Author's Note: Hello, erri-body! I've made a new resolution: no more promising that this is just a twoshot because I keep changing my mind :D So I'm gonna write an undefined number of chapters for this story because it's my latest obsession (and I have a lot of those, ha ha) This is in Tori's POV, but with more characters. Now her brain won't be so lonely :P

Disclaimer: I do not own Victorious or its beautiful cast. Just the insane desire to laugh at my own jokes all the time.

Mueve tu cuerpo junto a la mía

Siente el ritmo y se pierden en el tiempo

Yo soy tuyo y ahora eres mío

Siempre Ba-a-por!

My eyes snapped open when the first line of the verse started playing on my laptop. I had it automatically tuned onto a podcast on , which usually plays really awesome tunes to help me wake up in the mornings for school.

Today was not the day for awesome tunes.

More like decidedly ironic tunes.

You'd think that 'Forever Baby' would just remind me of Robbie and Rex's good (but truly weird and disturbing at the same time) duet at Karaoke Dokie months ago.

But n-ho, I'm not thinking about that at all. Naturally, I'm completely focused on the fact that Jade and I were forced to sing that song together in Spanish to Festus while pushing him in a wheelbarrow down the street after we wrecked his car.

As if I need more incentive to think about Jade these days, especially after what happened last night…

Sweet Chiz!

I groan loudly and bury my face into my pillow, wishing I could will the images out of my head. But it's no use, it's all I can think about. I went over to Jade's house last night and - and…

And…Oh God, I can't even say it…

Violated her!

There, I said it!

Can't breathe – need oxygen!

I pull my face out my pillow and curse under my breath, holding my face in my hands for close to a minute.

What was I doing? How could I possibly think that going over to Jade's house when I was pissed off at her was a good idea? I'd love to sit here and tell anyone who wants to listen that I had absolutely no intention of going over to Jade's house and purposely seducing her just so I could get back at her for doing the exact same thing to me yesterday afternoon in a janitor's closet.

But I'd be lying if I told you that. The truth is…I wanted Jade to feel as bad as I did when she left me standing in the janitor's closet: turned on and humiliated. Just once, I wanted Jade to understand that what she says and does actually hurts people's feelings and that she can't just get away with it. But to do it like that…getting her at her most vulnerable and just walking away like that…it just doesn't sit right with me, even if it is Jade we're talking about here.

I've never done anything like this before – I swear on my grandmother's embroidered pillow. That's not the way I roll. I don't get back at people who've wronged me. Well, save for that time when I sprayed Cat and her new boyfriend (my old boyfriend) Danny with hot cheddar at the Kickback Party. But technically, I wasn't wronged, just wrong. Sure, I have my petty and immature side, but I'm not, well…devious. At least not on Jade's level. But after last night…

Jade must hate me even more than she did before. And in this case, I totally deserve it. God, how am I gonna face her at school?

But thinking about it now, I don't regret what happened between me and Jade last night. Probably more the way I went about it I guess. Last night was just…wow. Even with the rough and angry make-out session (or was it sex? I'm not really sure). For the first time ever, I took charge in a situation that didn't involve performing arts, and it felt pretty good. And to top it all off, Jade seemed to like it too. Then again, she has some pretty weird tastes and interests. She loves scissors and blood – enough said. She probably gets her jollies from people using and abusing her.

Ok, that was way below the belt, Tori. You used and abused Jade last night too. And then you just left like it didn't mean anything, like she didn't mean anything. And that's not fair. Not because I think there's something more between us since I don't really know what we're actually doing here. But I still should've treated her better anyway just because it sucks to feel like shit right after someone's made you feel really good.

And I did make her feel good, that much I could tell. Jade responded way more positively to me in those stolen moments last night than any other time we've been together at school. It did something funny to my chest thinking about it, like it could be more. But I don't know what to believe because it's all so confusing.

