Goodbye Justin:
"What do you mean; you don't want to have to make him leave?" I stammered "You Jacob Black have nothing to say about my life and who is in it!" I snarled at him as I moved to turn away. I had forgotten how fast he was and found my self pinned to the side of the house , he was massive , his hot breath on my neck sent shivers down my spine, " I could bite you right now Bells , mark you and claim what is mine ." his teeth grazed the side of my neck as he spoke . I shook my head; it was the only response I could give him at the time. He just chuckled," Have it your way Bells" as he let me down and started to walk toward the grill. I quickly went to take the tongs from him and continue cooking, but he held them out of my reach, "Ill never make it through dinner if you don't go change" He growled "I can smell how much I bother you " I made my way to the house to go and change when he pulled me back once again, " On second thought maybe I want a souvenir from the night" he said as his huge hand brushed my thigh as he moved it up my skirt, I couldn't believe I just stood there and let him tear my panties off and them watched him put them in his pocket, I was so wet my inner thighs were slick, His nostrils flared as he growled ,I backed into the house and quickly ran up to my room.
After I managed to clean my self up a little and get my heart rate back down to a normal level I thought I could made my way back to the kitchen in one piece and manage to finish cooking dinner, I did not go back outside he could finish cooking the steaks himself. My next huge mistake was drinking the boxed wine that Billy had bought that afternoon, It was a little stronger then I was used to and my nerves were kind of shot, so it went right to my head and mouth. Dinner started off smoothly everyone was edgy but trying to make conversation, well everyone but Jacob he spent his time eating and watching me. Justin was clearly confused by this behavior and my nervous actions did not help at all , he reached under the table to rub my leg trying to sooth me and help me calm down , which would have worked be it not for the huge wolf sitting across from me watching Justin's arm as it moved . Billy being the wise old man that he was must have picked up on what was about to happen, because he quickly asked Justin to grab him a beer from the kitchen, as I watched Justin walk out of the dinning room I caught Billy's relived look as he watched his son calm down. After that I made an effort to not be to close to Justin and did manage to keep him alive through the rest of the meal. I was never so relived to get up and clear the table as tonight, "I think you should all go into the living room , I can bring coffee and dessert in there in a few minutes' I said as I started cleaning up . "Wonderful Idea Bells." my father said as he made his way into the other room Justin followed me into the kitchen. We worked quietly for a few minutes doing the dishes and waiting for the old coffee pot to brew, " Boy " Justin said in a low tone " that Jacob is a real cave man" I giggled at this as I filled my wine glass up for the third time. " I think your drunk, Bella." he stated matter-of-factly. I thought that was the funniest thing I had ever herd and really started giggling, He watched me for a second and then smiled as he walked over to me , sliding his arms around my waist he whispered I"I like drunk Bella." "Perhaps we should go to a hotel for the evening so I can take advantage of her" he said in a deep voice as he nuzzled my neck. The wine was marring my judgment but it would not allow me to forget the possessive wolf with excellent hearing sitting in the other room surly listening to all of this. I calmly pushed Justin away made my way to the counter to fix the coffee pot, and dessert before someone came looking for it. Justin sulked quietly, clearly disgusted at having been pushed away, if he only knew how much better it was for him this way, until I could sort this out and make Jacob understand. The one thing I knew for sure was Billy and I would be having along conversation later, I wanted to understand this whole marking thing, that had me worried. Before Justine could start up again about the hotel room I grabbed the tray with the coffee and asked him to bring in the pie and started walking toward the other room, with Jacob so close it was hard to stay in the kitchen the pulling in my body almost felt more intense, I almost needed to be near him to feel whole. As I walked into the room I could almost see the weight lift off my chest , just in time to see Jacob glowering at me ,yup he had herd everything that was said in the kitchen, Billy was watching his son and Justin was glaring at Jacob. I decided to have another glass of wine; perhaps I could pass out and not have to worry about all this for the rest of tonight.
