Disclaimer: I only own Reiko.
Note: There's LEMON in this chapter. Not sure if it's graphic or not, nor do I care. But if you don't wanna read it, or if you're not comfortable with slight lemon, then don't read. I swear, you'll be aaawwriiight gaiz. I don't want anyone going in "Baaawwwwl mode" on me here.
Funfact1: Ah, and remember red eyes signify that Jin's borderline on his way to being Devil. Crystal white eyes means that he IS devil.
Funfact2: When Reiko refers to the name Mr. Mishima, she isn't talking about Kazuya. She's talking about devil. Devil chose to go by that last name because he know it pisses Jin off. Makes sense right? When she refers to the name Mr. Kazama, she's obviously talking about Jin. I hope I cleared that up.
After storming out of Jin's room in a black rage, she didn't bother to look back at him. Just what the hell did he meant when he said that he didn't know her anymore? It really made her feel as if she wasn't worth it anymore.
She never saw so much disappointment being directed towards her by him. It was an odd sight to see with her own eyes.
Though she spat a stream of colorful words at him before leaving, she still cared for him. No matter what Jin did to her, she'd always care for him. It's why she felt to alone after being told that he was dead.
She felt like she didn't have anything to live for, but not in a suicidal sight of course. And after becoming an assassin for several clients again, she filled the emptiness in her heart with killing, and more killing until it changed her into the woman she was today.
Even during her shower, she couldn't get the image of that disappointed look he gave her out of her mind. It was annoying her, but at the same time, it hurt her. She thought the best person to discuss the matter with would be none other than Reiko herself. She admitted, the woman was odd and wasn't the type of female anyone would run into everyday, but she was probably the only one who would understand this situation.
She quietly made her way to the lounge where she would find the strange brunette…
"Mrs. Williams, are you sure that this is what you want to do? Leaving his side will lead to severe consequences. You know that I'm merely looking out for your safety." Reiko calmly said to her, watching Nina who was dressed in a similar attire that looked like Jin's commander attire, only black. There really wasn't anything else for her to wear. Everything looked too expensive for casual wear. She was mentally cursing DJ for that. Being spoiled with such clothes was a bit much for her.
"Yes…I'm sure Reiko. But what else is there for me to do? I mean, you should've heard the disappointment in his voice when he spoke to me. I could see it in his eyes, his disgust in me…"
"I highly doubt that his disgust was being directed towards you Ms. Williams. Remember, he despises Mr. Mishima dearly. I'm afraid that this situation will only worsen as time progresses. I only ask that you stay on your guard. Mr. Mishima and Mr. Kazama are both competing for you. What will you do about that?" Reiko asked her.
Nina wanted to grin to herself. "They're fighting over me? Wow, I didn't see that coming…but still…" She put her hand to her chin and began to think.
"Who do you care more about?" Reiko questioned her. Nina looked right into her eyes which held no emotion at all. It almost reminded her of herself.
"I don't know. Jin's a kind and gentle man. He understands me completely and trust me like no one else has in the world. And DJ's aggressive, cruel, manipulative ways are just…something that excites me…can I care for them both? It's…it's how I feel…"
"Ms. Williams, though I am merely a secretary, I can't tell you who to love and who not to love. In my honest opinion, if you want to love these two men, then you have every right to. In a twisted way, these two are the same man. So loving each side of him won't make a difference."
"But Jin seemed so disappointed. I don't want to see him like that-"
"Does it really matter if he's disappointed, Ms. Williams?" Reiko interrupted. "Despite the fact that he's disappointed, that's his problem, not yours. If he was really the man that you loved him for, he'll fix it. If he doesn't, then I think we both know who you'll end up being with. At the same time, it's a win-win situation, if you get where I'm coming from. So please, don't worry yourself over this dilemma. It seems difficult, but I know you will manage." Reiko stood up from her chair and stared down at Nina.
"Remember, you now have the same blood as me, flowing through your veins. Do not forget what I told you on that very day that I changed you. Having my blood in your body will make things difficult. Your emotions will confuse you even further than you are now. My race isn't exact known for being stable. But I know you'll find a way to manage yourself. Do not fear being hurt, or even killed. It will simply become a minor nuisance, nothing more. You were quite strong for a female human, but now you must be cautious with how you simply touch someone. My blood will not make you immortal, but extremely hard to kill off I can say. So whatever comes your way, you will be prepared…"
Nina stared at her, confused. "Why are you telling me all of this? Is something going to happen soon?"
Reiko began to smile a Nina. It was that same smile she gave her when they first met. It was devious…very devious. "Don't worry Ms. Williams. When danger comes your way, you will know of it. Now, I must be off…" She bowed her head and walked off, leaving Nina all alone.
Nina stared at her own pale hands and was silent for a while. "I was meant to come out this way…it makes so much sense now why I almost died…I have to do this…I have to…" She tightly balled her hands into fists, feeling power within them. She couldn't help but smile a little, but she quickly put a cold expression on her face and stood to her feet.
