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Crying, a lot of crying. But nothing was said, just tears falling down. Sometimes muffled, sometimes very loud. Just a lot of crying. The chair being pushed back against the wall. A door opening and being slammed close.
"Rachel, I'm so sorry. I should have been here." Finn speaking hysterical. "Just wake up, please just wake up."
"Finn. Finn. FINN." Sam was shouting. "Let her go, shaking her like that isn't going to help."
A silence, movement. "I'm sorry Rach, I'm so sorry." Sobbing, quiet, not like the other one before.
"It's not your fault man." Puck spoke up. "You did everything you could."
"Then why do I feel like such a failure. I love her, but still gave her the feeling she was all alone." More sobbing.
"You're not a failure. You called Kurt as soon as you found out. If you hadn't, he and Brittany would never have been there. In your own way you helped saving her." Puck said.
"He's right man." A silence, before Sam spoke up again. "We better go, Mr. Shue is having another meeting, now that we're all back in town."
"Love you Rachel."
Footsteps walking away.
"See you later." Puck commented, before closing the door.
The door smashed against the wall, running footsteps. "It isn't true, is it?" Brittany asked. "You were just diving." Again the sound of sobs filled the air. "You were just diving," the tone making it clear she was just trying to convince herself.
"Brit," Quinn said unsure. "Can I come in?"
"She was just diving."
"B, " a sigh. "Just sit down for a moment." Movement, "maybe not. Never mind." Again movement. "I know that it upsets you, but she wasn't diving. She wanted to die."
"But why would you do that, it doesn't make any sense."
A sigh, "sometimes people don't like being alive anymore."
"And sometimes they're being pushed." Finn commented. "By bullying, slushies and torment. Does that sound familiar Quinn? After all you threw a slushie in her face, that morning."
"Not now okay? Not now."
"Now may indeed not be the best time Finn." Artie said. "I think we all know the most important reason she wanted to die." A wheelchair rolling into the room. "You heard that Rachel's dads were on a cruise, right?"
"Yeah, she talked about it all the time."
"Well, there was an accident. And the ship they were on sunk. So Rachel's dads went to heaven and Rachel wanted to go to heaven with them."
"So I stopped her from going to her daddies."
"But that was a good thing. A really good thing. 'Cause her dads want her to live very long, before going to heaven with them."
"I'm sorry Rachel, I didn't want to hold you away from your dads." Running footsteps.
"Thanks Artie," Quinn said sincere. "I don't think I could have explained it any better." Another pair of running footsteps.
"Why is Brittany running down the halls, with Quinn?" Tina asked.
"Hey guys." … "I told Brit that Rachel really committed suicide."
"That would upset her," Mike agreed.
"No, it upset her that Rachel wanted to go to her dads in heaven and she stopped her." Finn explained. "Why Rachel, why? We love you, care for you. We would have been there for you." Again crying, from Finn and Tina, but nothing was said anymore. Until they all left.