Title: To Heal the Hurt

Rating: T

Main Characters: Bella Swan & Jasper Whitlock-Hale

Synopsis: Bella and Jasper were married back in 1860, right before the war started in the beginning of 1861. During the war, Jasper goes missing and it tears Bella apart. About 150 years later, Bella and Jasper meet up again, but will everything go back to the way it was and will relationships work themselves out?

Disclaimer: I do NOT own Twilight or any of its characters. They all belong to Stephenie Meyer.

Except Bolton...he's mine=]

Hello all!

I'm so glad that you liked the last chapter! I didn't know if it was going to be too...staged for you all.

Well, I read over your reviews and the Edward idea is out, don't worry=] he'll stay with Alice.

I'm planning on making some of the other characters involved a bit more, like Carlisle/Esme and Emmett/Rosalie and of course, Bolton and the Volturi=]

There are now pictures in my profile on what I think things should look like: like Jasper, Bella, Bolton and others as they come into the story.

A/N at the bottom like always! I hope you love this chapter as much as I do=]

Oh, and this is still in modern day...only like a day after Bella came back.

I'm sorry, I break a lot, don't I? haha (Sorry about that)

BUT...if you are going to review my story, please NO flames.

I've gotten multiple messages/reviews saying there is no way Bella could be a human, but here is my argument.

Fanfiction- Noun

Fan (noun)- person who likes a certain story

Fiction (noun)- A UNTRUE story following the BASIC plot of the story.

Yes, Bella is a vampire, but is also a human. I wanted her to be that way, and I think Bella should have been that way from the very beginning. There is no Bella without her blushing cheeks, her clumsiness, and her awkwardness around people.

Twilight has been fiction from the very beginning, so none of it is true, so why can't I write Bella as a vampire/human? I want her that way, and most people agree with me. Besides, I already went off track from the Edward/Bella shiping, so Bella will stay human/vampire and she will remain with Jasper.

I'm sorry if you don't like my story, please don't read it then.

I'm sorry to my wonderful readers who have had to sit through this and actually like my story, this was in no intentions meant for you. Thank you for loving my story so far=]

(2010)- Jasper's POV

Isabella soon left after we finished our discussion. She thought that it would be for the best if we didn't live together until Bolton got back, and I completely agreed with her.

You could just tell how upset she was after she shared her story. I mean, I would be too if I found out the love of my life who was supposed to be dead came back 149 years later.

Isabella was never one to even express her emotions. She was always the stronger one in the relationship. Of course, back then, the man of the house was supposed to be the one that was in charge and made the decisions, but Isabella was always the one to do so. I loved having her make decisions for the family and I loved it when she was apart of my life in the military.

You see, Isabella never complained on my job. She encouraged me to go for my dreams, and after marrying her, I did. I went out and did what I was created to do, and that was to lead. I led my armies just the way any Major would, but I did it with feeling. Even as a human, I was an excellent people reader. I knew what people were feeling just by the way they were standing.

She was a different story though. Even when we were human, she didn't let me in on what she was feeling. She never liked to show weakness when I was around. Even at her worst, she would put on a smile and pretend like everything was okay, and after a while, I started to believe that. I wanted to believe that she would be just fine and that she would be just like any other human.

The only time she would ever let me in on her emotions was after we found out she was pregnant. She would have mood swings of course, but she managed them quite well actually. She wouldn't complain about being pregnant, but she would complain about how I wouldn't be around to help her, and that just tore me apart.

I hated to leave my family. I hated to be the one to tear our family apart, but I had to do it for my country. If I didn't go and fight, who knows what could have happened to our family. I was thinking of our child at the time, I was thinking that I wanted him to be proud of his father and that he would grow up to be just like me.

Of course, 149 years later, there is no way he could join the arm. I don't want to dictate anyone's life, but that's just who I am. I like to lead people. I love to be in charge and give people direction, and sometimes, I do it to the wrong people, like my family.

I feel as though I take the father role too seriously with my family. I push them to do things that they aren't comfortable to do, and after I sense their emotions, I stop and shut down. I let their emotions triumph over mine and I let them be in control. It's not an easy process, but if it's for my family, I will do it.

