Chapter 5

A few days went by and Kendall got better and better everyday. Due to lack of oxygen in his brain after the accident he didn't remember some things but that was nothing serious or permanent. After a total of 15 days in hospital, Kendall was allowed to go home. Kendall would be spending the next couple of days at Mrs. Diamond's house where the other guys, Mama Knight and Katie were staying, too. Logan wanted Kendall to come back to LA with them, or in other words: If Kendall didn't want to go back to LA, Logan would stay in Minnesota. After all, it has never been his dream to become a singer, it was always James' dream and he would understand. Or at least that's what Logan hoped for.

"So, Kendall, can I ask you something?", Logan asked while sitting on fold-away bed in Mama Diamond's living room.

"You want to know if I'm going back to LA?", Kendall replied and Logan nodded. "No, Logie, I won't. I'll stay here. I can't go back to LA."

"Why not?", Logan asked with tears in his eyes.

"LA is not my life anymore. This is my life. Well, Minnesota is my life now." Kendall nodded trying to make himself believe what he just said.

"But, Kenny, I...I...don't...I can't...I'm staying in Minnesota then, too", Logan replied.

"What? No! You go back to LA! It was hard enough for the guys to lose me, they can not lose you, too", Kendall said looking at Logan in shock.

"I'm sure that James and Carlos would understand. I mean, they know that I still love you and I'm not going anywhere without you. You listen to me? I'm going nowhere without you. I'll stay with you. I'm not gonna leave you again. Or let you leave."

Kendall looked Logan deep into his eyes. "Logie, listen to me. I'll be fine. You'll go back to LA and keep BTR going, I'll get a job or I might even go to college next year. I'll stay in Minnesota."

Logan shook his head. "No!", he exclaimed. "I am NOT leaving you again!"

"But I want you to leave", Kendall replied looking away from Logan.

"Come again?"

"I want you to leave! I don't want you staying with me. What I said while I was in hospital, I was...I mean...I don't love you anymore! You broke my heart and I DO NOT want you to stay here with me. It's over for good, Logan. OVER!"
Kendall knew that he's been very harsh to Logan and as he looked at him to see that tears were building up in Logan's eyes, he felt guilty immediately but he really didn't want Logan to stay. James would kill Logan if he left the band because that would mean the end of Big Time Rush. Carlos would probably not care a lot, he would go back to Minnesota to play hockey. But James would be crushed. And Kendall could not let that happen.

"Are you...Do you really mean what...what you just said?" Logan was sobbing while Kendall nodded.
Logan got up and just left. He just couldn't take it. He knew that he broke Kendall's heart and if he could turn back time he would and he would never break up with Kendall. Logan still loved Kendall a lot. Kendall was still Logan's everything.
Logan just walked around a park until he stopped and sat down on a bench. He took out his phone to listen to music. The first song that came on was Memories and Melodies by Kendall(²). Logan started crying again immediately. He didn't know anymore when Kendall recorded this song and it was just the fact that Kendall was singing it that made Logan cry again.
Logan said on the bench, listening to Kendall's voice on endless repeat singing "Everything will be just fine". How he wished it was true.
The music stopped for a second when Logan got a text message.
+I'm leaving the Diamond's house today and I don't want to see you ever again. You broke me Logan, I want nothing to do with you anymore. Understood? K.+
Logan couldn't believe what he just read. Kendall really meant it. Kendall was done with him. More tears were rolling down his cheeks now but he couldn't care less. He was crying and sobbing in the middle of a park but Logan didn't care if people saw him. Soon enough, it started to rain. Logan kept sitting on the bench and didn't even move when the rain got heavier so he was soaking wet soon. And yet, he still didn't care. For all he cared about, he could die of coldness or whatever and he didn't mind. Nothing even mattered anymore now that he knew how much Kendall truly hated him.

That's it. I know it's really short but I hope you like it anyways.
² I LOVE this song. Kept it on endless repeat the first day after I found it.
So, yeah, I hope you're not too disappointed with this chapter. I really had no idea what to write and this is what happened. Be nice and don't kill me, okay? ^^
Oh and THANK YOU to all those who've written reviews. I really appreciate it. And a special Thank you to DbeltFan1203 for offering me help. I'm sure I'll get back on your offer (:
Well, I hope you all enjoyed reading. And sorry again for taking so long to update.
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