentioned them …

But yeah, the day was … super awkward and for some reason Len was quiet today as well. The one day I didn't want him to shut up, he completely shuts down. Wonder what his deal was?

Doesn't matter.

But yeah, then after like what seemed a bazillion hours in the mall we came back. It was around ten o'clock pm! I was worn out! Way~ too much walking! And silence! Oh my gosh! The freakin' silence!

Len had also mentioned going to see fireworks in the nearby park which would start at 12. No way was I going to attend! Plus, glad I didn't. I can see the fireworks perfectly from here. And Len's asleep already anyway, so it would have been a waste.

But yeah, also Len ended up buying me a journal at the mall. He said something about how girls needed to express their feelings … what a sap … but yeah, so I got a new journal and plan to write in it tomorrow… way too tired right now … In fact, I can barely keep my eyes open…

…

…

…

1/3

Dear Diary,

Well, even though it's probably been like …

a week it still feels weird writing in a diary again.

But you're a NEW diary so … lemme introduce myself.

My name is Kagamine Rin and I am 14 years old.

My previous diary,

AKA one of your brethren,

tragically died.

Let us now take a moment of silence in honor of Mr. Diary I.

Pause.

Well anyway,

recently I've been trapped in this boy's house,

his name is Kagamine Len.

I can assure you that you'll be hearing a TON about him

and the tortures he puts me through daily.

Especially tomorrow!

I'm forced to go to school with him!

As if just me and him LIVING together isn't enough torture!

Yea, you heard me right.

Uh oh, here he comes!

TTYL, Diary II.

-Rin

{Time Change }

(Rin's POV)

"Come on, Rin. It's time for school! Get ready or else we'll be late." Len commanded me.

"Nnnggg… Nooo ….." I turned away from him and pulled the covers over my head, as if trying to erase my entire existence.

"Wake up!" the annoying commanding continued.

"I am awake!" I nearly shouted at him, trying to rid of my groggy voice in proof.

"Get out of bed then!"

"I will once you get out!"

This continued for nearly five minutes before Len finally left the room.

Was he really serious about making me go?

"Rin! Are you up?"

"YES!" I practically screeched at him, while still in the bed.

I grumbled as I slid out from the covers.

I really and I mean REALLY was not looking forward to today. I slipped on the uniform Len had given to me the day before and went over to the mirror.

Private school, huh? This'll be interesting …

I could have sworn I was ripping out some of my hair in my rush to comb every last remaining tangle out. A few blond strands fell on my shirt and I brushed them off. I carefully examined myself in the mirror, turning around a few times to get a whole view. Something seemed to be missing, but I was reminded of it in no time. I sped-walked to the sink and reached in the drawer below it to retrieve four white barrettes and a large white bow, a lot like the one I had when I was younger, that Len had pointed out to me in the mall.

I put two of the barrettes on each side of my bangs to prevent them from hanging in my face and carefully placed my bow on afterwards. After quickly taking care of any hygiene issues I raced to the mirror and checked myself one more time, before nodding contently to myself.

I hurried downstairs before Len would have a hissy-fit.

"You ready?" Len asked, looking around the room for any missing objects.

I sighed as he reminded me of the day ahead of me. Apparently, to Len that meant yes and he started to head out the door.

Yay … School …

YAYYY DONE O_O I've already started working on the next chappie so it shoul be up in a week :D … or two . lol but yeah REVIEW OMG O_O plzzz D:

btw ... Reverse Rainbow by Rin and Miku is AWESOME xD haha omg thanks rimi for showing the song to me x3 haha i had SOOOO many grammar issues b4 i went back and reread! thnx rimi for pointing them up xD i had my composition book up against the comp screen while typing to go faster, so i couldn't see the screen xD sry for those who had to endure it :P so yea! :D review review review! Reviews are like puppies :D and EVERYONE loves puppies!