The Cullen's will always be my family no matter what happens between Isabella and I. Of course, I want her to move in with Bolton and we could be a family, but that's completely up to them. I wouldn't blame either one of them if they didn't want to come back because I left, but I just want them to be happy overall.

Everyone has been taking the new setting pretty well actually. The family loves her just like she has been with us for our entirety, but they just have their doubts of course.

The Volturi play a huge part in this. Even though Carlisle used to be part of them, they still hold their grudges ever since he left. Aro has been trying to get Edward and Alice with them for decades but they always refuse. Once they find out that Isabella is one of us, they will do everything they can to get the Cullen's with them.

Isabella is a different case with the vampire world. Since her power is to be a human, she is one that they will keep their eye on. It's difficult for our family to understand, and Carlisle has been going crazy ever since she left to figure out how this could happen.

The only thing that Carlisle could come up with is that her motherly instincts kicked in while she was being changed and she just wasn't ready to be changed yet and have to live this lifestyle. But, that raises a whole new point on why Isabella would have a shield. Yes, we know that she likes to block people out, but what was going on during the transformation to cause this?

Isabella said she would be going back to the Volturi in a few hours to go and get Bolton back. Since he is legally underage, Isabella still has to go and get him in order for him to ride on the plane.

While Isabella was out, Carlisle decided to call a family meeting to which we all happily obliged.

When we were all seated at the dining room table, Carlisle stood up at the head of table and began to talk, "So, we all can agree that Bella's presence was a surprise to all of us, but what I think we can all compromise on is what we are going to do about it," he started while I was the next one to stand up.

"She will be living here with us," I stated simply while Carlisle nodded his head.

"Yes, I do agree with that, but she also has Bolton," he pointed out while I shrugged, "We have more than enough space to fit them both here," I said quickly.

Everyone at the table nodded when we both looked around. Alice was the next to stand up.

She sighed while she looked around, "In the end, she will be living here, but some people have some issues with her living here," she said while she glared down to Edward while he shrugged his shoulders before he stood up.

He looked directly at Carlisle at this point, "It's not that I don't like her, it's just she has the Volturi on her. If you remember, they are trying to get Alice and myself to join them, and with Bella living her, they will do everything they can," he pointed out.

Carlisle shook his head, "Son, you have to understand that Aro took Bella in when she was transformed. The Volturi are her family and we have to respect that. Bella also mentioned that Bolton has a very fond relationship with them and we will not be the ones to take that away from them," he said sternly.

Edward rolled his eyes, "Yes, I understand that, it's just dangerous for her to be around. I agree that Bella can live here with Bolton, I just don't want any trouble. And, Bella and Bolton will be seniors next year, so that means that we won't have that much time here left. Rosalie, Emmett, and Jasper are all graduating this year and we have less than five years left, and it will look suspicious if we suddenly just adopted two new children."

Carlisle thought his statement over for a few seconds before nodding his head in agreement, "Yes, I know that it will be suspicious, but it's easy enough to come up with a lie. The Whitlock siblings parent's died in a house fire and we were their godparents, so we took them in," he said while everyone nodded.

Alice was the next one to stand, "It will work, Edward. And, everyone can go to college. Even though Jasper, Emmett, and Rosalie are still staying here, they can always just say there are in college. I see that we have seven years before we have to go, and when we do, I know that Bella won't mind one bit," she said shaking her head.

Rosalie didn't stand but she looked up to Alice, "So, Jasper and Bella are staying together?" she asked in a somewhat excited tone.

Alice simply nodded, "Yes, I see them as far as I can in my visions together," she said before she looked over to me, "And you and Bolton will get along just great," she said with a huge smile.

I smiled back at her and gave her a simple nod, "Thank you," I whispered.

Carlisle looked over to us, "So, we'll have a vote on what will will happen. Do we all agree that Bella and Bolton should live with us?" he asked.

He first looked to Esme which gave a nod, "Of course. I already think of her as another daughter," she said with a warm motherly tone.

Carlisle then looked over to Rosalie and Emmett. Emmett gave a huge grin, "Of course. I'd love to take her on in a wrestling match," he said while Rosalie rolled her eyes, "Of course," she said with a smile.

Alice then bounced up in her seat while looking over to Edward, "We both say yes!" she said excitedly to which everyone gave a small chuckle.