I can't think about this anymore, I have to start getting ready for school. Because once I start thinking about it, I won't be able to stop, and then I'll never leave my bedroom. Part of the reason I slept so badly (or so well) last night was that my hands did a little wandering a couple of times after I got home from Jade's. Picturing Jade's soft and warm body writhing in pleasure underneath me made a knot form in my stomach. A sweet pleasurable knot that tightened like a fish hook right through the naval, spreading down to my inner thighs…

Goddammit, Tori! You did it again! Get your head out of the gutter! Or out of the Mile High Club with the way your fantasies are shaping out to be these days.

"Hey, I need your curling iron!" Trina exclaimed, barging unexpectedly into my bedroom.

"Trina, don't you knock?"

"Why do I need to knock? We're not complete strangers." Trina pointed out, like barging into my bedroom was the same as barging into a barn filled with farm animals. "So…can I borrow your curling iron or what?"

"Fine, just take the damn curling iron already!"

"Sh-heesh, what is with you, Miss Cranky Pants? Wake up on the wrong side of the bed?" Trina asked slyly.

"Kinda."

"Well, taking it out on your favourite sister isn't gonna make you feel better."

"Trina, you're my only sister."

"Technicality."

"Whatever. I'm gonna go take a cold shower."

"What do you need a cold shower for? Were you dreaming about Wilmer Valderrama again?"

"Get out of here, Trina."

"Ok, ok! I know when I'm not wanted! But don't blame me if the cold shower doesn't work and you wind up licking hot fudge off of a very naked Fez-"

"TRINA! You promised you'd never bring that up ever again!"

"And this is the last time, scout's honour."

I love my sister, really I do. But there are days when I just wanna murder her in her sleep. I mean, it worked out pretty well with Cain and Abel, right?

My parents were no help either when I sat down with them and Trina at breakfast.

"Morning, Tori. How'd you sleep?" My dad asked me in a cheery tone.

I couldn't muster the energy to lie, so I just grunted in a non-committal way while pouring Fibre Nuts into a bowl.

"What did I say?" My dad asked my mom in confusion, which made me feel a little guilty.

"Don't sweat it, Dad. Tori just woke up on the wrong side of bed," Trina offered with a sly smirk on her face.

"Was it Wilmer again?" My mom asked in a conspiratorial voice.

Oh my God, does the whole world know about that?

"What was Wilmer again?" my dad questioned in his suspicious cop voice.

"Trina! I can't believe you told mom!" I yelled indignantly, rounding on my older sister while she sat next to me at the breakfast table.

"I didn't tell her! It just kinda…slipped out of my mouth," Trina offered in an unconvincing way which just pissed me off any more.

"Oh really? How 'bout I punch you in the face and you let some teeth slip out of your mouth?"

"Tori!" My mom gasped.

"Easy there, Killer. I really don't wanna have to arrest my own daughter for a felony this early in the morning," my dad chided in a soothing way to calm me down.

"Tori, what's wrong, honey? Did things not go well with Jade?" my mom asked in a concerned tone.

Oh right, I told my mom that Jade and I had a 'fight' and that's why I had to go see her last night. Well, Mom – let me break it down for ya. Things went really well with Jade. So well that I've become a vindictive gank overnight who pleasures other girls and then just takes it away, just like that with a snap of my finger.

Yip, I can't tell my Mom that.

"Not really. I think I kinda made things worse by going over there," I answered, which was kinda the truth, minus the part about busting out the angry sex on Jade.

"Aww, don't feel too bad about it. Maybe Jade just needs some time to cool off. I'm sure you guys will work it out." My mom offered encouragingly.

Sure, we'll work it out. Jade and I will either keep doing what we're currently doing or end up killing each other in the process.

Win-win.

If I thought being at home with my family was torture enough on a day like this, then school was just the cherry on top of my cake. All of my friends were perfectly normal around me and Jade…

She just walked right past me without making eye contact, like I was part of the wall or something.

Um, hello? What the hell just happened?

