Chapter six : stop and stare

Renesmee pov:

I woke up and I didn't realize where I was. It slowly started to come back to me; but I didn't want to go to school today. I pulled the covers over my head and tried to go back to sleep. " rise and shine, this day is almost as beautiful as me".

"Rosalie I don't wanna go". she pulled the covers off me.

"Alice said you would say that and I'm suppose to say some comforting words like; I know your having a hard time with out that dog but we all had to leave someone thing or someone over the years but soon enough the pain starts to fade". sitting on the edge of my bed.

"that's suppose to help me? Knowing that Jacob is going to forget me. Thanks rose that wasn't really the pep talk of the year".

" I really don't know what you see in him. His rude, and he smells terrible". she stopped as she saw the look on my face.

"come on, don't make me dress you like you were younger. Your almost 17. Alice already picked out your clothes, its on the chair". she closed the door behind her.

I got dressed, grabbing my leather messager bag as I hear mom yell for me. I walked down stairs and my full family was dressed for school. "damn Ness you such a human". I heard Emmett say out of the crowd.

"you look like a little college school, doesn't she? But I didn't pick out those combat boots did I?"

"I like my boots. You did over do it with the school theme, Alice, but I do have to say I do like this letterman-style cardigan". I started to button up half way. I touched my neck. Where was it. Omg, where was the necklace Jake gave to me before I left?

"go head with out me I forgot something".

" no you didn't". Alice put something in my hand".

"I see everything" she danced out the door.

" come on before we're late for your first day". dad basic pushed me out of the house following the others.

Alice and jasper hopped into the silver BMW 650i, Emmett and Rosalie too the black jaguar XKR, my parents and I got into the more bronze colored Volvo S60.

Pulling into the parking lot, everyone stopped and stared. I would think as vampires we would pick more low type cars to blend in but when everyone stepped out the faces were more stud. We made our way to the main office as I stood outside the door to look around. The school wasn't a dream come true. When I pictured me going to high school, my vision was slightly more grand. Like teen movies grand. Where Jacob would be showing me to my classes and holding my hand to my locker.

I looked up from the floor and a group of what looked like football jocks were staring from the other side of the hallway. The smiled and waved to get my attention but I just looked away. Their looks couldn't compare to jakes. His russet skin and jet black hair. He was perfect head to toe. I looked at the little wolf charm around my chain. I wondered if he was thinking about me.

When dad came out the office the boys dispersed. Gross what if they thought that dad was my boyfriend. I almost through up in my mouth.

"hey! I'm not that bad looking". he joked around and handed me a piece of paper.

"be careful around the boys, I don't feel like ripping off some human teenage boys head today". he patted me on the head like some little child.

The family regrouped and started to talk. I just toned them out like I normally do till someone caught my eye. She looked about age and she was extremely pale. Lips where dark pink but eyes were was warm as bright as honey. The moment was a second but it felt like ten minutes as she pasted through the halls.

"everyone keep an eye from Nessie, she causing more trouble then Bella on her first day". dad put in.

"O! Ness you most be having the boys hormones going crazy then. Stop looking so attractive, then maybe they wouldn't have blue balls". mom started to growl as dad held her back.

"take it easy with the sex jokes Emmett". I punched him in the gut.

"Yo I'm just stating the facts". said then walked off with Rosalie.

"ya'll folks go ahead and I'll accompany ms. Nessie to her class". everyone walked off. Jasper and I weren't really close. He had trouble being around me at first seeing I do have blood flowing through me but lately his been trying. I wanted to get to know him just as much as I knew he wanted with me. We stopped at door and he stood there for awhile. I grabbed him by the waist, hugging him tightly. "thank you uncle jasper". I whispered.

"my pleasure. Know go in before you are late". I let go and he was gone.

Talking in, everyone was laughing and running around like a wild zoo showing. I made my way to the back corner. The perfect sit for me next to the window. I sat there watching the snow fall from the grey sky to the white, fluffy ground. I got a whiff of something sweet.

"you most be Renesmee". I looked at him blankly.

"Luki" he had his hand out. I shook it and looked back out the window.

"its Nessie or Ness". I corrected.

"what"? I looked at him again,

"my name, isn't Renesmee . I liked to be called Nessie".

"o, sorry. Tanya did tell me that I just forgot. You don't know me. I wasn't turned before you where born so I never got a chance to meet you. The Denali clan told me that you could be beautiful. So when you walked in I knew it was you, that and you smell funny. Not in a bad way just different.".

"yeah I heard about you to. Edward told me that you were the newest member but I didn't have to worry because you have control like me". Edward, saying his first name actually made me think of his as person then just my dad.

