A/N so here it is my last chapter, glad i finished it (my nick name at home is half job because i get bored really quickly and loose concentration. its true, name an activity, I've done it lol dancing, ice-skating, mounting biking, painting, tightrope walking ect... ) but i will be starting my next one soon so keep an eye out.

Disclaimer; AGAIN REALLY!


The next few days went past slower than the previous. Tonks would only be awake for an hour at the most till exhaustion took over or she had another dreamless sleep potion. The bruising on her face had gone and so had all of Dora's internal injuries. Although she was on the mend and getting stronger by the day, the only people allowed in the library were Sirius, Poppy, Molly and Minerva, Tonks and Remus weren't allowed visitors just yet. Remus was allowed up and about but he never left Dora's side, he held her as she slept, wiped away her tears when she cried and woke her when she started to have a nightmare.

It was lunch time when the silence of the house was broken by Dora s screaming.
"ARRRRRR! No! Please stop".

The few members of the order that were in the house were all sat in the kitchen when the screaming started. They could hear yelling and banging. They all ran to the library but Molly yelled behind her for everyone to stay in the kitchen while she and Minerva went to see what was going on. As they burst through the door they spotted Remus and Sirius leaning over an hysterical Dora.

"Shhhh its ok, your safe here. Wake up for me please c'mon. He can't hurt you here I've got you." Remus was talking to her as was Sirius.
"C'mon Dora wake up. We've got you,"
"What's happening" Minerva asked as they burst through the door and ran to the end of Tonks' bed.
"She's having another nightmare and we can't wake her." Sirius said not turning away from Tonks as Remus tried to wake his dreaming wife.

After another minute of her trashing and screaming in bed blood started to trickle from Dora's nose.
"OH MY...Minerva get Poppy quickly!" Yelled Sirius. Minerva ran to the fire place and vanished. The blood was now running down her cheek into her ear. "ARRRRR please Stop, it hurts, i can't do it anymore please." The strain on Dora's throat was now becoming obvious as it was little more than a whisper now. Poppy and Minerva ran out of the green flames that had appeared in the fire place.

"Poppy she won't stop!" Sirius yelled as the color drained from the healers face at the sight in front of her.
"We need to wake her now, before she does any more damage, Remus Do something" she told the werewolf.

"Dora! wake up, Please, it's not real anymore it's just a dream, just a memory, i won't happen again just wake up." it didn't work she was still thrashing round her bed with Remus trying to hold her shoulders down "NYMPHADORA TONKS! WAKE UP NOW!"

Dora's eyes popped open and she took in her surroundings before she burst into sobs, Remus scooped her up and on to his chest.

"shhhh its ok my darling, I've got you, it was just a dream, just a dream." he said that over again and kissed the top of her head as she continued to sob onto his shirt.

10 Minutes later Dora had calmed down enough for poppy to look over the young witch.
"you don't seen to have done any more damage to your body Dora, it was just a simple stress nose bleed."
Tonks looked at Poppy and nodded her head then moved her eyes to Remus but turned away really quickly. That confused him and also Sirius who saw the small event.

Remus put his hand under Dora s chin.
"hey look at me." he pulled her face towards him but her eyes were fixed on his shirt buttons "Dora look at me". Her eyes moved up his body to meet his bright blue eyes "that's better, now are you going to tell me what's going on?" he asked he wiped her tear stained face.
"nothing's going on I'm fine" she said moving her face firm his hand, but he gently grabbed her chin again and sat down on the bed facing Tonks.
"Nymphadora, you are not fine." tears started to fill Dora's eyes "Please talk to me"

There was a pause as a tear slid from Dora s eye.
"i...i don't und...understand" she whispered as another tear fell.
"Don t understand what?" Remus looked at her confused. the others Stood where they were watching the couple talk.
"i...i don't understand h...how you can look at m...me, how you can still lo...love me." the tears were now falling freely from her eyes. As well as from Poppy's, Molly's, Minerva's and a single tear from Sirius,

"why in the name of all things magical would i stop loving you?"
"because of what he did to me, what i let him do to me, I'm damaged goods Remus. How can i expect you to even touch me when i can't touch my own skin?" "You listen to me right now, you didn't let him do anything to you, you had no choice, he forced himself on you. you did what you had to do to survive. do you understand me?" Tears were now falling from his face. he was scared that although Dora was alive and getting better he might still lose her. "And if anything i love you more now than i did on the day we got married"
"no...Remus...Stop."
"no please you have to believe me. When we were in there. After he..." Remus was still struggling with what he did, it hurt to think about it, let alone say it out loud "after he reaped you in front of me, i thought you were dead and i was ready to give up. i didn't care if they save me or not because i didn't want to live in a world that the love of my life was gone from. You went through all that and have come out the other side stronger than i ever thought possible. you are a fighter and an amazing person and i would do anything to make you see that i still love you and will never stop."

Dora wrapped her arms round his chest, held him close and started sobbing into him again. "i love you too" she said through her tears as the tips of Dora's mousy brown hair turned bubblegum pink. The couple stayed like that for five minutes just holding each other. The others had all take seats round the room.

Remus lifted his head and looked at Poppy who was sat in a chair by the fireplace. For a few minutes it was like they were having a conversation between themselves in their heads. Poppy nodded at Remus, who them pulled away from his wife, Took her hands in his and said

"Tonks there is something i want to tell you"

"ok" she looked up to Remus' tear stained face.

"i found out a little while ago that were...erm..."

"Remus what is it."

"Dora were going to have a baby" Her eyes widened in shock, she started shaking again and shuffled away from Remus.

"n...no n...n...no i can t, i c...can't have his baby," She turned to the other people in the room "please no get it out of me please" Tonks started to hyperventilate and Remus realized he had made the same mistake the others had made when they told him.

"No Dora you don t understand, it's not his baby, it's my baby, it's our baby, and everything's going to be ok." He took her hands in his again trying to calm her down and right the mistake he had made. The others had all moved back to the bed again when her breathing got more rapid.

"Dora take a few deep breaths and try to calm down" Molly said putting a hand on her shoulder.

"its yo...your baby not gr...gray... not his" Tonks couldn't bring herself to say his name.
"No its my baby, Poppy and Minerva did some tests while you were unconscious and they said that it was conceived during our honeymoon." The color started to return to her face and a small smile spared across her face then Tonks realised what she had just been through.

"what! Its ok? It survived what he did to me?" She turned to ask Poppy.
"yes. The baby is doing perfect, its growing really well." The healer answered.
"but how? I barely survived that how could a baby?"

It was then that Remus and the other explained to Toke about how special the baby was and about the special type of magic binding the couple.


Over the next few months Tonks started to heal faster, the baby started to grow bigger and she had never had a nightmare as bad as the one the day she found out about the baby she was carrying. Dora's and Remus' Nightmare were still there but with each other's help and the help from their family they moved forward, they healed together and although they were still in a war, their friends and family were dying. There was still a small ray of hope that in the end everything will turn out ok.

A/N That's it! its finished. i think it ended rather quick but i liked how it did end so...BUT give me a few months to get some other ideas typed up and i might do a sequel...what do you think? well let me know.

And a massive thankyou to everyone that has read this and a big hug to everyone that has review and will review. i love you beautiful people. its been fun. Stay tuned for some more.

LOVE AJ x