"We better get home." Hatori said as he laid his hands on Yuki and Tohru's shoulder and guided them out. Weeks went by and finally they had gotten word from the doctor that Kyo was able to make small movements but not much. "He still hasn't opened his eyes yet but he's making progress." The doctor told Shigure. "Thank you doc." Shigure said as he hung up the phone. Yuki had finally asked Tohru to be his girlfriend and she said yes and the two were already gone on their first date. 'I'll just write them a note and let them know were I've gone to so they wont worry.' Shigure thought. Shigure hopped in the car and sped off to the hospital. As he got out of his car he heard the bits and pieces of conversation that he usually heard about patients but… this time this wasn't about someone he didn't know this was worse… this was about Kyo. As he made his way to the room he saw through the glass window Kyo being operated on again. Soon a doctor came out to explain what was going on. "I'm sorry sir but Kyo doesn't look like he's going to make it." The doctor said. "What's going on?" Shigure asked. "It seems that the bite was much worse than we thought." The doctor replied. Shigure's mouth dropped open and he took a step back. The doctor gave him a sympathetic look and went back into the room.

Shigure looked in the glass window Kyo was hooked up to the life support machine and it didn't seem to have an affect. Shigure let the tears slide down his cheeks; he didn't want this to happen. He was sorry that all this was happening no he and Kyo didn't get along but still he was dying! How could he tell Tohru and Yuki that Kyo was dying and soon he would be dead? He went back outside and got in his car and drove to Hatori's. "Shigure calm down!" Hatori shouted as he shook Shigure. "I'm sorry Hatori its just that Kyo doesn't feel that he's loved, he told me that once and now he's giving up on life it isn't that stupid bite he's given up on life! And now he's dying!" Shigure shouted.

Kyo's pov

That boy who laid there…. Was that really me? He wasn't breathing but why? Were the doctor's stupid or what? That person looked like me, exactly like me. The doctors kept talking about saving him but what if he didn't want to be saved. I watched as all this was going on and the whole time I thought about Tohru and Kazuma I don't know why though. Kazuma, he raised me when I was young but he moved and I missed him, I focused my attention back to the boy with orange hair. He looked different somehow. Was it his pale face and his thin body that made him look different or was it that he wasn't breathing anymore. Finally the doctor's got him breathing again but that wasn't all, they began to get tools out and poke him with them! I looked down at the boy once more and saw that it was me! I realized then that I had given up, I gave up on life and now I was going to die they couldn't do anything to save me couldn't they see that! I jumped off my post and landed beside the doctor I poked him and my hand went through. "Help me!" I shouted to him he didn't seem to hear me. I was going to die… I couldn't believe it I was going to die. Yuki I knew by now had won Tohru's heart and now they left me here the doctors of all people left me to die. I fell to the ground and cried I was all alone again except this time I was left to die. I was alone now and forever I'll stay alone. Soon I heard footsteps and in stepped Hatori he ran his fingers over my frail face and I could see he was crying. "They left you here. They gave up on you didn't they?" Hatori asked my frail unmoving body. "Yeah they did! Hatori take me home please fix me!" I shouted as I ran to him. But again I couldn't touch him again he couldn't hear me. "Take me home! I want to go home!" I shouted as tears streamed down my face. "I want to see Yuki and Tohru again. I want to talk to Shigure about it all I want to see Ayame's face light up when I've made an idiot out of myself!" I shouted.

"I want to see Ritsu again and I don't even care if Kagura hugs me to tight I just want to go home with you!" I continued to cry. Hatori got up and began to leave me I cried harder, "Don't leave me here, please don't leave me!" I shouted. "I don't want to die! I don't want to die! I want to be able to talk to you guys don't leave Hatori come back! Come back! I don't want to die alone I don't want to die! Hatori! Help me please. Kazuma you said you wouldn't leave me! I hate you Kazuma you said you wouldn't leave me and you did you left me I hate you!" I shouted as I curled up in a ball and cried. Nothing made sense anymore; I continued to cry and then as if it was by magic my body slowly lifted up. I went higher and higher and I saw my old body laying there it was frail. "No! I don't want to die!" I shouted trying to get back to my old body. Soon I was slowly being put down and then I was in my old body I don't know how long it was but when I awoke I saw Hatori and Kazuma. "Master… Hatori you guys you're here." I said as I reached out and hugged Kazuma. "Of course we're here." Kazuma said as he patted my matted up hair. Maybe this was all a dream…. A nightmare.

Author's note: Thank you again for all your reveiws!

Alchemistobsessor:Thank you for your reveiw i'm glad you think its supenseful! I hope you'll keep reading it!

XOiHeartMiloOX: I'm glad you thought i was sneeky about making Yuki profess his love while Kyo was getting surgery i thought it was kinda dumb but i'm glad you liked it!

Yuki's-lil-sis: So glad you like it so far i hope you continue reading and reveiwing! i will try to update faster!

Sailormoonfreak5311: I'm glad you also like it i hope you'll also continue to read it!

and thank you anyone else who reveiwed that i didnt mention! Yes everyone is out of charater Kyo is way out of character but i wanted it to be like that so i'm keeping it that way! anyway keep reading and i'll try to update faster.