Luki was a nice guy, his kinda rusty orange hair made him look dirty but his eyes matched his hair. Freckles on his face made him look younger then what he really was. The bell rang and everyone got quite. The teacher walked the door and dropped his things on his desk. "hello my minions, how was class".

everyone laughed as he took off his coat.

"oh, dr. Hull I like your hair cut". this small, little girl said sitting in the front.

"I have no idea what your talking about tabby. My wife always makes sure I'm all dressed and groomed before I leave out of the house". he pushed up his glass and pulled his pants over his large belly. An other girl walked in, she had long black hair and just walked past the teachers desk like there was no problem.

"so Sonya you decided to join us after your little make out session with your boyfriend"? he was looking at a different girl.

"Sonya"?

"huh? Yeah sorry I had my I pod in" the class laughed.

"hey dr. Hull did you noticed that me have a no minion in you mix"? boy said. He looked back straight at me.

"come here child" he point down at the desk. I slowly bad my way to him.

"what's your name" he whispered.

"her name is Renesmee" that same boy sitting in the front said again. he seemed like a know it all to me already. He had his hair slicked back and his voice kinda sounded like he had peanut butter stuck on the roof of his mouth. I already didn't like him.

"actually its Nessie. I liked to be called Nessie. The only one who calls me Renesmee is my mother". I rolled my eyes.

"well minion did you fill out all your paper work for this position? it's a hard job being my minion. Actually, I have a good feeling about you so I'm going to make you my mini me. Come bring your stuff up to the front and sit at my desk and learn the ways of the jet I" everyone laughed again.

"o, wrong movie". he laughed along.

The rest of the class was smooth besides the guy in the front kept staring at me. Rolling his eyes at me, was he really jealous that I was teachers pet already? I just sat at his desk staring out the window. The bell rung, picking up my stuff Luki stopped by. "I'm suppose to show you to your next class. We'll actually it's a free period but we have to get to a class before the bell rings". rubbing his boney fingers through his hair.

"does this school have a library"?

"um yes".

" I want to pick up a book and then I'll get you to take me to the theatre".

The library wasn't a library at all. Just a small room that had rooms in it. I just grabbed the first book I saw that had tons of dust over the cover. On our way to the theatre I saw Rosalie. I ran toward her. "hello rose". I hugged her.

"gees we haven't been together for a few hours and your acting like its been years".

"I've never been way from you guys this long, I mean besides with J.B and he always made time fly so". Jacob I sighed.

I went a few hours without think about him. He was slipping away to a distant memory. I walked away. How could I forget Jake? He was; well i didn't really know what he was. Is Jacob my boyfriend or was what happened between on the beach a one time thing. I followed luki to a sign that sad theatre. " I have to go because I have to get to my class but I'm sure you can find it right". leaving me in front of the big arrow pointing to the left. The theatre wasn't as much of a disappointment as the library. it was a fair size not a grand theatre like I had wished for but its pleased me. Center stage there was a face of a ram. I just shock my head in shame that my high schools mascot was a ram. I continued to walk down the stairs, everyone got really quite as I sat alone.

"wow! is that her"? a boy said

"she gorgeous" a girl said.

I just kept my head down reading my book. Jack the Ripper , I was surprised they had this kinda book in the library. I have to say he was my favorite killer. The book was the Uncensored Facts, filled with blood and gore. A girl sat next to me; I waited for her to speak but she said nothing. " his rules are only the first three rows"

"we don't want to get in trouble because we didn't tell you".

"he can't be that bad". still reading my book.

"o but he is".

"if it makes you feel any better I'll move".

"you can sit with my friends. They basically begged me to come over and talk to you".

"we figured you where Renesmee, everyone has nee talking about you and your family all morning".

"its Nessie and would you mind spreading that around. The only person who calls me Renesmee is my mother. Its really a pain to keep correcting people".

"sure, well come on before the bell rings". she smiled.

I walked over and sat with four of her friends. "this is Sophia, Noah, Isaac, Sara A.K.A queen, and I'm Katherine".

"well actually Sara means princess".

" hear that? my name even means royalty". everyone rolled there says.

"Samantha should be here shortly" Katherine said.

