Ok sorry about not updating for a while... I have been in a funky mood with summer about to end not to mention I have been really confused about stuff... Not to mention kinda depressed a little which was the reason that I left you guys with a really depressing chapter... Sorry!

As always I don't own Ouran High School Host Club(though I wish I did... If I did Mori would be the most popular host:D) or any songs that I might mention!

Chapter 15

Avril's eyes started to open. The first thing she noticed was that the bed she was in was very uncomfortable which only ment one thing... She was in a hospital... Then she heard a voice.

"Oh sweety your awake!" Avril turned her head to realize that it was her mother. As Avril looked around more she noticed her father was also there and also the whole host club was there as well as her Canadian friends. She was really confused about this because in the hospitals she was usually in only let two visitors in the room at a time.

Obviously Kyoya saw her confusion because then he decided to speak. "I mangaged to pull a few strings to let all of us in at once since this is the Ootori hospital."

"Oh thanks Kyoya. I owe you one," said Avril.

"Oh don't worry about it," Kyoya said smiling. At this Haruhi turned to face Kyoya.

"So you mean to tell me she doesn't owe you anything but yet I have an eight million yen debt?" asked Haruhi.

"My parents could have some business with her parents later in life. I don't want to jeperdize that."

"Kyoya... My parents are right here..." Avril pionted out. Then she turned to her parents, "Hey can you guys leave me and my friends alone for a bit?" Her parents weren't too crazy about the idea but they knew she was safe with her friends around not to mention the nurses so they agreed and walked out of the room.

Avril then noticed Hikaru had been at her side the entire time holding onto the arm with bandages wrapped around it. Finally Hikaru spoke.

"Avril... Why? Why did you do this?" Tears were at his eyes and his voice was cracking making it difficult to understand him.

"Do you want to tell them or shall I?" Kyoya asked with a smirk.

"I can't blame it on that Kyoya!" With that being said everyone but the canadian teenagers and Kyoya looked very confused. Even Mori-Sempai looked concerned, "Great Kyoya now I have to tell them! Thanks a lot..." Avril was of course mad. She wanted to keep this away from the hosts as long as she could.

"What does he mean Avril-Chan?" asked a very concerned Honey.

Avril sighed. She knew that at one point she would have to tell them but she was hoping for that slim chance that she didn't have too. Apparently not. So Avril took a deep breath and decided to start from the beginning.

"My whole life I have been to some point depressed. Elementary school was really hard for me. I was made fun of, beaten up and so forth. Everyone thought 'Oh shes just makin it up because she goes to a catholic school and those kids are so sweet!' Of course they were wrong. My parents finally saw how bad it was getting when I came home with some serious brusies on my neck. My parents took me out of the private school system and put me into public school for 6th grade. There I made my first friend who was actually Andi." Everyone then looked at Andi thinking 'She was Avril's first friend? She didn't have any friends untill 6th grade?' When they looked back at Avril she continued speaking. "Years went past and I was better at hiding my feelings. I learnt to keep up a wall to prevent people from seeing the true me. Then high school came around. At the end of my first year I couldn't take it anymore. I began to cut and eventually took more drastic measures. My parents eventually found out and of course took me to a theripist. They said I had Bipolar Disorder, OCD, very high anxiety and a mild form of Autisim." As soon as Avril said Autisim, Hikaru finally understood.

"That explains why you hate loud noises," stated Hikaru.

"Yeah, I have been able two control my reactions as long as I have my music with me. But when I don't all hell breaks loose," explained Avril, "Any overwhelming situations for me causes me to pretty much panic." At this point Honey was crying and clinging onto his taller protecter.

"Don't leave us Avril-Chan!" Avril couldn't stand to see her friends upset. That's one of the reasons she didn't want to tell them because she knew they would be upset at the news.

Avril hugged her Sempai and said, "Don't worry Honey-Sempai. I'm not going anywhere." With that being said she turned to the rest of her friends and asked, "So how did you guys know I was here?"

"When Hikaru found you he and imformed your parents he called all of us up," said Tamaki. It was the first thing he said since Avril woke up.

'Wow so my parents were so clueless again that they weren't even the ones that found me!'

While all of this was going on Kaoru was in his own little worl. 'Wow I never knew. How will Hikaru take this? Avril needs him more than ever... Will he leave her? No, of course not! He wouldn't do that to her...'

Then Avril turned to Kyoya, "Hey Kyoya, do you know how long I need to stay in here?"

"Well it all depends," started Kyoya, "You need to be observed for a couple of days to see if your stable enough. If you are then you can go home. If not you need to go to rehab." Avril flinched at the word 'rehab'. She went once and it was terrible. Avril was probly the most sane one there! And that's saying somthing! Then before anyone could continue converstations the nurse walked in.

"Miss. Hale! I have your medicne for you to take."

"Thanks..." replied Avril. Everyone was looking at all the medcine Avril had to take. Even Kyoya was shocked. There must of been something wrong with his files if he didn't know this. How could he not realize all of the medication she was on?

"Hey Avril, what's all of this?" asked Haruhi. Avril didn't even realize she was there.

"Well it's what I need in order to stay sane," Avril let out a slight chuckle. Then pointed to each pill and she explained what it was, "This is my birth control. It's not a high enough dose to be actually used at birth control but I take it to control my PMDD which is just really, really, REALLY bad PMS. So when it's my time of month beware! Here is my anti-depressants and mood stabalizers for my anxiety and Bipolar Disorder. It kinda helps with my OCD too. I also have steriods and anti-biotics to help fight an infection I have. Oh and last but not least pain killers because I have a really bad back." Apparently Mori took Honey out of the room at one point because he was crying so bad. Avril didn't want to do that to him. He thought of Honey-Sempai as her brother. She noticed also that Hikaru was squeezing onto her hand tight and wasn't letting go.

Everyone seemed shocked by all of this exept Andi, Tomi, and Sunshine. They have known about all of this since it all started.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you this sooner guys," Avril said with obvious guilt in her voice, "I didn't want you guys to worry about me. I didn't want you guys to look at me differently." With that being said everyone went around her to smother her in a group hug. Even Kyoya joined. Then as if on cue Honey and Mori walked in. As soon as Honey saw the group hug he jumped right in, followed shortly by Mori.

At that moment Avril knew things were going to be different this time. She had anamazing boyfriend and amazing friends! She couldn't ask for anything more. Right before visiting hours were over the host club promised Avril that they would keep this under wraps so the school didn't find out. Even Tamaki promised to keep his mouth shut! Now if he could keep that promise she would be even more surprised! Andi, Tomi, and Sunshine knew not to tell anybody but it's not like they talk to anyone at Ouran beside the people in the Host Club. With the promises made they left. Hikaru of course being last because he wanted to give her a small kiss before he left but didn't want to in front of everyone.

At last Avril could sleep and hopefully have nice dreams about her beloved hosts.

So what do you guys think? It was still kinda depressing but I tried to lighten things up at the end:D Hopefully I will finish this story before school starts! If i don't expect updates less often... I'm going into my Senior year of high school and I am gonna be jam packed with work and college applications! So I will try to finish this up before school starts! Please reveiw! I enjoy your feedback! It makes me feel special:D