Carlisle nodded quickly to himself, "Then it is agreed, Bella and Bolton will live here. Now, Jasper," he said looking over to me, "Do you know your situation with you two?" he asked.

I laughed a little bit and rolled my eyes like it was obvious, "We're still married," I said as I held up my left hand to show him the ring, "Isabella didn't show any hesitation on wanting to split up, and I'm sure we won't because of Bolton," I said while Carlisle simply nodded.

Alice shot up out of her seat, "You two should have a wedding!" she declared while we all turned our heads to look at her.

She sighed a bit, "I mean, it's been 149 years," she said while she started to explain. "Wouldn't it be cute if you have a wedding on your 150th anniversary?" she asked while I shrugged. "It's September right now, and you two were married on November 23rd, so if Bella can agree, you two could be married all over again!" she squealed out.

I thought to myself for a few seconds about it. I mean, yes, I would love to marry Isabella all over again, the only thing is that she's new to Forks and no one knows that we knew each other. If it got out that we are getting married, then we'll have to leave Forks.

Edward shook his head knowing that he read my thoughts, "You two already have the rings and no one has ever said anything about it. If you two got married on that day, on Thanksgiving break, then it shouldn't be a big deal. We can just say you two took a few days off because you two got food poisoning and that way you can go on a honeymoon," he suggested.

I smiled a bit, "That should be a good plan," I said while Edward smiled smugly to himself. "I'll just need to talk to Isabella about it," I said while Alice shook her head.

"You will propose again," she said in a stern tone. "You just don't ask a girl to marry you again, you have to propose," she told me while I laughed a bit and agreed with her. After all, why fight with Alice?

Carlisle smiled and stood up, "Then it is agreed that the family will remain the same only with a few additions. Alice," he said turning to her, "Do you see anything in the future that could be a danger to our family?" he asked.

Alice shook her head, "Not for a few years. I see the Volturi coming every now and then to check up, but nothing that bad," she said wile Carlisle smiled.

"Good, now, if you don't mind, Esme and I will be going out hunting. Would anyone like to join us?" he asked while Edward and Alice stood up and nodded their heads, "We haven't hunted in two weeks," they said while they put on their shoes and jackets by the door.

After a few seconds, Carlisle looked back towards Emmett, Rosalie, and myself, "We'll be back before sundown," he said while Alice came closer and started to speak, "Bella and Bolton will be back in 12 hours. Emmett, don't you dare," she warned him while Emmett snickered a bit.

I gave a curious glance over to Alice while she laughed a bit, "He wanted to go cliff diving with Bella to see if she was really indestructible," she said while Rosalie gave him a slap up the head.

"Hey! I was thinking about it, I wasn't going to do it," he muttered while Alice shook her head, "No, you were. Don't lie to the psychic!" she said while she gently danced out of the room with everyone else.

I glared at Emmett, "Don't hurt my Isabella," I warned him while he rolled his eyes.

"Why do you always call her Isabella?" he asked, "She likes Bella. Besides, she has a child. She's not a teenager anymore, Jazzy, she's a woman," he said flashing a half smile.

I felt the lust coming from him and glared darkly at him, "Don't you even think about it, Emmett. You have Rosalie," I told him while Rose just walked away not wanting to even be apart of it anymore.

Emmett sighed as he turned his back to his face and faced me, "I'm happy for you, Jazz, I really am, I just don't want you to get caught up in something you haven't fully thought through," he said looking at me square in the eyes.

I gave him a small smile, "First of all, I met Isabella as Isabella and I will continue to call her Isabella until she doesn't want me to. And yes, I know what I'm getting myself into and I'm more than happy to do it. I'm meeting my son in the first time in 149 years in just 12 hours ad I'm getting to be with my wife for eternity, so yes, I know what I'm getting myself into," I told him genuinely.

He smiled, "Good. I like this Bella. And I don't care what Alice says, I will find out if she is in fact indestructible," he said while I rolled my eyes and just walked away from him.

I slowly made my way up to my study where I kept every record, book, and detail of my life within these walls. I smiled contently as I sat down at my desk and leaned as far back in the chair as it would allow me. I looked down to my desk and saw the letter that I've written Isabella so many times back then, but never managed to find a way to give it to her.