Queen was beautiful, her light blue eyes contrasted with her dark brown hair. Katherine was more rounder then all of them. She had a chubby face and the short bob hair cut that rounded out her face more. Noah and Isaac were identical twins, Noah scent was more like firewood. Like the night me and Jake slept on the beach. Isaac was more of a tree pine smell. They both still had baby fat, their eyes were this light hazel, and their hair reminded me of the coffee. It was a dark brown but has highlights of a more lighter brown. Sophia had a really sandy skin tone. She as blonde and her eyes were dark green. She looked like a model. I bet she was the prettiest girl here until Rosalie come. I girl lipped over an row of chairs. Sitting in the sit next to Sara, she had ripped up, faded jeans and black chucks. She was thin, her shirt looked like it was falling of her body. She put her short black spiky in a pony as her put her arm around Sara's sit. "hey babe, did I miss anything"? she kissed her on the cheek. The bell rang then once again everyone got strictly quiet. I looked over at Samantha and Sara they where laugh and smiling. It made me miss Jacob even more.

"what class do you have next"? Katherine leaned over and whispered as the teacher was talking. I reached in my bag and gave her the paper.

"okay so you have theatre2 classes with me, Samantha, Noah ,and Isaac. Queen and Sophia are in theatre3. So that means you have lunch with us".

"well I'm kinda suppose to check with my family first".

"oh your family? You're the once with the super expensive cars? Owe which one is yours?" her eyes were filled with excitement.

"I don't have one yet, ha ha".

"who's the cutie"? Samantha whispered to Katherine.

"her name is Nessie".

"sexy, hey hot stuff we need to talk later", she winked at me. I looked to the floor as my face got red.

"don't worry she always act like that. Believe it or not she is a huge player. She'll make a straight girl go bi".

"I don't have to worry about that I have a boyfriend". did I just say that. Jake wasn't even my boyfriend yet or was he? I really need to figure this out.

"owe a boyfriend. What his name? is he cute? How old is he?" he asked all this questions under one breath.

"his name is Jacob black, his god like sexy, his -". I paused. Jake would be 20 something by now. That would be weird if I - "his 18" I lied.

"seeing you moved it most be a long distance thing huh that sucks".

The teacher just sat with his feet up on his desk until it was lunch. He said he didn't feel like teaching today. The cafeteria was okay but there is was another blow up picture of a ram. Mom and dad were already sitting at a table. I walked over and sat down.

"Renesmee how are you classes so far". mom asked

"they were good".

"I almost had to take down my shield for you so Edward would read your mind. He kept reminding me about the Volturi".

"everyone seemed to like you just find. Nessie. I don't really like that one girl". dad said

"let me guess Samantha"?

"for a human she has one to many thoughts but she does have a eye for you" mom choked on her water.

"told you Ness, stop looking so damn cute". Emmett laughed .

"actually I was wondering if I could sit with some friends"? they both shook there head yes.

Luckily my friends table wasn't to far from theirs. I sat down in a open chair that happened to in between Samantha and this thin, curvy girl. She had long dark hair that was cut into layers. Her eyes reminded me of jakes black eyes, her skin was fair and she smelled like soap. "the demon in the flesh, her name is Layla". Samantha said in my ear.

"I can't help it I'm the head cheerleader and your just some lesbian player from California".

"o shut up demon , I don't want you to take over my mind". she through a carrot at her.

"don't mean them". Noah said.

"well what brings you to Alaska"? Samantha asked.

"well our house burned down in a fire so my family thought it would be a good idea to move with my parents family was. Its complicated".

"how"? Layla wondered.

"well you see those two people over there" I pointed at the table.

"the thin, pale girl that has really long brown hair and dark eyes well. She my mother and my father is the guy next to her". everyone laughed.

"your what 17 that means they would have had to had u a few months after they where born freaky". Isaac said.

"actually my real parents died in a car accident, Edward that guy over there is my uncle. He was adopted by Carlisle. My real father was his brother. So he adopted me. The girl is his fiancé so she kinda like my mom. To be all for real Isaac I'm really six". everyone was really quite.

"I'm so sorry". Samantha put her arm around me.

"I'm sure you are I pushed her arm off me". she smiled at me and I smiled back.

"tried to pull a move on her shame on you". Layla shook her head.

"shut up".

"actually guys I'm turning seven soon so you guess should come over for a party at my place".

"you turning 17 sweet" Katherine said.

I laughed as I was telling them the truth and they didn't believe me, humans ha ha.

I got Samantha to show me to the ceramics room. The wheels were on the left side and the tables were on the right. The teacher seemed pretty nice. She had flowly red hair.

"sit anywhere"

I saw Alice and waved, she waved back. On my way walking to her table I stopped. That girl, the girl I saw before in the hall. I was froze right where I stood. She looked up at me and smiled. I got shivers up my body. Why did she have such a huge impact on me. Her russet brown hair was behind her ears. Showing her shimmering honey eyes. Her face was beautiful. My heart started to be really slow.