Chapter four: we're so beyond this
Renesmee pov:
About time I got there Jacob was already sitting on his porch. I walked slowly towards him. He looked up at me and his eyes were slightly red. It most broke my heart how much he looked completely destroyed. He stood up, almost falling over until he caught himself. He started to walk over to his motorcycle. Getting on he had the helmet in his hand.
"here I want to show you something". I got on and put the helmet on, my head not like I needed it. I wrapped my arms around his body and placed my head on his back. He smelled like home. I almost cried, I didn't want to leave him behind.
Jacob pov:
When we got to the spot it was just in time for the sunset. The sky was turning pink and dark blue as the sun was partly under the horizon. The ocean looked black as the waves crashed on the shore blending into the dark sand. La push was always nice during this days.
Renesmee pov:
The scenery was so beautiful, in the corner on my eye I saw a fire already blazing. As we got closer the flames appeared to be blue and green. There was a blanket the was in front of a large log .
Jacob pov:
I wanted everything perfect for her. I picked this location because I knew that landscaping was important to her and it was support to me a clear night. That was we could stare up at the stars. I sat down and pulled her really close to me. Tonight I didn't care would we looked. I just wanted to hold her and inhale her over sweet scent.
Renesmee pov:
I didn't understand, why was J.B. acting like this. Why was he acting like he loved me. He had me so close to him I could feel his broken heart beat through his chest. The fire was still burning strong. We haven't said two words to each other since we got here but the way he was holding me in his arms was saying enough.
" Nessie I-" he started.
" I need to tell you something" I turned around to look into his dark eyes.
"yes Jacob".? he grabbed my hand and pressed it against his chest.
"I'm true head over heels for you. Your all I think about, I breath and live only for you. When Edward went me that text I felt apart of my soul die. I know that sounds cheesy but it all true. I wouldn't be able to get over the fact that I wouldn't be able to hold you or see you dimpled smile. Its been killing me for awhile that I couldn't tell you how I felt but tonight I don't care how it looks. I don't care if you don't feel that same about me. I brought you here where it all started to tell you that. Renesmee Carlie Cullen I'm madly in love you".
"where it all started"? I was confused this was my first time I've been here.
"um" he thought.
"where it- um me and your -"
"out of all that you got that ha" he laughed
"did you hear me? I'm in love with you".
heart beating faster then normal. He did just say he was in love with, didn't he? I just sat there this all most be a dream. The most vivid dream I've ever had. Jake loved me. Out of all girls in the world he choice me to love. I smiled , I loved him too. With all my soul and being. I touched his face and kissed him. Flashing all the images of my feelings for him. As our lips moved together I just let all my visions speak for themselves. I broke away so he could breathe. He turned me around put my legs over his, pulling me closer as I put my arms around his neck. We stared into his eyes and kissed him again.
Jacob pov:
We mad out for a few more minutes. I pulled, away as she bite my lip. "ouch" the taste of blood hit my tongue. She moved away, covering her mouth. "I'm so sorry Jacob, I didn't mean to".
Renesmee pov:
I was ashamed of myself. Our first kiss and I'm trying to have him for dinner. I got up but before I could run he caught my hand. " Nessie its not your fault, its in your nature". he kissed me again. The sweet taste of blood mixed in with the taste of J.B's warm tongue. I didn't mean to but a slight moan came out.
Jacob pov:
I smirk appeared on my face after I heard her slightly moan. " come lay back down". we both laid down staring at the stars that twinkled brightly in the dark sky.
" I love you" she said under her breath.
"I know". I kissed her again
The rest of the night was quite. The fire was still burning, the ashes flew to the sky. I heard breath heavy and brush her hair out of her face. I would remember as she looked right then. I closed my eyes and everything seemed to be perfect.