Me: Tadaa! I finally wrote chapter 6!!! Sorry for the laaaaaaate update!!!
Hikari: What took you so long?
Me: Other fanfics and my vids :D After this chappie I can start with my new story.
Nozomi: Which is?
Me: A surprise!!!!
Ruki: Oh no....
Me: I do not own pokemon, digimon, shugo chara and any anime. I also do not own "I hate everything about you" it is owned by three days grace. You should listen to that song when it should start.
Sora: 3
Kasumi: 2
Me: 1
Everyone: Let's roll!!!!!!!!
Chapter 6 - Why do I love you?
Hikari was in a very good mood. She was practically skipping to school. Her new necklace glistened in the sun, and her face was glowing. Her hair was flowing in the breeze. Everyone who saw her stared of her and felt happy inside because she seemed to give of a kind of warm light. Maybe this is the reason she was named Hikari – which literally means light. She didn't always glow but she was feeling different today. She kept thinking about the moment when she received the necklace.
~Flashback~
Hikari waved as her friends started returning to their homes. The only one left there was Kengo, he didn't need to rush home since he lived next door. He turned to Hikari and smiled. He had been waiting for this moment to come.
"Now that they're gone I can give you your birthday present," he said. She looked at him in anticipation and wondered what he was going to give her. Maybe it was cookies. He knew she loved cookies. It could be a lifetime supply of lollipops, she imagined, drooling.
"Close your eyes," he commanded, so she did. She felt something in her heart, though she didn't know what. She felt Kengo lift her hair up and felt something cold around her neck. Her eyes fluttered opened and she found a beautiful necklace in the shape of a diamond. It even shined like a diamond. It was an aqua colour but that made it even more beautiful.
"It's something for you to remember me of.....since my name means "diamond," he said, staring at Hikari as she looked at admiringly at her necklace. "I hope you like it. If you don't I could always return it and-"
"Oh Kengo! I love it!" she cried happily, hugging her best-friend. Kengo froze, unsure what to think of this. He wasn't expecting a hug. When she finally released him, he looked a little red in the face.
"Yeah....well....I got to go," he said nervously, muttering something about his mum calling him, although Hikari was sure that she wasn't. He ran back to her house, with his face still red. He was smiling though, and so was Hikari.
~End of Flashback~
Hikari was humming a little tune to herself when Haruka came up to her. She looked at Hikari with curiosity, wondering why she was glowing. "What are you so happy about?" Haruka asked. Hikari pointed at her necklace. "Oh wow! Who gave you that?"
"Kengo-kun did," she said, her face was simply radiant. It was like nothing could make her sad today. Oh but how wrong she was.
"You mean Kengo-kun got you that!" Haruka cried in surprise, "I can't believe that he got that for you!"
Hikari stopped looking at her necklace and turned to face Haruka and asked, "Why can't he?"
"Well boys usually give these kind of presents to girls they like," she replied. Haruka grinned at this.
"Well of course he likes me! I'm his best-friend," she said. She looked at Haruka with a confused look.
"I meant like-like," Haruka said in a sly voice.
"Him? Me? No way!" Hikari cried waving her hands in front of her, "Plus, Shinji-koi is still my boyfriend."
"He didn't get you anything, did he?" Haruka retorted.
"No...." Hikari said quietly. "Maybe he was busy and didn't have time to buy a present or come to the party. Maybe he was sick, or maybe his parents were sick or- "
"I don't think so," Haruka interrupted, "He didn't even call you to say Happy Birthday. Even if he was busy he could have always called you and that would only take five minutes.
Hikari opened her mouth to say something, but closed her mouth again. What Haruka said was true. Haruka smirked triumphantly with a 'didn't-I-tell-you' look.
"When did you start smirking?" Hikari asked, partly to change the subject.
"I'm not sure.....Shuu-kun must have rubbed it off on me," Haruka said looking thoughtful.
"Oh really? You must like him a lot to start copying him," Hikari giggled.
"No! Shut up!" Haruka cried. Hikari stopped laughing and looked over Haruka shoulder. Shuu was walking towards them.
"Speaking of him...." Hikari said, her smile turning into a huge grin.
"Hey girls," Shuu greeted him.
"Hi," they both said, except Haruka said it with a bit of surprise in her voice.
"Haruka was just talking about you!" Hikari said cheerfully, giving a quick flash of a payback-time look to Haruka. She was so going to get Haruka.
"Yeah, I'm sure she always does that," Shuu said smirking, "Oh and I want to talk to you Haruka-chan." He gave Hikari with a meaningful look. She nodded.
"Alone. Got it," Hikari said winking. She pushed Haruka towards Shuu. He grabbed her hand and started dragging her somewhere.
"Wha-? Hikari!! HELP ME!!!!" Haruka cried struggling to break free. Hikari laughed and waved to Haruka. She turned back and kept walking to school. When she arrived she went to her classroom. Shinji was there talking to Ziggy, (I'll tell you who he is later XD) a boy in Hikari's class that she didn't really know that well. She looked annoyed and stomped up to Shinji and tapped on his shoulder.
"Can I talk to you?" Hikari asked him.
"I'm kinda busy. Talk to me after school," he said and continued his conversation with Ziggy. Hikari crossed her arms and walked over to Kasumi.
"Shinji-koi is being seriously mean," Hikari puffed. "He won't even talk to me!"
"Maybe something happened to him," Kasumi said, "or what if he's cheating on you?"
Nozomi walked up to them and said, "I don't think so. He doesn't have enough emotion to be cheating on Hikari." Kasumi and Nozomi laughed but Hikari looked worried. What if Nozomi was right? Well that could be possible, but like Nozomi said, he doesn't have much emotion. She was angry at him for talking to Ziggy instead of her. She's his girlfriend for crying out loud! He'd be miserable without her, right? She'll just have to talk to him.
