Kya's POV:

"Yes. I would love to start. Is it cool if I start with how you and I met?" Jade said looking at me.

"Well that is where the story starts." I said sarcasticly.

"Kya and I met during the summer before... first grade. She looks a lot like she does now. The only differences are that then her boobs and ass weren't there and she a more reddish tint to her hair." Jade said smirking at me.

"The only difference about Jade is that she wore... What was it, pink?" I said smirking right back.

Beck snorted. "Jade wear pink?"

"Yes. I wore pink. Kya seems to forget that my boobs and ass weren't there before either." Jade says looking at Beck and then me.

"Okay so fine we both had the bodies of first graders. That's natural. Now continue." I said.

"Fine. We lived across the street from one another. Kya wore the same kind of clothes then as now. The cut on her shirt was strictly T-shirt though. Yes I wore pink. I grew out of that. Nothing important happens until that, so I'm going to skip forward to late fourth grade. That is when my parents divorced, cat died, and... was first..." Jade took a shuddering breath.

"Jade, I know its hard. It happened to me too. A simple word with a haunting meaning. Do you want me to tell him?" I said looking in her eyes. We were both secretive about our pasts.

"No, I'm going to. And when I was first... harassed.-" Jade said.

"Jade, you're making it sound like we were beat up. That isn't what happened. If we are going to tell Beck our past, you need to tell the whole truth. Kevin and Nikki barely know what happened. Just say it." I said. I could see the hurt in her eyes. She was reliving it.

"Fine. At the end of fourth grade, on our way home from school one day, Kya and I were dragged into a dark alley. The men then proceeded to touch us, where closes should have been." Jade's head fell. "When they were done they told us that if we didn't pass that alley on our way home the nest day... they would find us and kill us. That happened every day for a month. I started wearing black. Kya barely spoke to anyone." Jade had silent tears rolling down her face, as did I.

Beck looked like... I don't even know how to describe it.

"Did it stop?" Beck said. I could hear the saddness in his voice. Jade couldn't find hers, so I answered.

"It stopped when school ended. We stopped passing that alley. We went to a different middle school. There we met Nikki and Kevin. The friendship was a cold one for a while. We then relised that they wouldn't hurt us, so we openned up. Just a little." I said.

"They didn't talk to Kevin and I more than a sentence a day until the third month of school. After that, Jade started to draw in art class and Kya started to sing. They both got so into it that the only way you could stop them was by taking away the supplies or covering thier mouth." Nikki but in.

"By sixth grade, we acted like normal friends do, hung out after school, talked to each other, the girls would have sleep overs. I wasn't allowed because of the whole being a guy thing. Everything was fine. I would write and act. Kya would sing her heart out whenever she felt bad. Nikki and Jade both drew." Kevin said, also adding his input.

"Then there was the fire. Someone lit the art studio at school on fire. To this day no one knows who it was. Only Jade and Nikki used the studio. Jade was crushed because of the note that she found by where her drawings were. She refused to draw again. Nikki discovered dancing. Jade discovered acting." I said.

"Things went back to looking down for a while. Kya kept getting bronchitis. Every month right when she would get better, it would come back. Nikki hit a growth spurt and had charlie horses al the time and couldn't dance. My dad hated me acting. Kevin was just affected by the mood and had no insparation to write." Jade butt in.

"Seventh grade, we all felt a little better. Kya still got sick just not as much, only twice a year now. Kevin wrote again. Jade stopped caring about what her father said and continued to act. I had spurted in growth and could dance again. The only thing that really changed in seventh grade was our bodies." Nikki said laughing and somewhat sarcasticly.

"By that she means, the girls each got boobs, hips, and asses. While I got B.O. and started to run." Kevin butt in.

"Yep, Nikki and Jade each grew to the size they are now, while I stayed at half of what I am now. I didn't fully grow until the summer after eigth grade. Guys kept looking at us in school, especially Jade. She was always tall, then she got a body. She then used it to her advantage. We were the rulers at our school, even though we weren't the oldest. We were not a force to fight because you always lost." I said laughing. It was all true. I could see by the look on Beck's face that he was impressed.

