This chapter is longer than the others and has a twisted ending…

Somebody said, "please take the events slower it's just a story" It is going to be a very long story so I can't take it slow or else it would be a very long and drawn out story.

Thanks for the concern though.

Please forgive me if there are grammar or spelling errors.

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight…

BPOV:

I woke up to the sun's rays peeping through my curtains on my window. I sat up and looked at my clock. It read 9:03am. Alice was supposed to wake me up for dinner last night. I shrugged

my shoulders. I climbed of bed, went to the bathroom connected to my room, and looked in the mirror. I was a mess. I was pale- paler than I usually am my shoulder length brunette hair

was tangled and clumped together, and my clothes were kind of torn from running through the woods in the back of the Cullen's house. I shook my head and walked out my bathroom,

out of my bedroom, and down the stairs to the living room.

When I went down there, everybody was doing something. Emmett and Jasper were playing video games, Alice was reading a magazine, Rosalie was filing her nails, I heard Esme in the

kitchen, and Edward was sitting on the loveseat, his eyes locked on me. The moment I stepped on the ground floor, Esme and a blonde man walked out of the kitchen and stopped a few

feet in front of me. Now I really got to study him. He had blonde hair, pale skin; he had a cute kind of baby face- the face of a movie star, and soft light butterscotch eyes. "Good morning,

Bella" "Good morning, Esme" "Hello, Bella, I am Carlisle Cullen, sorry we didn't meet last night, but Alice and Edward wanted you to get your sleep. It's nice to meet you." "It's nice to

meet you to Carlisle."

Alice jumped up, "Come on, Bella! Sit with us!" She pulled me down next to her on the couch. Esme came to sit next to me, and Carlisle sat on the other side of Esme, Edward sat across

from us on the loveseat, Emmett and Jasper on the floor, and Rosalie next to Carlisle. Everybody had their eyes on me. "Tell us about yourself!" "What do you want to know?" "Why don't

you start with your full name and age?" "Well, I am Isabella Marie Swan and I am 12 years old." "Do you have any siblings?" Esme asked. "Yeah…I had one twin sister named Annabella

Joi Swan, but she likes to be called Anna or Joi." "Isabella and Annabella," Edward murmured. "OMG! Twins!" Alice jumped up, "Who's the older twin?" "Annabella is older by 13 seconds"

"Cool!" "Sit back down, Alice" I said. "No way! I can't stop jumping, if I sit on the couch, it will start making the couch jump, like really jumping." "Really?" "Oh Yeah!"

Jasper looked up, "You said 'had'" "Excuse me?" "When Esme asked if you have any siblings, you said you 'had one sibling'" Tears welled up in my eyes. No, they can't know, I can't tell

them, not yet. I just met them yesterday. "I can't and won't talk about it, I'm sorry." I wiped my tears, got up, and ran as fast as I could upstairs. When I got to my room, I quickly opened

my door, took off my shoes, and jumped on the bed. I turned over on my back, put a pillow on my head and started to scream and wail. I couldn't stop crying. I cried myself back to sleep.

When I woke up, I felt a strange cent of déjà. I remembered the day I woke up when I found out my only family died

*Flashback*

I spent one day in the hospital. I wonder how much more time I will spend in here. My mind flashed back to the way my family looked at me before they took their last breathes. They both

looked angry- my mom because she was mad the way Joi and I argued- Joi because I was kind of gloating. I imagined my life without them- without ever having to see their faces ever

again. Silent tears started to roll down my cheeks. My heartbeat started to climb. You know why you will never see their faces ever again? Because you made the car accident happen. It's your

fault. "No, that's not true, Anna did it too." I muttered to myself. No, it is your fault, you're just in denial. "No! That's not true! I am not in denial!" I screamed. I knew by then my heartbeat

was through the roof because the heart monitor started beeping really fast. All of a sudden four nurses ran into my room. Two of them came toward me, the other two started to collect

needles and syringes. "No! Don't touch me!" I yelled. One more nurse came in. All four had to hold me down on each arm and leg, while one came toward me with the syringe. "No, No,

Stop please!" She stuck the needle into my IV and I started to see spots cloud my vision. "There you go sweetie that's better now, go to sleep." Cooed one of the nurses. "No…No…It's …all… my…" and was out cold in a second.

*End Flashback*

No. I am not in denial anymore. I know because of me- I was the reason we crashed. I missed them so much. I wish they were with me… but maybe I can join them. I got up, went to my

backpack, and took out my pills. It says to take one a day. I walked to the bathroom, emptied all the pills out, and one by one I swallowed each pill. I walked out the bathroom and lied

on my bed. I already felt woozy. Black spots clouded my vision again and I looked forward to it with open arms. Here I come, family. Downstairs, I heard someone roar, "Noooo!" I was

unconscious by the time I heard my door burst open. Goodbye.

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