I was expecting fire, brimstone or a scene straight out of 'Saw' where Jade strings me up from something just to watch me squirm. Does she really not care about what went down last night? Or is this just her way of waiting to get me back later in a really bad way that I won't see coming at all? Oh, God, I am so dead…

She was standing in front of her locker, grabbing her books for first period and a pair of scissors to snip random bits of paper with. Yes, I've seen her do this before when she's not paying attention in class.

Am I really that aware of everything Jade says and does? Or is this a new discovery because of what happened between us…both times?

I couldn't stop myself from staring at her during Sikowitz's class because she was doing everything in her power not to look at me. And that's cool because it gives me time just to look at her, really look at her. I never realised that her dark hair (which she recently dyed jet black) makes her skin seem more pale than usual and her eyes an extra shade of blue, like a raging, icy and stormy blue sea.

See, this is what happens when you don't get enough sleep, Tori. You start talking crazy.

"Tori, I want you to do the next exercise." Sikowitz announced.

And you don't pay attention to what your teacher's talking about either – double points.

"Andre, Cat and Jade, join Tori up on stage too."

Say what?

Jade looked like she was thinking the same thing, her cool mask of indifference broken for a split second. Then she was strutting onto the stage with a little extra sway in her hips like it was no thang.

"Tori, we're waiting for you. If we wait any longer, the milk in my coconut will expire and all chances of a beautiful vision shall be lost. To the stage – I beseech you!" Sikowitz yelled with a wild gesture of his hand.

Sikowitz, is there Piña Colada in that coconut instead of milk?

"Tori, we don't have all day!" Jade snapped impatiently with a look at the black nail polish on her fingers.

I glared at her and stomped onto the stage and stood next to Andre while Cat stood next to Jade.

"Alright, children. You'll play my favourite game – start a sentence using a letter of the alphabet. But make sure you go in order from A-Z. If you don't, you're out!" Sikowitz bellowed, followed by a loud slurp on his straw.

"BEGIN!"

"Apple pie sure seems nice right about now." Cat began in an exuberant voice.

"But…won't that spoil your appetite for lunch?" Andre piped up hesitantly.

"Cinnamon flapjacks might be a better option." I suggested.

"Don't you just love giving suggestions that no one cares about?" Jade asked flippantly, aiming a sarcastic smile at me.

"Ooh, the plot thickens. Keep going!" Sikowitz implored with a wave of his hands.

"Everyone needs a helpful suggestion sometimes," Cat put in brightly, which seemed like her way of covering up the sudden tension.

"Far be it from anyone to put down a good idea," Andre added with a look at Jade to get her to lighten up.

"Good ideas are great to have."

"Hardly what I'd call original coming from you."

"Hot damn, that was a good burn that Jade laid on Tori." Rex laughed, which made me steaming mad.

"Don't laugh, Rex. It was pretty mean." Robbie said in a stern voice.

"Hey, if the burn fits, then I say hose her down!"

"Back to the task at hand! Jade, I can literally feel the disdain oozing off of your skin – run with it!" Sikowitz begged in a dramatic tone.

"If that's not original…then I don't know what is." Cat stated with a wide smile on her face.

"Joke's on you." Andre noted.

"Kiss my ass."

"Let it go."

"What are you guys doing?"

"Whoa, that doesn't start with an 'M'. Cat, you're out!"

"Aww, my life is the worst!"

"Have some candy."

"Yay!"

"Andre, continue!"

"Maybe…we should change the subject." Andre offered with a nervous smile on his face.

"Not if Jade doesn't stop acting so ganky," I snarked, my anger getting the best of me now.

"Only if Tori quits acting like such a baby." Jade retorted while glaring back at me.

"Please can we change the subject?"

"Quiet down, Andre!"

"Really, Tori?"

"What the chiz is going on?" Andre wailed while pulling a funny face.

"Ooh, I'm sorry, you're out too, Andre." Sikowitz interrupted in an apologetic tone.

This was getting way out of hand, but I couldn't stop now. Jade was challenging me in front of everyone and I can't just back down.

"Continuez, mon enfants."

"Says…the girl who started all this in the first place!" I stuttered angrily.