As she was walking down the halls, a few of the bystanders couldn't help but watch her. The cold look on her face, the powerful composure she held, and every footstep she took held authority in it.
Her hearing suddenly picked up footsteps approaching her. She knew who it was before he even reached her.
"Nina, something the matter?" Lars asked as he was now walking along side her. She glanced over at him and he only returned an odd stare. "You don't look so well. You're really pale, are you okay?" He asked with more concern in his voice.
"I've never been better. But thanks for asking. And now that I've finally ran into you again, I have a huge favor to ask of you…"
"Go on…"
Nina stopped walking and stepped in front of him, giving him a calm stare. "I'm not sure what will happen when I see him again. He's probably pissed off at me for what I said. ButI don't give a flying fuck if this entire place is falling apart…don't intervene. If anyone tries to interfere, stop them. That's all I ask of you…"
Lars didn't understand what she was talking about. Was she preparing to fight someone? Either way, he was going to go by her wishes and do whatever it took to stop anyone from what was about to happen.
"Very well Nina, if that's what you want. Just…be careful, that's all I ask of you." He said to her in a caring voice. She gave him a small smile in return. "I will, so don't worry about me…"
She walked off until she wasn't seen anymore.
She finally made her way to the upper levels of the Zaibatsu. The highest floor…Jin's area. She could feel his presence nearby, and it didn't feel as if he was in the mood for talking. But either way, she was going to make him whether he liked it or not.
It had been silent for a while. He didn't hear devil say a word to him, but he knew he was still laughing at him, mocking him to no avail. Earlier, he was torturing him with disturbing images that he never wanted to see again. Just one vision of Nina forgetting about him and being with his counterpart hurt him so much. He knew he cared for Nina, but not this badly…
Jin glared down at the floor, hating the dark feeling swirling inside of his body. His anger wasn't actually helping his composure, but he didn't give a damn at the moment.
"What the hell does she see you devil…answer me…" He demeaned through his clenched teeth. It was his eighth time questioning him and devil was becoming annoyed with his brooding.
"Imbecile…I thought I already answered your question. I don't intend on doing it again. Get over it."
"You think you've won this little game…don't you devil…" Jin began to glare to himself into the broken shards of glass on the floor. He could see his other half, looking right back at him through the broken pieces.
"And just what the hell do you have on your mind that's worth glaring about this time?"
"You ask me such a stupid question, yet, you live in my mind. Who's the imbecile now, devil?"
"Oh? Suddenly we're a smartass eh?"
"Not even. Just being straightforward…heh, then again, we are the same person. Aren't we devil?"
Devil noticed that his weaker half's expression changed again. Jin looked as if he was lost or something.
"Ahh, you've finally snapped, haven't you boy?" Devil cackled loudly with amusement.
"Maybe, maybe not. But from what can I recall, Nina likes you because of your aggressiveness, your arrogance, and the fact that you don't give a damn about others."
"What are you getting at boy?"
"I won't let you have her…"
"Really now? This will be interesting. You'll only end up failing. Seeing you change into a broken and disappointed fool will be entertaining. Be careful with what you'll do next…it very well may be the last thing you ever do. If you hurt Nina, or even consider taking her away from me, I'll torment you and fill your mind with enough fear to last an eternity…"
"So in other words, you don't mind watching me warp myself into you…"
"Correct. So don't disappoint me, boy…" Devil's reflection disappeared from the broken shard of glass that used to be a mirror.
Walking cautiously into the room, Nina found him kneeled over on the ground with shattered glass surrounding him.
She put her hand on her hip as she continued to eye him. "Still sulking, Jin?" She mockingly asked him. His head remained down, but his body was still trembling. Nina knew that he was probably going to send her away, but she didn't give a fuck.
He slowly stood to his feet and looked right into her eyes. She could see pain etched across his face.
"Nina…" He began to her as he made his way to her slowly. "I just want to understand you. Can you at least let me do that?" When he was close enough, he could see the coldness in her eyes. She seemed as if she didn't care about his feelings at all.
"And what the hell does Jin Kazama want to know about me? Why I changed? Why I'm not the same woman that he had feelings for?" She questioned him, crossing her arms.
"Nina…please. Let me understand you…" He repeated to her, the pain in his eyes never left either.
"There's nothing to understand. All you need to know is that the Nina Williams you knew is now dead."
"Why the sudden change Nina…tell me…" He repeated once again.
"I told you before, I'll tell you again. I changed, that's what."
"Change is nice, but you've stepped beyond that boundary when you gave yourself up to devil…"
"Why should you give a damn about what I do with my life? Huh? Or are you jealous?" She snapped at him.
"Yes, I'm jealous…" Jin admitted, never taking his eyes away from hers.
"Well that's too bad Jin. There's nothing you can do to bring back the Nina that you knew. If you really cared about me…then…then…" He noticed that Nina stopped speaking and turned herself away from him. Looking down at her hands at her sides, they were shaking a little and he could notice that she was trying to keep her voice in check.
