Hi! I just wanted to say I'm sorry for not updating in forever! I was just so busy with Thanksgiving, and decorating for Christmas (insane, I know, but we have a party next week) and homework and that one time where I was trying to make a list of excuses for not updating. This is white Blank Page by Mumford and Sons, and I apologize for having super angsty chapters. I'll try to fluff it up soon. This was put together bit by bit, so I hope it flows. Thanks again!

Blaine was staring at Kurt, his heart pounding in his ears. It was Monday, and they had broken up Thursday just before the long weekend. And fuck, did he miss Kurt terrible. He really screwed up this time.

Can you lie next to her, and give her your heart, your heart, as well as your body

Kurt was point-blank refusing to look at him, no amount of staring that was getting on the brink of being creepy could change that. What Blaine really wanted to do, was to get down on his knees and apologize and say just how much he loved Kurt. A boat- wait, no- a ship- no, um- a sea- not enough- an ocean – not enough still- a planet couldn't even hold how much he loved Kurt. But he was supposed to be mad, and Kurt WAS mad, so he couldn't exactly do that yet.

And can you lie next to her, and confess your love, your love and can you kneel before the king, and say I'm clean, I'm clean.

Blaine was the biggest douche in the history of douches, hell, he even watched The Jersey Shore and knew he was a bigger douchebag. His jealousy at Kurt and Sam and their "rumoured history" just blew up and in his face, too. Falling in love with Kurt blinded him from seeing the logic and truth in the situation he just couldn't deal with losing Kurt, and all he saw that moment was Kurt and Sam hugging and chatting.

So tell, me now what was my fault, in loving you with my whole heart

All he could really say that day was when he shouted at Sebastian " I'M IN A RAAAAAAAAGE! THIS IS THE MADDEST I'VE EVER BEEN!" Sebastian smirked at him when he had stomped over to Kurt and said "We. Are. Over."

A white blank page, and a swirling in rage, in rage.

He must've been too mad to see the way Kurt's face crumpled or the way his eyes immediately filled with tears.

You did not think, when you sent me to the brink, to the brink.

Kurt was haughtily sniffing in his direction. Blaine looked at his feet. He wanted to apologize, but heavens knows when Kurt Hummel does not hold a grudge. What does Kurt want him to do, though? Beg on his knees for forgiveness? That's sort of what he was planning to do… but what if Kurt rejected him?

You desired my affections, but denied my affections, my affections.

All Blaine really wanted to do right now was hold Kurt, apologize over and over and over again until his voice broke.

Heart, heart ,heart. Lead me to the truth and I, will follow you with my whole life.

Blaine would do this. He stood up and apologized like crazy in the middle of the cafeteria. He pulled out a dollar bill shaped like a ring he was saving for Kurt's birthday and used it as a promise ring. Kurt said he would think about it, and pushed the ring towards Blaine and closed the box. The corners of Blaine's mouth tugged upwards. If it wasn't a definite no, then there's always hope.

Heart, heart, heart.