My dearest Isabella,

I miss you terribly, and it's even worse that it's raining. The rain keeps coming down like buckets of water flying at you like during one of our family barbecues. I hate the rain. I don't like the sound it makes and I don't like it's meaning. Everyone says the sky is crying when it rains, but it doesn't, it just reminds me that the world is still spinning. We need rain to survive, but it's just a great inconvenience.

I wish I could tell you about the places I've seen and what I've done, but it's against military law to release that information to you until the war is over, but what I can tell you is that I was promoted. I am now Major Whitlock and I have complete control now.

I think about you every second that I can, Isabella, and I promise, I will be back in a few months to share in the birth of our child. It kills me every minute of the day that I'm not with you and I hope one day you will forgive me.

I don't blame you for being mad at me. That day when I left, I looked back and saw you crying, and I could just feel the pain that you were in, and if it wasn't for our citizenship in our country, I would have ran right back to you and stayed with you. You see, if I left, we would have had to move to unmarked territory, and who knows what that could have done.

Please don't even think any less of me because I did this. I did this for us and for our son so he could grow up in a better world. Once the confederate army wins, we'll have it all, Isabella. We can move up further in Texas or maybe go to Oklahoma or somewhere around there just to start over.

I think about our wedding every single night before I go to bed. I think about your beautiful smile and how it just glows whenever you see me. I promise you will see me again, Isabella. I will not die on you. But if something does happen, just know I'm always in your heart and I'm not going anywhere, darlin'.

I promise to love you forever no matter what our fate might be.

Promise me you'll be the best Isabella you can be. I will love you no matter how much either of us change after the war. You are my Isabella. My Isabella, my love, my soul mate. I will return in a few months.

Best regards,

Major Jasper Whitlock

I read over this letter every single day to the point where I could recite it backwards if you wanted me to. I don't know what pressured me to write the second half of the letter talking about fate and destiny, but if I could have had a warning for us, I would have run away and chose to be human with my Isabella.

That's all I ever wanted from her. All I wanted to do was to grow old with Isabella, hold her hand as we sat out on the patio watching our grandchildren play in the yard, and for us to be next to each other for eternity no matter what happened.

I promised Isabella that I would return and I didn't. When Maria changed me, I don't think I even knew who Isabella was. I was cheating on my wife when I didn't even know her and that's something I can never forgive myself on.

When I finally got to Alice and started to become more of a civilized vampire, I started to remember everything. I had the sudden urge to call her, but she never even got one letter from me, so there was no way that she would believe I was alive. I knew that once a soldier or any other military rank person goes missing, they give one week before they go and tell your family.

I knew that killed Isabella on the inside to know that I was dead, but I couldn't just go up to her and tell her that I am a vampire. There are rules we have to follow, and telling a mortal is the top rule that you don't break. Alice couldn't see Isabella's future for some reason, and I think I liked it better that way. I couldn't get a grip on myself if I knew that she passed leaving our child alone.

The second that I found out that my child was alive, I would have cried if I could. Bolton would be my life from now on, and even though he is still 17, he will always be a little kid running around in my opinion.

I knew that Emmett and Edward would have fun with him; he's something new to play with and potentially break. They loved being able to have a new toy to break, but if Bolton is my son, they will be able to take them on easily any day.

I would have to propose to Isabella soon. I want us to be a family within a family. I want her to feel comfortable having a child and a husband to be around and four step siblings and two parents in law.

Our entire family already loves Isabella, but Isabella is hesitant. You could tell by the look in her eyes when she first met our family that she wouldn't fit in. She's family with the Volturi and we don't have a good track record with them. Aro basically was Bolton's father for a century and a half, and now that he actually get's to meet his father will be above him.

It won't be easy to mend my relationship with either of them. What will Bolton say when he meets me? I'm supposed to be dead and I'm pretty sure Isabella didn't mention me after his transformation.

"Jasper!" Emmett called for me breaking my thought process.

I sighed as I ran down the stairs at vampire speed to see Emmett looking out of the window, "I think Alice lied, I can smell Bella from here," he said while he opened the door to let her scent in.

My head snapped up as soon as I smelled the freesia coming through the forest. I then felt a vibration in my pocket, "Sorry, I thought you would have liked the surprise" Alice texted while I rolled my eyes.

