Ok guys, I'm EXTREMELY sorry for not updating sooner, so to make up for it I made this chapter a long one, which I would've broken up into different chapters but decided to write it in one.. Once again sooo SORRY!

Chpt 5

She heard Kerry walking up the steps, she quickly placed the box back behind the clothes and wiped her tears away. He entered the room.

"Hey" he said walking nearer to her.

"Hi" she said stepping close, giving him a hug.

"What's wrong, I can tell you've been crying" they sat on the bed.

If Kris was going to tell him now would be the time.

"Kerry I need to tell you something.. Something important" she stated. He gave her a serious look, to show he was listening.

"I'm.." she paused for a minute.

"I'm pregnant" she said, not showing much happiness. It's not that she wasn't happy about having a baby, it was just with the wrong man.

"What? Are you sure?" he asked. She nodded.

Kerry stood up, smiling showing as much joy as he possibly could. Kris was confused, thinking he wasn't excited then showing he was.

"Your okay with this?" she asked.

"Why wouldn't I be, I mean I know we weren't planning to have a kid, but I always thought we would."

Kris bit her bottom lip.

"Your not excited?" he asked sitting down.

"No, no of course I'm excited, it's just" she began to think of something to tell him instead of saying that it shouldn't be you.

"I mean I'm still young, not to mention my jockey career, and we aren't married" she spoke.

"Well we can always get another jockey, to ride for us and us not being married isn't so huge" Kerry said.

Kris nodded, in agreement. In the back of her mind she wondered if it was Junior's baby, but since she had only been with him that one night and had been with Kerry a few days after that night, it seemed impossible.

Life as she knew it, would forever change. She sat on the bed, while Kerry started talking about how excited he was but she paid no attention to him. Worrying on how she would tell Junior, but she had a plan. The thought of raising a child in New York, was not exactly how she imagined it. Convincing Kerry to move to a more quieter place wouldn't be too hard. He loved her, and was willing to do anything for her.

"Kerry" he stopped and looked at her

"I think we should move, maybe back at Raintree." His reaction was more shocking to her than she thought.

"Why would you want to move back?" he asked.

"Well I mean, raising a baby in New York is something I don't want and Jean, was like a mother to me I'd like to get her advice on this." she spoke. Though the real intention was to get close to Junior, but she wouldn't dare tell Kerry that.

"I suppose your right" he sat next to her. She smiled.

"I mean we still have that house there" he gently kissed her. Kris got into some comfortable clothes and laid in the bed most of the day till night.

Two Weeks later.

They began shipping their belongings. Arriving at the new house, Jean greeted them.

"So good to see you again" Jean said, hugging Kris.

"What's the exciting news?" she asked. Kris put on her fake smile,

"I'm pregnant" she said. Jean's face was in shock

"Wow, I don't know what to say" she smiled.

"Congratulations" she said.

"Thanks" Kris said.

They headed inside,

"So pregnant" Jean repeated,

"Yeah" Kris nodded.

"Have you told Junior?"

Kris stopped unpacking the dishes and looked at her.

"Actually, I haven't got a chance to tell him, I figured once we got settled in I'd tell him" she reassured herself, but telling Junior wouldn't be the easiest thing.

"You should tell him soon" Jean said getting up and heading out. She gave Kris one of those looks, like tell him soon or it'll result in something horrible. She stopped unpacking and headed upstairs. Opening one of bedroom doors, she stepped inside. There was an old rocking chair sitting in front of the window. Kris sat in it gently, hoping it wouldn't break., she began to go into a day dream. She saw herself entering this room but with Junior looking over the baby crib. Then looking a few years down the road, Holidays with Junior, her and the baby. She stopped imagining and rubbed her stomach, she was excited yet nervous about having a baby. Her mother wasn't the best and she promised herself to make sure her child had a better life.

If she left Kerry, he could fight for custody and she didn't want to loose her child. She walked out of the room and back downstairs.

"I was just looking for you" a voice said. She looked up seeing Kerry.

"Oh I was just upstairs, I think I know where I want to have the nursery" she smiled.

"Really" he asked smiling. She nodded stepping closer toward him.

"I saw Matt and Junior outside, so I invited them in"

"You what?" she asked.

"I didn't think it was a problem."

Kris realized she had to act alright with it.

"Right, no problem at all" she decided to go back into the kitchen and finish unloading. Most of the stuff was already unloaded, Kerry had hired some people to help them unpack.

"Hello" Matt said walking inside, Junior followed him.

Kris heard the voice, and stood dead straight in the kitchen. She didn't want to face Junior, not how she had left things, and especially now to tell him about her pregnancy.

She knew that she needed to be strong, so she walked out.

