Whoa! I just posted the last chapter just a few hours ago and i already had about 15 emails saying that people have added this story to their favs, added me to their fav authors, and that people commented! Thank you so much everyone! You rock! *gives cookies*

I dont own Ouran or any songs I might mention in this chapter!

Chapter 14

Avril woke up the next morning. Sadly her friends didn't want to intrude so they were staying in a hotel instead of Avril's house. She found that crazy, like seriously! There was so many rooms for them to stay in and they didn't have any problem with staying before.

Pushing that thought out of her mind she was pretty happy over all. She wants to hold onto that! Hikaru did come to visit again last night. Avril left her window open because she was pretty tired and didn't know if she would be awake when Hikaru came or not. Sadly, Avril was sleeping when Hikaru came. Strangly though Avril still remembers Hikaru's touch around her waist while she was sleeping.

Avril must of been blushing because her parents spoke up.

"Avril, sweety, you ok? You look like you have a fever," Avril's mother said in a concerned voice.

"No Mom. I'm fine," she reasured her mother, "I just remembered something that made me happy."

"Ok then," interjected her father, "If you are sure."

"I'm sure! Oh dang i gotta go! Bye!" Avril grabbed a piece of toast and ran out the door.

While Avril was heading to school she had this very strange feeling. She didn't know what was going to happen but she knew it wasnt going to be good...

Before she knew it she was at school.

"Hey Avril!" Avril turned around to see Haruhi hand-in-hand with Mori-Sempai.

"Oh hey guys!" Avril said with a smile, "Hey is the host club meeting today after school? For the life of me I can't remember."

"Yeah," replied Mori.

"Thanks Mori-Sempai! I gotta get to class! See you then! And Haruhi I will see you in Music Room 3 after school!" Avril didn't know why but she just wanted to get to class. There she was greeted by a very hyper Honey.

"AVRIL-CHAN!" Avril was then tackled to the floor by a short person.

"Hey Honey-Sempai," she said getting up, "Did you have more cake than usual?"

"Nope! I had a Monster!" Right then Avril's eyes went wide.

"Honey-Sempai. You are way to tiny to be drinking that! You will be up for days!"

"Great! More time for me to practice my martial arts!" Avril sighed and groaned at the same time. Who knew that combination was possible?

Soon enough Mori-Sempai came into class and the bell rang. Avril just spaced out the entire class. She couldn't concentrait. So while no one was looking she put in her earbuds and started listening to music. She was a pro at not getting caught. Avril always made sure the wire for her earbuds were hidden by her shirt and the actual earbuds were hidden by her hair. Her acting skills were amazing. So amazing that she actually looked like she was paying attention during class. If she missed anything she would just ask Honey or Mori-Sempai. Most likely Honey-Sempai since he actually talked. Not that Mori-Sempai didn't talk... He just didn't talk often.

Finally the bell rang. She kept on listening to her music the entire day. Even during lunch were she liked to talk to her friends. For some reason she just wanted to cut herself off from the world. She didn't want to talk to anyone. Not even Hikaru and that was saying something.

The day was over. She walked down to Music Room Three. Everyone said 'hi' to her but all she did was nod. She put on a smile so no would suspect something was wrong. Kyoya of course, being the 'Shadow King' and all, suspected something was up. If Avril knew him though he wouldn't bring it up unless it effected him personally or if he had something to gain from it.

There was a half hour untill the guests start to arive. Avril just stayed at the piano whileeveryone else was talked and getting tackled. Mainly Haruhi getting tackled by Tamaki.

It was 2:30 and the guests started to come in. Avril had to start playing but didnt know what to play.

'I got it,' she thought to herself. Kyoya was gonna be totally pissed off that she chose this song but she didn't care. This is how she felt and she was going to express it! She got up from the piano and got her guitar. As soon as she started to play the intro people knew it was the usual stuff she preformed.

'I will break into your thoughts
With what's written on my heart
I will break, break' Everyone was staring at her. Like she had gone mad. So what if it was screamo?

'I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick' Pretty soon the song was done and Kyoya was of course mad. But no one knew because his glasses had a glare on them. Hikaru looked mortified. What was wrong with his girlfriend? He he do something to upset her?

Avril didn't know what was going on. What could be upseting her? Her best friends came to Japan to see her, she has an amazing boyfriend, and she gets to preform for the guests! She knew that sometimes she didn't know why she felt how she felt but this was rediculous. She ended up running home, not even calling the car. She didn't know what was sadder... That she ran out like that or that no one bothered to chase after her.

By the time she got home it was dinner time. She wasn't hungry and went straight upstairs to her room. Avril was cuddling with Timon and Pumba while listening to music. This usually gets her out of any bad mood. This time though it wasn't.

This reminded her when she lived in Canda. Back then she was so alone. Nothing could help her. She remembered what she did to herself. Avril pulled back her wristband to reveal the deap scars that could never be healed.

'Why didn't it work then?" She thought to herself. Then she ended up answering herself.

'Because you were to freaking weak! You should of killed yourself while you had the chance!'

With that answer she pulled out her phone. Hikaru's name was highlighted and she texted him "I love you. Don't you ever forget it." and pressed send.

She put the boys back into their cage, started to go through her night side stand and found what she was lookig for. She found her knife. Avril put it vertically to her wrist and saw the blood drip down. With this sight Avril closed her eyes with a single tear rolling down her cheek.

Sorry... This chapter isn't romantic or funny... I just felt like putting in some drama... I felt like this fanfiction was getting a little too mushy gushy for me so I decided to do something like this. *gives tissues to those who need them*