dove in love: (hugs) are we still going to continue our game? bb guns hurt like hell. I've been shot in our hand by one. :(

Jessica-loves-Katie: I love the whole soap on the toothbrush thing. I laughed like a crazy woman when Serena said that on the show.

Serena's POV

Alex and Kylie are hanging out with my brother in the living room and Abbie and I are in my room with the door locked. Usually, I wouldn't leave Alex alone but there's something I need to prepare for and I can't have her in the same room as me right now.

"Tonight's the night," I tell Abbie nervously.

She wraps her arms around me as we're sitting on my bed. "Rena, don't be so nervous."

"How can I not be nervous?" I ask her. "I'm losing my virginity tonight."

"Yeah, but you're losing it to Alex," Abbie reassures me. "She's your girlfriend and you two really care about each other."

"But she's so experienced," I tell her. "What if I'm not good enough?"

"Rena, it's your first time. She's not expecting you to be an expert."

"What if she doesn't like my body?"

"Serena, she's already seen you naked. Alex loves your body."

I lower my eyes so that I'm staring at my private area. "I meant, what if she doesn't like me down there?"

"Alex loves vag and you have one," Abbie teases. "I'm sure she's not going to be complaining."

"Abbie," I groan.

"I'm serious," she tells me. "What you're about to give Alex is special. It's like a gift. Regardless of who you'll sleep with in the future, Alex will always be the first one to ever be inside you. Trust me, that's going to turn her on so much."

"It will?" I ask hopefully.

"Serena, you have no idea how much that's going to turn her on. Plus, it's good that Alex is experienced. That just means she's going to make you feel incredible. Megan told me that she taught Alex all she knows and if that's the truth, then you're in for the best sex you will ever have in your whole life."

Maybe I shouldn't be so nervous after all.

"Abbie, I don't think I can wait another second. I've been holding out for so long and I'm finally ready to fully give myself to her."

"Rena, is that a euphemism for you're horny and you want to jump Alex's bones?"

"Yes," I tell her with a huge smile on my face.

Abbie starts to laugh. "I'm going to call your woman up here then, but before I go I want to give you a few pointers."

"Okay."

"If Alex is doing something you really like, you have to moan for her. It's crucial."

"Why?" I ask.

"Moaning will keep her focused and let her know that you like what she's doing. Also, don't forget to scream her name when you come. It'll be a huge ego boost for her."

"Why do I care about boosting her ego?" I ask, confused.

"Trust me, you want your girl's ego boosted during sex," Abbie tells me. "It'll make her more confident and uninhibited and you will be the one to reap the benefits of that."

I start to smile. "Since when are you the expert on lesbian sex?"

"Since I slept with Megan Cabot," she says with a dreamy expression on her face. "She did things to me that I didn't even know were possible. I had never female ejaculated until I was with her."

"You female ejaculated?" I ask Abbie in awe. "No wonder you're in love with Megan."

Abbie starts to blush, which is rare for her. "That's not the only reason why I love Megan. Anyway, Megan told me that Alex knows how to make girls do that too."

"But Alex has only slept with Casey," I say to Abbie. "Oh, gross. I don't want to think about Casey's cum on my girlfriend's face."

"Sorry," Abbie tells me. "Instead, think of your cum on her face."

"Abbie Carmichael, you are such a freak," I tell her. "I take it back. You are a threat to Allegra."

"I'll take that as a compliment," she tells me. "Now make yourself look doable. I'm going to call your woman up here."

Once Abbie leaves, I hurriedly change into some lingerie that Abbie and I picked out this morning. We chose something light pink which says I'm pure but I'm willing and able to be corrupted.

I have no idea what I should be doing when Alex walks in. Perhaps lying on my bed and flashing her a come hither look? Yeah, that'll do.

When Alex walks in my room, her eyes don't leave my body. She quickly undresses herself and gets on the bed with me.

"You sure you're ready, baby?" Alex asks me.

I start to kiss her. "I need you, Alex."

Alex starts to stroke my hair. "I'll be gentle with you, I promise."

The way she's looking into my eyes and stroking my hair lets me know she'll be gentle with me. All of my nervousness fades away. I'm losing my virginity to the woman I love and I'm finally ready for this experience.

Alex removes my lingerie and starts kissing my inner thighs. "Baby?" she says to me. It's her way of asking me to spread my legs for her. I give in to her request and I can feel Alex start to taste me. Her tongue is tracing circles around my clit. I remember what Abbie told me and I start moaning for her, not loudly but loud enough for her to know that I like what she's doing.

I can feel myself opening up. "Do you want me inside you?" she asks. I just nod and start to prepare myself. Alex slowly enters me with two fingers and I start to wince from the pain.

By now Alex is lying next to me. "Baby, you have to relax your muscles down there. It's going to hurt if you make yourself tense up." While she's still inside me, we start to kiss so I can take my mind off of the discomfort. "You're doing good, Rena," she tells me.

When I'm finally relaxed, Alex slowly starts to move her fingers in deeper. "Being inside you feels so good," she whispers in my ear.

I start to smile at my girlfriend. "I love feeling you moving inside me," I tell her. "I feel so connected to you."

After another twenty minutes, I find myself not being able to hold back anymore. I start moaning Alex's name and after I come she looks at me with a huge grin on her face. Abbie was right about boosting your girl's ego.

When Alex has been satisfied, the two of us decide to lay in bed and hold each other. What I've just experienced with Alex has been one of the greatest moments of my life. She was so gentle and loving and I feel as if what we just did will bring us closer together as a couple. This is how I've always wanted my first time to be and now that I've experienced it, I'm already looking forward to my second time.