Complxity
A/N: Decided I might as well type this up. Flower power. :)
Chapter Eleven: But I think I'd just rather let you go
Soundtrack: My Apocalypse- Escape the Fate
No, she doesn't love him. Of course she doesn't. She just...misses him.
Extremely.
The first day crawls by. She's counting every second, every moment, every time she breathes. Eventually she stops doing that becuase it feels like she's drowing. Air, air, Ari. Breathe, breathe, breathe. Try to forget the ice. She truns to music and drawing.
She finds an awesome band that seems to convey her very mashed up, pounded, stomped on, mixed, and vibrant feelings. Escape the Fate. She's not in love. She's not in love. Love is not for her.
She spends a lot of time trolling through her old journals. The very last entry is blood stained and it makes her pain worse. Pain? No. Her numbness. She's numb, numb to the point of being cold. She draws dark, abandoned buildings. She draws the spider crawling on her wall. After she's done she goes after it with her sneaker. It climbs into the top- right hand corner and setles itself there, even spinning a web. It's too high up for Ariadne to reach.
IT was so dar. I hope Carol doesn't read this because...I found out that Ky killed someone.
He was so drunk. Was it my fault? I must've done something wrong. So wrong. I must've. But I thought he'd understand. Because he killed Rachel. Carol's sister. It was an accident, but her was on a mottorcycle. He killed her. And Carl doesn't even know that she's dead. That's why he came after me. To make sure I didn't tell her. And her old bofriend, Eames, was Ky's friend. Eames was in the hospital with her.
She's dead.
He was going to kill me.
What do I do?
She rips it out of the journal and crumples it up.
Every day she checks the news to see more information about the Baskov cae. Even information about his son. But no such luck.
When she goes to sleep, she can still feel the weight and warmth of his hand on her temple. She feels lost.
And she wants to tell Carol. But she bites her tongue and doesn't say a word.
A/N: Like I said, extremely short. Continue reviewing!