WELL… someone begged me to death to update, so here I am~ XD
Sorry for being so inactive for the past… *counts on fingers* 6 months or so XD I got really busy with school and homework and all that crap~
I personally think my writing style has changed COMPLETELY, but who cares, I think that tells me I improved in my writing skills~ (or I got worse .)
I've also changed my name in the story, but not by a whole lot~ Just, instead of 'Meefgal', it became 'Meef', which is actually what I'm recognized as at school now~ XD
Also, I had to change the plot a bit because things changed during the time I've been inactive, so I basically skipped through New Year's and Halloween and Thanksgiving and Christmas and up to current day. (HOW DARE YOU, MEEF! TT TT)
Here's the key for the split personality (pay attention to the underlines and stuffs):
Default – YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT~
Green – Perverted Master Scientist Guy
Purple – Dead Girl more Interested in Girls than Guys
White – Basically Lento's Intelligent and Comforting Side
Sowwy, there are a lot of author's notes at the start… DX
SO, on wiff da storeh~
Meef's POV
The rest of the days and weeks went by like nothing changed ever, and I was really scared when I got the reply from XDemon on what the girls had thought of Lento. I didn't even open the file because I was scared that there would be some bad language, as there already was in the subject section. Within about a week of the MMD glitch, Lento's split personality finally came into play and I had to deal with that too. I didn't even realize that time had passed so quickly and we'd reached the New Year! Geez, I have to get my head out of the clouds…
"Meef, are you still awake?" I heard the friendly girl say to me. I snapped upwards from my spot on my desk and looks at her, blushing a bit.
"Err, yeah! I'm just a bit sleepy… and depressed…" I could feel people staring at me from when I'd randomly shot up, and my blush darkened a bit.
"Why depressed?" she asked sympathetically.
"I just want to get out of Lento's body and back into my old body again…" I pouted a bit and rested my head on my desk gloomily.
"Aww, don't worry. Look on the bright side!" she smiled at me. "You're getting less bullies and haters since you changed, and you're also gaining a number of friends!"
"But, but…" I tried to complain, but I couldn't find any words to compete with her. No wonder she won 'Bucket Filler of the Month' a few times back! Well actually, I also won that award once, but the trophy is a small, fake-metal bucket with little candies and erasers inside, and a certificate that says a bunch of stuff about why you deserve the Bucket Filler award. It's really not that worth it, with the whole 'Bucket filler' thing we're doing at school. I heard my teacher start counting down from 3, and I stayed quiet, along with the rest of the class, getting ready for the announcement she was about to tell us.
"I need you guys to pack up, put your math away and head off to the music room for lunch." She said to us with a smile. "Have a good break~" she added above the noise everyone made putting things away and leaving the classroom.
"Hey, Lento!" I heard the sane kid, who's now recognized at school as CODboi, called out to me as I left. I blushed at the mention of being called 'Lento', and looked at him and stopped as he caught up to my spot and we walked towards the school, following the walkway provided.
"Yeah?" I asked.
"did you find out what 'kamikaze' meant in English translation from Japanese?" he asked, looking excited for the answer. I smiled.
"I tried my best and came up with 'Divine Wind'," I told him. "I don't know what else to call it exactly, but I already knew that 'kaze' means 'wind' in Japanese, then I just needed to know what 'kami' was at the start."
He smiled as I explained. He was a huge fan of War History, and he wanted to know, because 'Kamikaze' was a Japanese term, if there was an English meaning for the word that wasn't defining 'Suicidal Bomber'.
"That's a cool fact." He rubbed his chin, taking in the information and interpreting it into some kind of story, I bet. The insane kid, Staluk, jumped up next to us. I growled silently in his presence and walked ahead of them, telling them I'd meet them in the music room. I grabbed my lunch bag from my locker and walked to the music room to eat. A few grade 8 girls giggled as I passed, and I heard them murmuring things about me being 'hot' and 'cute' at the same time. I ignored them as best I could and entered the music room. I felt a bit awkward being a few inches taller than Basketballbum in Lento's body. He was the tallest guy in my class, and I was at least a few inches SHORTER in my old form. I sat down in the seat that my friend had got for me, and smiled at her.