She didn't have time to think about that, because today was the school talent show. Everyone was doing something. Hikari, Haruka, Nozomi, and Kasumi were doing a dance. The song was "Just Dance" by Lady Gaga. Hikari and the others had fun at that. She was doing this for Shinji, even though she was mad at him. The thing was, he wasn't there. He was probably training, Hikari thought. When they finished dancing, everyone cheered. Next up was Mr. James' Mime Jr. Doing a juggling act.
"That was fun!" Haruka said cheerfully.
"Yeah!" Kasumi said in agreement.
"You were awesome, Hikari! You looked like an angel," Kengo said.
"Thanks!" Hikari said, slightly blushing. Kengo closed his mouth after he realized what he said and turned away. She felt like there was something different between Kengo and herself after he gave her the necklace. "Well I'm just going to find Shinji," Hikari said, walking quietly out the door, feeling awkward. Kengo frowned when she said that.
"Aww she's missing my singing performance," Satoshi said a little sadly, partly to break the tension. He wasn't that dense.
"It's okay she'll be back soon," Kasumi assured him. She was a bit worried for Hikari, she was acting a bit strange.
Shinji would already be training by now, Hikari thought. She hurriedly ran to where Shinji usually trained. He wasn't there. She knew he had another spot to train and that was quite far away. He probably wanted to get away from all the noise. She was probably going to miss Satoshi's performance since it would take a long time to get there. She walked slowly to where Shinji was. It was dark and the only lights were from the school, and looked very distant. It gave her a sad feeling. She crept out quietly to Shinji's spot and hid behind the bushes, just in case he was cheating on her and the girl was there. She saw him training Chimchar. He had his Torterra attacking poor Chimchar with brutal attacks again. She gasped in shock. Shinji promised he wouldn't do it anymore. He promised.
Meanwhile, Satoshi had just started his performance. Kasumi, Nozomi and Haruka were worried about her. She was taking so long. Kasumi and Haruka went out to find Hikari. Haruka stayed with Shuu to watch Satoshi's performance. They thought maybe he couldn't sing, but he actually had quite a good singing voice. Satoshi was singing a short version of "I hate everything about you" by three days grace. Little did he know, that the song perfectly fit the Hikari's situation.
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
"What the heck are you doing?" Hikari cried running up to Chimchar and picking it up. She tripped on something and fell down. Shinji didn't bother to help her up, so she had to force herself up, because Shinji didn't care. He never did care, and he probably never will. She forced herself to look into his black eyes, which seemed to look like a dark and never-ending tunnel. She was stunned by how disturbing it was to look deeply into his eyes. Now that she thought about it, this was her first time looking directly into his eyes. She shuddered without knowing it.
"Training," he stated, staring back into Hikari's usually shining blue orbs. They weren't shining now though, they looked more like he could drown in them, engulfed by sadness and rage. He didn't have any emotion of regret in his voice at all. Hikari couldn't believe how Shinji could treat his Pokemon so brutally and still be so calm.
"I'm taking this Chimchar and giving it to someone who can take care of it," she said, glaring at him.
"He's weak anyway, take him," Shinji said. They both glared at each other. They didn't need to say anything else but they both knew it was over. It wasn't meant to be. It was all an act, it was never real, but it was real to Hikari, so it hurt her, but not Shinji, he didn't feel anything. Hikari turned around and started to walk away.
Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet
Shinji stared at her. Hikari stopped and turned to face Shinji one final time. She was usually so strong but she couldn't take it anymore. Tears started swelling up in her eyes.
Only when I stop to think about it
"Where were you?" she whispered.
"What do you mean?" he asked, not really looking like he was interested to know.
"Where were you on my birthday?" Hikari repeated, a little louder. She was on the breaking point. She was about to break down, and she knew, it was too late to stop.
"When was your birthday?" Shinji asked her. He didn't know. He had not known. He had forgotten. This was not a good excuse, and it wasn't meant to be. It wasn't the only time he had forgotten. He was never there.
"You forgot," she sobbed quietly. She started trembling with Chimchar in her hands. "You forgot," she repeated. Tears were rolling down her cheeks now. "How could you?" she burst out, crying her eyes out, "Why? I was so happy! But you, you would never understand. I hate you!"
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Kasumi and Nozomi ran out suddenly to where Hikari was crying. Kasumi gasped when she saw Hikari with tears. She gave Hikari a hug and took Chimchar from her. Hikari was glad of that, for she fell to the ground with . She was barely holding herself up. Hikari was crying furiously. Kasumi was sorry for Hikari and angry at Shinji, but Nozomi, she was beside herself with rage.
I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me
"How dare you do that to her, you jerk!" Nozomi roared. She gave Shinji a glare that beat Kasumi's, which was impossible before this. He looked startled for a moment, and then returned to being emotionless. He didn't say anything. "Go away and leave Hikari alone!"
I hate everything about you
Shinji, for once, did what he was asked of, and turned around. He turned around to glance, not at Hikari, but at Nozomi. He was wondering how anyone could be so passionate. After a second, he didn't care anymore. He didn't care for anyone. So he walked away. Hikari stared after him, angry yet sad. Her heart hurt. It had been broken.
Why do I love you
Me: Dang that was emotional.
Hikari: ~cries at the corner~
Me: We'll just leave Hikari alone for the moment. Anyway if anyone is wondering who Ziggy is....his english name is Rudy..the gym leader who wanted Kasumi to stay at the island place.
Kasumi: Ugh I hate him!
Everyone: ~nods~
Me: I just had to add the song thing. It fit sooooo perfectly. Anyway..... if you guys review maybe I'll update sooner next time :D
Everyone: REVIEW!!!!!!