"Nina, I didn't mean to hurt you like this. I was only doing what I thought was right-"
"So leaving me behind, making me feel like a failure is supposed to be okay with you!" She suddenly shouted at him. He jumped back a little, surprised by her anger. Then again, he couldn't blame her for feeling the way she did.
She turned back around, and he saw it. Something he never thought he'd ever see from Nina. There were tears in her eyes, yet, she was angry at him. "I sat in that fucking helicopter, believing that you'd come back to me, but you didn't. You tried to kill Azazel, and that was understandable, but you tried to take yourself down with him in the process. Did you…ever think about how I would feel if you died? Did you!" She screeched, showing hatred and lament in her intense blue eyes. It only made him feel that much more guilty. He didn't like seeing her this way. It made him want to never show his face to her again. But there were other things that Nina had to understand for herself.
"I understand your hate for me Nina…but remember this…you can never say that I'm selfish. I put others before myself and yet you hate me for it. I start a war in order to bring out Azazel…so that I could kill him and protect anyone else from being killed, and you hate me for it. I told you to stay away for your own safety…and you hate me for it…you hate me for caring about you…"
It was silent for a while. Never had Nina hear him speak with such sadness in his voice. Now she was beginning to feel guilty.
"Jin…I-"
"Don't care about how I feel I'm sure. Otherwise, you would've waited for me. Why didn't you wait for me Nina? You just decided to give up and go back to your own life again. You filled the emptiness in your heart with more hatred…and now look at you…you don't even know who you are…I don't know who you are either. Maybe deep inside of you somewhere…my Nina still exists…I'm not going to give up on you. Not ever. You may have given up on me, but I refuse to do the same to you. I could never bring myself to do this to you. You're selfish while I'm selfless…perhaps the only reason why I gained control over my body again…was to show you the love that I never had a chance to give you. You're special to me Nina. I may not have been obviously straightforward about it, but I trusted you. It's why I wanted you to work for me. It's why I wanted you to be by my side…it's…why I love you…" After he finished speaking, he could see so much emotion in her face. He couldn't tell if she was happy, pissed, sad, confused, or all of the above.
She suddenly gasped when he wrapped his arms around her tightly and leaned into her ear. "I'm not going anywhere, no matter how far apart we feel Nina. I can't tell you who loves you more…but I'm sure that both me and devil want you badly. If he wants you, I'll want you more. If I want you, he'll want you even more…you've become our little obsession you could say…but don't ever say that you hate me. Don't hate me for the thing's I've done Nina. Please…I want to hold on to you and never let go. You're the only person who I can trust…don't take it away from me…"
Nina could only wrap her arms around the larger form who was embracing her tightly. It made her so angry and confused. This sweet man was spilling his guts outs to her, and she treated him like crap earlier. Now she wished that she never said any of the horrible things she said to him.
"I'm sorry Jin…I really am. I didn't mean for this situation to escalate into what it is now. I'm sorry I couldn't wait for you…" She watched him pull away from the hug and lean down closely to her face, their foreheads touching one another.
"I have you in my arms now an that's the only thing that matters…"
As he finished speaking, he kissed her fully on the lips passionately. She returned the kiss back to him, running her fingers through his hair. He picked her up into his arms and laid her down on the bed, climbing over her to continue kissing her.
She felt his hand undoing the fancy clothes that she wore, and wasn't planning on stopping him. She had to have him. She even wondered if this would be any different from sleeping with his counterpart. And she was about to find out…
It didn't take long for them to undress each other. They were both nude, and Jin was going to expressing his love to her, whether his counterpart liked it or not.
Jin kissed along her pale neck, each kiss was lovingly and hot at the same time. There was no biting or grazing involved, but she didn't mind it much.
This was different from when she was with DJ. He was always aggressive and dominant to her. But no, not Jin. He was being gentle and tender with her, she wasn't used to this kind of treatment.
He gently groped her breasts as he kissed her lips again. She put her hands over his and kissed him back, guiding his hands to go lower and lower. One hand gripped her hip as the other began massaging her between her legs. He could hear her breathing become labored by his actions and he did stop either.
"Do you still care about me Nina?" She heard him ask her softly. She looked up into his eyes and could see how badly he wanted an answer. "I still care Jin. No matter what happens, I could never bring myself to not trust you…" She stroked the side of his face as she spoke to him. "Thank you Nina…" He uttered to her. Next thing she knew, she felt him inside of her. She couldn't help but moan deeply when she felt him moved slowly inside of her. He was taking his time, unlike DJ who would do the complete opposite.
She wrapped her arms around his neck while he tucked one of her legs under his arm and leverage it, thrusting deeper than before. She became louder than before from this, and she loved it.
The feeling that he was giving her…It wasn't aggressive at all. It was wonderful and gentle. But it didn't really matter how both sides of Jin treated her. She'd never leave his side, that's for sure…
I had to keep rewriting parts of this chapter,lol I hope you enjoyed. Too mushy in my opinion. I might fix some things...