Once everyone had pie and coffee I walked out to the kitchen to refill my glass, as I walked back into the living room I overheard my dad asking Justin about the wedding, I stopped dead in my tracks and quickly downed my glass and went straight back to the kitchen to refill it , I guess I really did not want to be a part of this conversation. I could hear Billy trying to change the subject but my father would have no part of that. I took a deep breath and returned to the living room, "so Bella Justin was just getting ready to tell me about the wedding plans" he said with a smirk .I stopped by Justin's chair to offer him my silent support he reached his arm around me and pulled me over I was sitting on the arm of the easy chair as he started telling my dad about our plans. Jacobs's eyes were almost yellow as he watched Justin's hand on my leg absently rubbing circles on my thigh. I jumped up and at that moment all the wine I drank went straight to my head and I started laughing, I think we should just elope on our way back to Florida I said in the middle of my fit of giggles, I was stumbling a little but I managed to pick up the empty plates and make my way out to the kitchen. I yelled behind my we can find one of those wedding chapels and get married by Elvis or and alien or something, more giggles. Then I want to get pregnant and have twins, I was still laughing and get really fat. I was laughing so hard at this point that I filled my glass and leaned my back up against the fridge, my feet were sliding out from under me and as I slid to the floor I yelled yes at least two hundred pounds, this was so funny that I started laughing again, funny how this pink wine makes everything so funny, so I yelled again I think we need to get another box of this wine, Billy. That was met with a growl, I looked up to see all of them just standing there watching me , with varying shades of amusement on their faces, all but one Jacob was not amused, he looked down right angry. My dad walked over an took my wine glass, "Hey" I yelled "That mine you have to get your own" he just shook his head and took it any way, " Jake here is goanna take you up to your room ,Bells , Justin and I are gonna clean the kitchen and make up the guest room down here for him." I don't need help , I said and tried to get up I of course fell and Jacob had to pick me up, I smacked him and told him I could get up there on my own, he just laughed at me " I can see that Bells, I got to take care of what is mine" He pushed open the door to my room and placed me on my bed, he was looking around, as he made his way over to my dresser, what do you want to wear ?" he asked as he opened my drawer " Is this flannel ?" he asked as he pulled out my night gown. "Yes I answered " Its cold in this Washington State" He chuckled softly ," You wont be needing this for long, that little prick cant heat you up like I will."
"Very funny, Jake, you know he is good to me, what you are doing is wrong."
"No, Bella what you did is wrong, you should have never left. I tried to let you make your own choices, but I cant go much longer with you so far away, and I could never let another man have you" he rubbed his forehead like he was trying to rid himself of a headache , "you know I'm not a little boy, Or should I say a young boy anymore. I know what I want and need and I wont play this game with you too much longer." He sighed "I can't" I sat up on the bed, "You are asking me to erase the last few years and hurt Justin." he threw the night gown on the bed and turned around "change" I snatched up the gown and started struggling to remove my top, which in turn left me lying on the floor half in and half out of my top, once again he came over and picked me up," you really should not drink so much Bells, you don't handle it very well."
I snorted and finished changing. "You pushed me, I had no choice tonight, and you were acting like a cave man" I tossed over my shoulder as I turned to brush out my hair. I found my self pinned to the door of my room with an angry wolf pushed way beyond his means standing in front of me. His eyes were dilated and he was breathing heavy, "you are not the one who needed the wine tonight, I did my best not to kill Justin and take what is rightfully mine , I did not really care if Charlie or my dad was there, I had to fight every ounce of the wolf to let this game continue." he took a deep breath and his hand crept up my leg, I wont last much longer Bells, get rid of Justin or I am going to put him on a plane to Florida , and he may not be in one piece!" he let me down and turned to leave my room, as he opened the door he said "ill be close by , if that prick comes in here tonight I will end this !" I fell back onto my pillow and closed my eyes hoping to ward off the spinning room.
I must have passed out because the next time I opened my eyes the bright blue light of the alarm clock blared 3:30 am, I had to pee and my mouth felt like it was full of cotton. I slowly mad my way to the bath room, and then made my way down stairs. I needed a cold drink. The soft glow of the television meets me at the bottom of the stairs. I quietly walked into the living room expecting to see Justin sprawled out on the couch; I was surprised to see Billy sitting in his chair clicking though the late night channels. He turned when I entered the room, "I was expecting to see you "he turned back to the TV and seemed to find the channel he was looking for. I sat on the edge of the couch, "Yes Billy, I would really like it if you would explain why Jacob thinks I am his and why he wants to bite me?"