I looked at Emmett and nodded my head, "That's her," I said while he smiled widely, "And that must be Bolton," I said while I caught the other scent that smelled like pine.

Emmett backed away and sat down on the couch as he turned on the TV and just lounged on the couch trying to give us some privacy while he turned on some movie from the 80's.

Only a few more minutes passed before I saw Bolton and Isabella walk up the drive with smiles on the faces knowing that they had a good talk. I immediately felt Bolton's excitement and still nothing from Isabella.

Isabella walked up the stairs gracefully before she walked into my awaiting arms and gave a quick kiss before she turned around and faced Bolton, "Bolton," she said while all of us walked into the house.

Bolton looked up and looked at the two of us in our embrace and gave a questioning look, "Hi," he said which sounded more like a question.

Isabella laughed a little bit, "Bolt, this is Jasper," she said while he nodded, "Jasper is your father," she said with a proud smile while Bolton's eyes stared wide in shock.

He quickly got over it while Emmett chuckled and smirked to himself, "Eddie boy owes me $20 now," he said while I hissed at Emmett, "Emmett, go away," I said while he shrugged and walked into the kitchen and out the back door.

Bolton eyed me suspiciously while looking up and down, "We have the same hair," he stated simply while Isabella rolled her eyes.

"Trust me, he's your father," she stated bluntly, "I know we all said he was dead, but finally found each other a few days ago," she said while she looked up to me with a smile.

He nodded slowly before he looked back to me, "So, Jasper," he said carefully while I gave off no emotions to him letting him handle this his own way, "How old are you?" he asked.

I chuckled a little bit, "In human years, I am 20. In vampire years, I am 170 years old," I stated simply while he shrugged.

"Okay, so you and my mom are married and after like 150 years, you two meet back up and you're still together?" he asked with a surprised tone.

Isabella glared at him making him cringe a bit, "Yes we are, and he is your father whether you like it or not. Love doesn't have a time limit and vampires mate for life. I have no intentions on leaving your father," she said while she stepped out of my arms and stood to my side as she crossed her arms over her chest obviously upset.

I sent a wave of calm to both of them before Bolton spoke up, "I didn't mean it like that," he objected while he put his hands up in front of him, "I'm sorry, mom," he offered with a smile.

Isabella smiled back, "It's okay," she whispered before she looked between the two of us. "Now apologize to your father," she scolded him while I shook my head.

"It's alright, Isabella. I would be upset too if I met my father after 149 years," I said with a little chuckle before I turned to Bolton, "No hard feelings?" I asked him while he shrugged.

He sighed, "No, but don't expect me to be calling you daddy all of a sudden," he said while I nodded my head, "It'll take a while," he clarified to Isabella while she sighed and accepted his terms.

He looked at me, "Now, what's with the big guy?" he asked pointing out to the door to Emmett.

I chuckled a little bit, "That's Emmett," I said while he nodded, "He's a 23 year old stuck in a 7 year old's body. When the rest of the family comes home I'll introduce you to them," I said while he shrugged and sat on the sofa watching whatever movie Emmett was watching.

Emmett soon walked back inside of the house, "Is it safe for me to come back in?" he asked while I nodded. Emmett walked carefully over to where Bolton was sitting and Bolton eyed him a little bit, "Yes?" he asked.

Emmett smiled while looking over to Isabella, "I think him and I will get along just fine," he said while Isabella rolled her eyes.

Emmett sat next to Bolton on the sofa leaving a safe amount of distance while Isabella and I went over and sat on the love seat with her sitting on my lap, "I missed you," I whispered into her ear.

She giggled a little bit knowing she's always been sensitive to my touch, "I missed you too," she whispered while she leaned her head back and quickly kissed me on the lips trying not to cause a scene with Emmett.

Emmett's POV

When I came back into the house, I found that kid sitting on my couch watching my TV. I walked over to him and stared at him until he looked up. "yes?" he asked while I smiled.

I laughed a little bit while I looked over to Bella, "I think him and I will get along just fine," I said with a devious smile already planning on what him and I could do to Edward.

While Jasper and Bella were having their moment, I leaned over to Bolton, "So, do you like video games?" I asked trying to make conversation.

