Me: *crying* I am SOOO sorry. Please forgive me.

Max: What are you blubbering about?

Me: Its been more than a week since I updated. I am really really sorry.

Max: Well the good news is that there's another chapter.

Me: Yeah, no thanks to you. Its your fault you know, why I took so long. Where were you?

Max: Um...well, you see...I had to...uh *runs from room*

Me: *groans* Sorry its short, hope you enjoy it. *goes after Max* Hey get back here!

Chapter 17

Sam held John in his arms shushing him to sleep as the group headed up the path most likely where John had come from.

"Hey guys, one of us is gonna have to stay here with John."

Gabe nodded, "You're right, Sammy, so what's the plan?"

Dean shrugged, "I dunno. Go in there and smite some evil sonsabitches."

The four found themselves in front of what looked like a shack or small house. John, who had begun to doze off, started screaming.

"Bad! Dada, Bad!"

Sam rocked John and shushed him.

"Uh, guys, we may have a problem," Gabe said.

"What's wrong?" Dean asked.

"We won't be able to go inside. It has been warded against angels," Cas explained.

"Shit! So what do we do know?"

"Well since Cas and Gabe can't go inside they can stay here with John and you and I can go inside and take care of business," Sam said.

"Great, two against three, that's unfair."

"Dean, it will be easy. Use Ruby's knife on the demon, an angel blade on Raphael and then we'll just stick Sarah in a mental institute," Sam giggled a little at that last statement.

"First off, where are we gonna get an angel blade? It's not like we have them in stock around here."

"I have one," Gabe said.

"What?"

"Yeah, I've always kept one on me just in case I needed it or something."

"See, Dean, piece of cake. Or pie."

"Not really. I mean it won't be easy just to waltz in there and start sticking things in them not to mention Sarah in there."

"Like I said we'll just stick her in a mental hospital. It's not like anyone will believe her anyway."

"Is that supposed to be funny? Cause it ain't. Don't forget my girls are in there."

"Well what do you suppose we do with her?"

Dean shrugged, "I don't know. I honestly don't care; I just wanna get my babies and go home."

"Well then let's go," Sam said handing John to Gabe.

Dean held onto his babies tight and kissed them profusely.

"Dean, we gotta go before someone comes."

Dean nodded, scooped up his girls and he and Sam exited the building. They didn't see Cas or Gabe and Sam figured that they were waiting by the car.

"Hey, you want me to take one?"

Dean shook his head, "Naw, I'm good thanks. Let's just get outta here."

The brothers headed toward the car where Cas and Gabe were leaning against. When Gabe saw them he ran upto Sam and placed a big sloppy kiss on his lips.

"Thank goodness, we were getting worried. You've been in there for hours and we thought something happened to you guys."

Dean walked up to Cas and Cas kissed him hungrily. Then he looked at his girls.

"Are they okay, Dean?"

"Yeah, they seem to be fine. I think they're just a bit tired. Let's go home."

Cas nodded as he took the girls from Dean and headed into the backseat as Dean unlocked the car.

"Dadee! Dadee!" Mary cried.

Gabe got in beside his brother with John asleep on his lap and Sam climbed into the passenger seat as Dean started the car. Thank goodness our children are safe. I don't know what I would've done if they weren't, Dean thought and Cas smiled.

"Me neither."

"Um guys, where's Sarah?" Gabe asked.

Sam sighed heavily and Dean kept his eyes on the road and refused to look at anyone. Cas and Gabe looked at each other then at their husbands.

"Sammy?" Gabe asked.

"She's dead. It was an accident really. She was trying to protect the demon. When Dean went to stab him, she jumped in front and got hit with the blade."

Cas and Gabe didn't say anything the whole way home. They knew that their lovers felt bad about Sarah's death. When they got home Sam and Gabe went into their house and Dean and Cas went into theirs. Cas put the girls to bed and Dean called Bobby to tell him everything.

Gabe had just put John in his crib and after triple checking the wards and sigils and making sure the baby monitor was on, he headed to the bedroom where he found Sam sitting on the bed. He wasn't crying or anything just staring into space.

"Sammy? You okay?" Gabe asked sitting next to him.

"Yeah."

"You know it wasn't your fault, right?"

"Yeah, I know that, but it's not that."

"Then what is it?"

"I'm afraid. I mean what if something or someone else comes and tries to take John away? I don't wanna lose him, Gabe. I feel like the worst father in the world cause I couldn't protect him from that demon."

"Sam, look at me. First of all, you are an amazing father. It wasn't your fault he got taken. That doesn't mean you're a bad father. Second of all, you won't lose him, alright? John's got you, me, Cas, Dean, and Bobby protecting him so nothing like this will ever happen again, okay."

Sam sighed, "Alright."

Cas and Dean lay in bed together after putting the girls in their cribs.

"I love you, Dean."

"I love you too, Cas."

"You know what happened with Sarah wasn't your fault."

"I know. She was a good kid; she didn't deserve to die like that."

"You're right, but she made that choice. To follow something evil and protect it with her life."

Dean sighed, "Cas, I know you're trying to make me feel better, but stop cause it's not working."

"Sorry."

"Don't be sorry, babe. I'm just tired. Good night," Dean said and turned on his side.

"Goodnight, Dean."

TBC...

Not my best chapter but I hope y'all enjoyed it anyway. Sorry about cutting the scene with the demon and all that. I had a hard time trying to write that part so I decided to cut it out.

One more chapter!