"Hi there~" I said to her. She didn't seem to want to reply at the moment, but she smiled slightly as I said hi to her. Momentarily, Staluk and CODboi came inside, unstacked chairs for themselves and sat next to me and my friend, creating a small circle of four. It was uncomfortably quiet in our circle, until Staluk did something stupid.
"STEREOTYPE IN WOMEN GETS YOU A SANDWIIIICH~" he said, pointing at me. I blinked and stood up, took a small step towards him and kicked his knee. He fake-screamed and fell out of his chair in an obvious act while CODboi started talking to my only girl friend (YES, A FRIEND THAT'S A GIRL =A=) about my translation of 'Kamikaze'. I sighed and walked towards the door, looking back at them for a moment.
"I'll be back in a minute." I walked out the door, not caring if a teacher saw me in the hallways or not, and hid in the empty Kindergarten room as I felt a slight pain in my back. I closed the door quickly and sprouted large chimera wings from my back. I sighed and folded them in a bit, successfully not knocking anything over or breaking anything as I did so. I was only just starting to get the hang of controlling the wings.
I heard a small gasp come from across the room. My eyes widened and I turned quickly to look at where the sound came from, only to see a small kindergarten girl looking at me, specifically my wings, in amazement.
"Ummmm…" I didn't know what to say to her as I folded my wings further behind my back. She pointed at me and I blushed a bit.
"Are you a fairy?" she grinned. I blushed at her accusation.
"N-no, I'm not a fairy, I'm a student here!" I told her. She pouted.
"So you can't grant wishes?" she asked, her surprisingly bright blue eyes sparkling with tears. I felt a pang of guilt.
"W-well, it depends on the wish…" I tried to keep her from crying. She smiled slightly, blinking her tears away.
"T-then… can you grant my wish?" she asked in a sweet tone. "it's nothing too big…" I was a bit surprised that she would be so desperate for her wish. It was probably a wish for a pony dollhouse or something.
"What's your wish?" I asked, actually getting a bit curious. The girl smiled slightly and looked at me.
"I… I want to fly!" her smile grew into a grin as I stretched my wings out as they began to numb a bit. I blinked at her and walked towards her a bit. I was a lot taller than her, so I wasn't surprised when she backed up a bit and hid behind the rocking chair on the carpet. I bent down beside her so I was eye level with her.
"Are you sure you want to fly?" I asked, smiling at her. "I can take you on a flight over the neighbourhood." I looked at her as she grinned ear to ear.
"Really!" she almost yelled in excitement and jumped onto me. I fell back a bit and picked her up in my arms, blushing a bit at how surprisingly light she was… like Nene. I quietly but quickly walked to the door and opened it, looking down the hallways to make sure no people were around to see my wings. Nonetheless with no one there, I folded my wings flat against my back and walked quickly behind the corner and out the door. The girl looked at me and looked a bit scared suddenly. I looked back at her, puzzled.
"What's wrong?" I asked her. She shook her head.
"Nothing. Nope." She shook her head again to make sure I understood, although I did the first time she said no. I smiled and stretched my wings out and flapped them a bit, getting them used to the cold air and winds. I held my breath, hoping I wouldn't fail to fly, and flew up into the sky and higher than the school. The girl gripped my shirt tightly and nuzzled her head into my chest.
"I-it's so high! I feel like a bird up here!" she exclaimed as I held her close, making sure I wouldn't drop her. I flew a bit in the direction of the long line of houses near the soccer field and the playground.
"THIS IS AWESOME~" the little girl spread her arms out and pretended she was a bird, flapping her arms up and down and I giggled at her childishness. Who could blame her? She was just a Kindergartener, and that made her so cute!
After a few minutes of flying around the neighbourhood, I landed back behind the school and entered back through the doors that I'd come out of, folding my chimera wings against my back again. I dropped her back off in her Kindergarten room and smiled at her as I left. I melted my wings into my back and walked back into the music room like nothing had happened.