"Try to say how you really feel!"

"Unlike you!"

"Very clever."

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"X…actly…what I just said."

"I'll x-cept…" Sikowitz remarked with a wink at the rest of the classroom, which made me want to roll my eyes.

"You've got some nerve."

"Zero tolerance for posers."

"Good, good! Now back to 'A'!"

"Are you really going to stand there and play that card, Jade?" I demanded in a serious tone with my arms folded.

Jade saw the look on my face and her eyes narrowed immediately. This wasn't a game anymore – this was outright war.

"Better than pretending to be someone you're not, Tori." Jade answered through gritted teeth.

"Can't you be serious just for once?"

"Don't push me."

"Even if it means you'll actually tell the truth this time?"

"Forget that anything ever happened." Jade suggested dismissively.

"Get over yourself!" I hissed, feeling my cheeks burning with rage.

"And…scene! Girls, that was brilliantly done. I could really feel the hatred from both of you." Sikowitz congratulated the two of us.

"Hard to miss."

"I could care less."

"That's enough." Sikowitz butted in.

I didn't mean to, but somehow I caught Beck's eye afterwards. He had been quiet throughout the latest acting exercise. Come to think of it, I hadn't spoken to him that much since he and Jade broke up 2 weeks ago.

He was staring at me with a look of concentration on his face. Then my stomach lurched uncomfortably when his eyes shifted to stare at Jade before returning to me.

Does he know?

Oh my God, we were being so obvious on stage! Jade and I were just throwing words around like they didn't mean a thing.

Not caring who heard, least of all Beck.

Holy shit, what if he knows? If Jade dumped him because of me, it won't take him long to figure the rest of it out. After everything that I've done lately, what kind of person does that make me? I can't breathe, I need some air.

I've gotta get out of here.

I started walking briskly towards the exit when the school bell started ringing for second period. Andre called out to me, but I just ignored him, getting as far away from Jade the only thought in my mind.

"Vega!"

I wasn't about to look back for all the money in the world, even though the sound of her voice alone would've stopped me dead in my tracks.

"Vega, I'm talking to you!" Jade ordered in that bossy way of hers.

"I'm not getting into this with you, Jade!" I shouted over my shoulder, my legs still moving at an incredibly fast pace.

Damn, will this hallway never end? Did they build an extra wing?

With all the other kids walking around me, I don't even know how Jade managed to catch up with me. But the next minute, she grabbed my wrist and held it tightly in her hand. I have to ask: how does she get anywhere fast with those ridiculously 6-inch high-heeled boots of hers?

"Well, that's too bad. You don't get to walk away from me." Jade hissed softly in my ear so that no one else would hear.

"Funny, that's exactly what I did last night!" I hissed back callously, shaking out of her tight hold on me, glaring as hard as I could back at her.

"Well, you're not doing it a second time! You're not getting off that easily," Jade retorted angrily, finally showing her true feelings towards me for the first time all morning.

"Jade, don't do this! Not here, not now!" I pleaded with a fearful look at the crowd milling around us.

Jade rolled her eyes and clicked her tongue impatiently, grabbing my arm, leading me away through the crowd.

Oh God, not the janitor's closet again!

I heaved a sigh of relief when Jade didn't go straight, but took a right turn down the hallway. To my horror, she led me into the Black Box, which was empty.

Oh here we go again…

Instead of taking me towards the rows of chairs facing the stage, Jade led me onto the stage and began unzipping a familiar green object that was still being used as a prop for one of the school plays.

A tent?

Really, Jade?

The more I protested and struggled, the tighter Jade held onto me. Then she shoved me unceremoniously into the green tent and crawled in after me, zipping up the entrance behind her. Then it was just the two of us, a green glow surrounding us while we both breathed loudly together. I couldn't help hearing just how hard Jade's heart was pounding in her chest with her so close to me. Maybe she's just as freaked out about this as I am.

"Jade, we can't keep doing this," I began, feeling really miserable about my life of late.

