I can't remember the last time I was truely happy. My parents have ruined everything with just one phone call. I can still remember it like it was yesterday.

My father yelling at me saying I was ruining my life. My mother standing by, and just watching as he did it. It has been four long years since I have seen them.

I still see my Brother Mike and my sister Amy, when I can, but I always meet them somewhere. I just can't get over what they did to me. They took the one person I will ever love, and sent him to jail. I don't see myself ever getting over that.

I love him more then anything. That will never change. I go see him on visiting days and hoildays. His family won't talk to him because they don't agree with what we did.

I guess you can say we love each other because we are one in the same. We always know what the other is feeling. He know I miss my family, Just as much as I know he misses his.

The different is that my family, as much as I love and miss them, I cant go back to that house. I just can't get over it. They ruined my life when the put the man I love behind bar. I w'ont get over that, I can't.

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