Death Is A Personal Choice Chapter 2, a naruto fanfic

chapter 2:

I just can't escape
It's like you used me now
But the words you say
They always seem to fade out
Since you've been away
I'm just a face in the crowd
Someday
Someday
I know you're coming back

Down in the dirt with your blood on my hands
I'm blacked out
But now I do understand
That you were too good for this world so you left it
Everything turned red and then you made an exit
I don't even know if it was your time
But like all good things that pass you by
It's like a lost soul in a time of need
It made me grow up fast
And put some blood on my knees
And you don't even know
What's beyond you
Thinking you could never die
Like you're bullet proof
So I guess you had to leave
You were born with wings
But you were never happy
Til' the angels sing:

I just can't escape
It's like you used me now
But the words you say
They always seem to fade out
Since you've been away
I'm just a face in the crowd
Someday
Someday
I know you're coming back down
Someday
Someday
I know you're coming back down

I'm ashes to ashes
I'm dust to dust
And when a man
Turns to ashes
Forget about love
Like the feeling inside you
With the bottle beside you
You both end up empty
Like an angel just died too
I look to the heavens
To the sky in the west
I looked inside myself
I felt my heart in my chest
Something so point blue
There's nothing to say
Some hearts to stay true
When falling away
Come lay down beside me
What you and I mean
It's only what I've seen
It's only just one dream
Tell my baby I love her
And I wish I could hold her
It's hard to say goodbye
When you know that it's over

I know you're coming back
Know you're coming back
I know you're coming back down

I know you're coming back
Know you're coming back
I know you're coming back down (down)

I know you're coming back
Know you're coming back
I know you're coming back down

I know you're coming back down

end

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

end

"Ugh finally finished with homework. I guess i should start writing in my thingy."

ENTRY 2

Hey it's me agian. I can't believe I said yes to that wierdo. EWWWWW. He was hugging me in class and I was getting death glares from most of the girls. I have a feeling I'm not gonna have a good day tomorrow. Those girls are probablly planing to ruin my life cuz I have to go out with the crazy stalker. HELP SAVE ME ANYONE PLEASE HELP!... Nope no one answered my cry for help. I knew no one would but it doesn't hurt to try. Oh well me and some of the guys are going drinking after school tomorrow so it's not all bad. And if we get caught they'll be in trouble cuz Kakashi said that I was allow to. I'm probablly gonna have to bring Sasuke with me. Oh yeah I have a court date too. I have to testify that Orochimaru raped me. I don't want to though cuz there are about 20 other boys who are going to testify too. Sasuke got me another one of his stalker presents. It's a box of chocolate thats shaped like a man's ass with another pair of panties on it. It's scared me. Not alot of things scare me but this did. I was fine with the chocolate. I was fine with the panties.

The box...

The fucking box!...

WHERE THE HELL DID HE GET THAT FUCKING BOX! HE IS NOT NORMAL!

That box will haunt me forever. Oh well I gtg goodnight.

END ENTRY 2

"Naruto!" Kiba yelled at me.

"What the hell do you want." Kiba has been my long time crush for about 5 years.

"I was kkinda wondering if you wanted to ya know... go out... sometime... it's ok if you dont want to."

"Excuse me your names Kiba right. Well Naruto is my new boyfriend and I would appreciate if you didn't talk to him anymore." Sasuke obivously said.

His glare made me want to crap my pants. I think Kiba pissed himself.

"Look h-h-here man I've kn-kn-know-known Na-naru-naruto f-for 8 y-yea-years I c-can d-do wh-what I w-wa-want." he was stuttering really bad.

"Sasuke Kiba's my friend and if you don't want him talking to me then you can go fuck yourself without me!" I screamed at him.

ENTRY 3

I have no clue what I just said or meant at all. CRAP! Did I just say I wanted to sleep with him in a twisted way? And Kiba tried to ask me out. T.T Sasuke needs to die in a deep dark hole covered in cement! At least I get to hang out with the guys WITHOUT Sasuke. I'll apologize to Kiba too. This day might not suck to bad.

END ENTRY 3

30 MINUTES LATER:

"Naruto how'd you like my present? Were the panties the right color? I know you love orange so i thought they'd be great even though I found them in the womens section."

"They were find the chocolate was to. Where did you get the box?"

"My dads company make diffrent items for various stores and one of the stores is an erotic shop line so they sell them there. I made the chocolate myself."

He sounds proud. Time to destroy it.

"The chocolate tasted like shit."

"..."

Ahahaha he walked away.

THAT NIGHT:

"Hey Garra!" I yelled.

"Hey brother!" said Garra jumping into my arms.

"Hi Garra. Hows my favorite raccoon?"

"Good but the dog's mad at you. Why?"

"Cuz I'm to go out with the new guy, Sasuke Uchiha. He's been stalking me and he made me go out with him to stop the stalking. Garra, I really like Kiba and I think he likes me cuz he asked me out today but Sasuke's duck-butt head got in the way of my happiness."

"Brother, I'm sorry I can try to tell Kiba that and it might make things between you guys better?"

"Thanks Garra your the best."

5 MINUTES LATER

"Naruto!" yelled Kiba.

"Kiba I'm so sorry about today."

"It's ok. I was wondering, since that guy isn't around will you go out with me?"

"YES YES YES YES I WOULD LOVE TO!" I said as I jumped into his arms.

"What's going on here."

I froze. It's Sasuke I know it is. Why does he have to ruin this for me. WHY? I was still hugging Kiba and i felt his arms rap around me.

"Go away Sasuke, Naruto doesn't like you." Kiba said.

"How could he not like me? WE love eachother."

"I don't love you Sasuke. I love Kiba." I said quietly.

"And I love you precious," Kiba said leaning down to kiss my head.

"This isn't over Naruto is mine and mine alone I'll be back to claim him soon. Have fun my love." He said as he walked away.

"Kiba I'm scared what if he does something to you."

"It's fine as long as your safe. Let's go to my place kay baby."

"Kay."

With that we left.

KIBA'S HOUSE:

"Kiba I'm cold." I said cuddling closer to him as the movie played.

"Precious."

He looked at me with loving eyes and moved me to his lap and kisses my head.

"Your so perfect precious. Your hair, your eyes, your voice, your body, your soul. Their all prefect. I love you."

"I love you to Kiba." I said as I kissed his lips.