"I'm back," I said as I sat back down in my seat.
"Welcome back~" CODboi said and smiled. I smiled back.
"Thanks…" I said, packing up my lunch, realizing that the bell was to ring soon. My friends and everyone else in the class did the same, just as the bell rang. Everyone left almost instantly as the bell rang, and I was stuck stacking everyone's chairs properly. Not that I minded, I kind of liked helping like this, but it just pains me that almost no one in our class has responsibility.
After I finished stacking all the chairs away and finally getting my lunch away and going outside with my iPod, I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around to see who it was, and it seemed as though no one was there, but a very faint shadow stood there. I shivered, hoping Lento wasn't scared of ghosts, and continued walking down the walkway towards the field. The shadow suddenly jumped at me and I fall over, along with the shadow who was now completely visible.
"Ack! What are you doing!" I yelled, but not too loud so I wouldn't get caught on the walkway during recess.
"I hate you." He said into my ear. I rolled my eyes.
"Yeah, good point as to WHY YOU JUMPED ON ME AND WE BOTH FELL OVER!" I raised my voice so he heard me clearly. He wrapped his fingers around my neck and began to choke me.
"Are you going to listen?" he said. I nodded a bit, trying to hold my breath before it was choked out of me. He released his grip on my neck and stood up in front of me as I stood up, groaning at the pain of having fell over on the ice and concrete.
"Okay," I rubbed my throat where he'd grabbed me. "What is it that you want?" I asked, looking at him. I kept a gasp back when I realized that he looked identical to me (Well, technically identical to Lento in my current form) only his clothes and hair were completely black with no color that was visible, and his skin was pale. His eyes seemed to be the only color on his body, and were a harsh and deep shade of red. I felt a shiver run up my spine just looking at him.
"You…" he muttered. "Look like me…" he clenched his fists a bit. "Why? Are you trying to make fun of me or something?" he glared knives at me, and I put my hands up in defense.
"N-no, I look like this naturally!" if looking like a fictional character naturally means anything. I could tell he thought I was lying, because he took a step towards me, raising his clenched fist, almost looking ready to punch me.
"Are you sure about that?" he asked. I felt another shiver.
"Y-yes, I'm sure!" I stuttered a bit in fear and closed my eyes, waiting for him to punch me. I heard him sigh and opened my eyes to look at him. Instead of the knife-glaring red eyes, the color had softened and looked like a more innocent and gentle shade of red, and his eyes were a bit watery.
"F-forgive me…" he muttered as tears began to run down his cheeks. I blinked, wondering why he would cry like this if moments earlier he wanted to kill me.
"Hey," I said, taking a step towards him. "Why are you crying?" I asked him, putting a gentle hand on his shoulder comfortingly.
"I-I was going to k-kill you… how can I not b-be upset about t-that…?" he stuttered a bit through his tears and gasping. I wondered for a moment why he was acting so differently, and I decided it was the eyes changing shades from harsh to gentle.
"It's okay, I don't mind…" I told him, smiling a bit. He looked at me and hugged me, crying softly.
"B-but…" he was going to argue.
"No buts, I really don't care if you want to kill me… it's fine, okay?" I stroked his back gently and he seemed to calm down a bit and he stopped crying and pulled back, looking at me. I smiled and blushed a bit. He giggled softly and faded away. I blinked, wondering if I'd see him again. Probably, though. I shook my head, finally making it to the blacktop and to the field. Suddenly, I light bulb went on in my head. That person who attacked me… it was my OC, Shadow! I blushed a bit at the fact that I got to meet one of my many variations of Lento. I smiled a bit and continued walking across the field, dancing a bit to my iPod music and ignoring all the moronic 8th grade girls who were saying I was sexy and hot and all that.
o.o so, how'd you like it? After practically FOREVER, I finally got another review and I remembered that I had to update! OAO I'M SO SORRY GUYS! I'll try harder to get my updates in more often! TToTT
so aside from that, if you WANT me to update, REVIEW, PEOPLE! I don't update for people who don't read or review my stories! PWEASE WEVIEW~ (please review) X3
~Meef