He looked over to me and shrugged a bit, "Depends," he answered casually. "I like sports more," he said while looking back to the TV.

I smiled widely, "Like baseball?" I asked before he whipped his head and stared at me with a small smile tugging on the edge of his lips.

"I do enjoy baseball," he said with a smile now breaking out on his face to which I returned. "I'm a pitcher, so be careful," he warned with a playful menacing smile.

I laughed as I bent my head back, "Yeah, like I'm going to let some little punk beat me at my sport," I said with an eye roll while he shrugged.

He looked between the three of us that were in the room, "You know, I am 74 years older than you. I'm old enough to be your grandfather," he said while rolling his eyes, "I've learned a think of two in the art of pitching a baseball."

I snickered a bit, "Oh yeah? We'll have to see about that," I said knowing I was just defeated by a 17 year old kid.

Jasper and Bella looked over and laughed a little bit hearing what had just gone on, "Oh shut it. You two are first with the pranking," I warned them while Jasper rolled his eyes.

"Did you say pranking?" Bolton said with a huge smile flashing his perfectly white teeth.

I smiled the same as him, "Yes, and we're going to start with your parents," I said while Bolton nodded in agreement.

"Just don't hurt yourselves!" Bella called out to us while we both stood up and started to walk up to my room to figure something out.

Jacob's POV

Sam Uley sent me over to the Cullen's for the third time this month. Don't get me wrong, I wanted them gone just as much as every other werewolf did, it's just annoying. I was told that there's two new vampires on the land, and I have to go make sure they didn't break the treaty.

I walked down their long driveway trying to think of something to say without coming off in a rude way. In my opinion, they have personally never done anything wrong to me, but I have to obey the legends of my pack.

I walked down the huge driveway in about ten minutes before I looked up to their house and shook my head in amazement like I always do. I was told that the mom, Esme, designed it like every other house they lived in, and I have to admit, for a leech, she does a good job.

I walked up the six steps it takes to get to their door and I knocked on the door curtly three times before I stepped back and leaned against the column that supported the awning.

Only a few seconds later did one of them finally open the door, and to my surprise, it was the empath, Jasper that answered, "Yes?" he asked in his southern drawl trying not to be rude.

I rolled my eyes, "I was told there are two more of you on Fork's land and I was sent to make sure you didn't bite them," I said while Jasper laughed a bit.

"Isabella!" he called out to the obviously new vampire.

When she walked through the double doors, I rolled my eyes a bit. There wasn't anything...special about her. I mean, vampire beauty is ridiculous, but she was just like any other female vampire: gold eyes, long flowing hair, and a perfectly white smile to go with her.

She smiled when she saw me and extended her hand to which I shook it gently before Jasper looked between the two of us, "Isabella, this is Jacob. Jacob, this is my wife, Isabella," he said with a proud smile while he wrapped his arm around her waist.

She looked back into the house, "Bolton!" she called out before she turned back to me.

Just a few moments later, I saw the muscular one and a new one that I've never seen before walk down the stairs, "Mutt," the big one said with a nod looking totally uninterested.

I glared at him, "Leech," I spat out not even caring.

I looked over to Jasper, Isabella, and the other kid, "And this is our son, Bolton. As you can see, I didn't bite them. Isabella and I were married in 1861 and we were finally reunited. I'm sorry, I should have sent Carlisle to the border to explain," he said while trying to calm this situation down.

Isabella looked over to Jasper, "The border?" she asked.

He nodded while he looked between the two of us, "Jacob here is a werewolf. The werewolves made a deal with Carlisle a long time ago saying that we can't step onto their land and we can't bite a living human while living here. If one of us does, we are forced to move, and it won't be an easy battle," he explained while she nodded her eyes.

I sighed as I leaned back against the column, "Yeah, okay, so you two weren't bit by the Cullen's. So now you know the rules: don't bite and stay off our land," I snarled out while Isabella looked unphased. "And, keep that big one off of the border lines. We hate it when he taunts us," I said while pointing to Emmett who was smirking in the background.

"Bolt! I know what we're doing tomorrow!" Emmett called out while I rolled my eyes.

"Stay off our land," I warned all of them, "Or there will be consequences," I said before I turned around on my heels and left the standing in the doorway not giving a care in the world.

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