"Hey guys"she gave a small wave and smiled. Junior stared deep into her eyes, he could tell that she was hiding something. Kerry stepped aside to her, and wrapped his arm around her waist.

"So mom tells me you two are moving back?" Matt asked.

"Well, perfect place for us to raise our kid" Kerry spoke. Kris took a deep breath, luckily Matt nor Junior understood what he meant.

"Kerry" a woman said loudly walking into the house.

"Alexandra" Kerry said excitedly. The two greeted each other with a hug. As they talked Junior moved closer to Kris.

"I need to tell you something"she whispered to him.

"Meet me at pond tonight" he said and planted a soft kiss upon her, which made her tingle inside. As he moved away, she grabbed his hand and pulled him back toward her. She gave his hand a tight squeezed and then let him go.

"Alexandra, this is Kris, the love of my life" he said holding her close.

"Kris it's very nice to meet you" she held her hand out. Kris gave an uneasy look but shook her hand.

"Nice to meet you" Kris smiled.

"Alex, is a really close friend of mine, she is also a jockey, I called her out to see if she could ride for us"

"Yes, Kerry and I go way back" she smiled.

"Well we're gonna go" Matt said walking out. Junior looked at Kris who mouthed 'Tonight' to him. He nodded and walked out.

"Bye" she said, sitting down next to Kerry.

"So Kerry and you are expecting your first kid" Alex leaned back.

"Yes, we are, which is why we were hoping you could ride for us." Kris looked at him, they hadn't discuss a new jockey.

"Well I'll be honored to do so, actually my sister Lilly, she is doing jockey now as well"

"Little Lil" Kerry gave a little laugh.

"Not so little anymore, but she is much better than I am, she flew out with me and is back at the hotel now. I thought she could show off her skills, and then you can decide wether you want her to ride or not."

"Well tomorrow, she could come out, ride for us. You think you'd be up to this, Kris?" Kerry asked.

"Yes, of course" Kris smiled.

"Then it's settle tomorrow we'll come out, I should be leaving now, Nice meeting you Kris" she said.

"Nice meeting you too." Kerry walked her out and came back in.

"Why didn't you tell me about, finding a new jockey?" she asked him angrily.

"Well, I didn't think you would mine"

"Well I do, I mean I figured we would, find one together"

"I just wanted to take as much stress off of you as possible" he gently caressed her back.

"It's very sweet of you, but you could've at least informed me someone was coming over" she said.

"I'm sorry" he said kissing her.

Night had came, and Kris waited anxiously for Kerry to fall asleep. It was already an hour pass midnight and she had to make sure he was asleep. Once she heard him snore, she knew he had gone to sleep. Gently, lifting up out of the bed. She grabbed her coat and walked out.

As she came nearer to the pond, she saw him sitting up against a tree staring out into the water.

"Hey" she said, tucking her hands in her jacket. The night air was cold.

"You cold?" he asked wrapping his arms around her body. She smiled as her hands found there way to his.

"What did you need to tell me?" holding her closely.

She stopped for a minute rethinking of telling him but she knew she would have to.

"Junior" she said breaking away from his grip.

"Whatever it is can't be that bad" he stood there under the tree. Her back was facing him now and tears rolled down her eyes. As soon as he find's out he'll be so upset.

"Yes, it can be"

"I'm.."she paused,

"Your.. What?" he asked.

"I'm pregnant, and Kerry is the father" she turned around to him. He was in too much shock, to say anything.

"Your... Pregnant?" he asked again, making sure it wasn't his imagination.

Nodding, she moved closer. Taking his hand, she moved it against her face.

"Please say something." He moved his hand off of her face. Turning his back to her he walked against the tree. Frustrated, how could he work things out with her, when she was pregnant with another man's baby.

"Kris, how did this happen. I mean I know how it happen, but why would you get pregnant" he placed his hands on his head, confused.

"I didn't plan it, it just happen. Believe me I wouldn't want to be pregnant, at least not with Kerry."

Junior looked at her, the moment was confusing and out of no where he grabbed her by the arm, and kissed her. Just as confused as he was, it was the only thing that seemed right at that moment. They stopped as their heads touched.

"What was that for?" she asked, gazing into his eyes.

"It was a good-bye kiss" he said releasing Kris from him. She didn't understand,

"Wait, Junior" she said. He began to walk off.

"Junior" crying out his name. She sat on the ground crying. Her hands filled with her tears. She laid on the ground, till the sun came up. Those words 'Good-bye' replayed into her head. Wiping her face with her t-shirt, she stood up. She walked down the dirt road, her hair was a mess and she was a wreck from crying. Entering the house she took her coat off, and headed to up the steps.

"Where were you?" Kerry asked.

I hope you like this chapter!