"Which part? The part where you barged into my house last night, got me off, and then left?" Jade snapped with an accusing tone to her voice.

"What about the part where you almost got me off in a janitor's closet yesterday, threatened my life and then left?" I hissed back, our faces just a few inches apart in the darkness.

Jade didn't answer and I felt guilty right away. Why did I feel sorry when I didn't even start any of this? All I tried to do was find out if she was ok. And now everything is a total mess.

"Look, it doesn't matter who's more wrong here. We both did some things that we're probably not proud of; that's how I feel at least. I only care about one thing: what do we do now?" I asked meekly of Jade.

"I don't know!" Jade muttered in what sounded like a frustrated tone.

Then she made a movement in the shadows like she was grabbing her face, like she was really tired and that made me feel even worse.

"What do you want, Jade?" I asked hesitantly, terrified of what her answer would be.

Jade took her hands away from her face and her head shifted in my direction. Then she was moving closer to me, our bodies touching through our clothes while we both kneeled on the floor of the tent.

"What I want is to hate you, Tori, but I…can't…"

In that moment, it was like Jade was reflecting off of me like a mirror: every thought, every action, every word, every emotion. In that moment, it was like we were the same person – wanting different things and having just one thing in common.

I'm not gay; I'm not even sure about what any of this means. All I know is that if I don't get more of this feeling, I may just die an unhappy and unfulfilled girl.

I leaned, she shifted her head, and then we were kissing again, in spite of my better judgement. It seems that Jade and I can only act on this in the dark, this feeling of intense heat and staggering confusion where light has no chance of making us come to our senses. I don't think Jade's ever played it straight with anyone in her life, not even Beck.

But me? I'm supposed to be the smart one, reliable and level-headed Tori. And here I am, kissing Jade West in a tent in the middle of school. We weren't even touching, not with our hands at least. But our lips were moving with fast and heavy breathing. No amount of cold showers were ever going to fix me after this. Just me and Jade–

"Tori?"

Just me and Jade and Andre now.

Jade stopped kissing me and growled, matching exactly what I was feeling on the inside. Can't a person get any privacy anymore?

"Tori, are you hiding out in the green tent like last time when you sprayed Cat and Danny with hot cheddar?" Andre questioned, his voice sounding incredibly close.

Shit, don't look in the tent!

Jade was already a few steps ahead of me.

"I'll distract him. Count to 100 Mississippi and then come out of the tent."

"But, Jade-"

"Just do it!"

I shrunk away instinctively to hide myself better when she started unzipping the tent. Then she crawled out and Andre started talking to her.

"Jade? What the hell were you doing in there?"

"Looking for spare change." Jade answered casually, which made me want to start laughing.

"In a tent?" Andre asked in confusion.

"Yes in a tent, dumbass. That's the best place to find spare change. But I didn't find any this time, so gimme 10 bucks."

"What, are you crazy? Girl, I ain't givin' you 10 bucks."

"20 bucks then."

"Are two 10's ok?" Andre asked in a resigned voice as their voices became quieter.

After a couple more seconds, I couldn't hear either Jade or Andre anymore. I took my chances with only counting to 10 Mississippi before crawling out of the tent. Then I was walking out of the Black Box where it all began, not knowing where I was walking and not caring either.

Pffft, and I didn't think things couldn't get any worse.

Silly Tori…

Jade has really gotta stop saving my ass in weird situations.

This is just getting ridiculous.

Author's Note: More weirdness ensues for Jori...IN A TENT! The song lyrics referenced at the start are from 'Forever Baby', sung by Robbie and Rex in "Freak The Freak Out", the Spanish version which Jade and Tori sang to Festus (not Festivus which I absent-mindedly wrote into chapters 1 and 2, which I believe is a made-up anthesis to Christmas referenced in "Seinfeld") in "The Wood". I honestly don't know what I'll write for next chapter, or if there will even be a next chapter. I'm very sleep-deprived right now. So I'll bid you all a good night and implore you to leave me reviews while I sleep - reviews give me visions. Cheers!