"We were all powerful, but Kya doesn't give herself enough credit. She had the widest hips, best hair, and she wore make-up. The guys looked at her as well. She noticed them all, except for Kevin. Kya also used her body to her advantage. Notice the low cut shirts and shorts. Those didn't start until the end of seventh grade." Jade said looking right at me.

"The only reason I wear clothes like this is because I don't like the other things, okay. I, so did not use my body. It was seventh grade. My hips only looked good when I grew into them. My hair took forever, still does. We're getting off track." I said deffensively.

"Right, okay. At the beginning of eight grade year, things got crazy once again. Kya showed up at my house one night, she was in tears. Her clothes were torn and she looked like she had just been run over my a truck. Turns out, inappropriate touching had found her once again. The only difference is that by this time she was a C cup, had a woman's body, and was 5'6". The damage was much worse than before. She wasn't raped, thank God." Jade took a breath.

"But It sure felt like it. Everytime I closed my eyes or changed my clothes I felt it or saw it again. I would feel thier gross, disgusting hands all over me... inside of me. I never wanted to leave my house. I skipped school for a week. I didn't do anything fun. I just sat in my room with the radio blasting, rocking back and forth on my bed. Jade and I dealt with what had happened before together. This time I was alone. In fourth grade, the fingers of the men only brushed over me it wasn't that bad compared to this. This time all I felt was thier hands on me. I thought it was my fault. That it was the same people as before punishing me for not showing up at that alley everyday like I was told." I broke down in tears. This time they were not silent, I sobbed into my hands not letting anyone touch me.

As I told the story, I relived it. The night that it had happened, the days that followed, all the memories of things I never shared rushing back at me. I felt Jade's hands on my arms, trying to pull me back into the present.

"Kya, its okay. I promise that I won't let anyone hurt you ever again. Please stop crying. We don't have to keep reliving the past. I'll drop it. Beck will drop it." Jade whispered.

I shook my head. I didn't want to drop it, I wanted to move on.

"No, I am not going to drop it. What I haven't told anyone, not a single person on the planet Earth. Is that it happened again. A month after I broke down, I started up my regular rutine. The night after my birthday, I was walking home from your house Jade. Going across the street. I felt the hands on me again. They dragged me into a house. I still don't know where it is they took me. 'Happy Birthday.' They said it to me with such distaste. Everytime that they touched my body, it was like the devil had found his play toy. The other times only one man touched me the others all watched or kept guard. This time, being in a house, everyone of them. There was five, I counted. They all put thier hands on me... in me. It was dark the only light was the moon shining in through a window, I still couldn't see the faces of the men doing it." I could feel that I was about to loose it again. I didn't look anyone in the eye.

Kevin sat next to me stunned, he never knew about what happened to me. Nikki was crying silent tears. Jade was also, she was shaking. Beck looked horrified, I knew that our past was too much.

"Kya... P-please tell me, that all they did... w-was put thier hands on you." Jade said shakily.

"That was all they did. One man tried to do more, the others threatened to shoot him. They said that raping me left physical evidence. If all they did was touch me there was none. They knew the second I could escape I would take a shower in order to was away the feeling." I said saddly. I felt tears running down my face.

"After all of that, things got better again. I was a little more closed off, but things were better. Nothing much happened until that summer. Jade moved, never to be seen again. Until today. Beck, think hard before you answer this. If you knew the kind of things that happened to us before, would you still want to know?" I said looking at him seriously.

Beck still looked horrified. "I would still want to know. I want to be able to help you move past this. You said that is what you wanted to do."

I nodded. Beck was okay. I'm glad he knew.

A/N: Sorry for the wait. This chapter is the longest so far. In my opinion, this chapter is the most important in the story. I know that it was more focussed on Jade and Kya, that is just because those are the two characters that I wanted the more dramatic things to happen to. Nikki and Kevin had they're normal issues for the ages that the issues pertain to. I will try to update more quickly. Please review. It means a lot to me to see what you guys think.