Chapter 3: S.O.S
When I heard this from Logan, I quickly tear the paper he gave me and threw it. I was deeply heartbroken 'cauz, HE WAS MY FAVORITE GUY IN THE BAND and he judged me? Just like that? I couldn't help myself crying so I quickly grabbed my bag and ran out of the shop. I went to the small corner of the street and sat down. There, I cried and cried. I can't believe that Logan Henderson, my 1st idol and my most favorite in the big time rush band, just said that. I mean, I AM A VERIFIED LOGANATOR! And, with that attitude and performance he showed me, I think I won't be idolizing him anymore.
I stayed there for at least an hour and so... Then, decided to go home 'cauz there's no point crying. I mean, past is past right? As I was walking back home, I saw Martha who was with her lil' bro. She waved at me and I waved back. We didn't have time to talk because her brother was already insisting her to go home.
As I was walking in the middle of 10th avenue and heffron drive, rain began to pour hardly. I didn't bring any umbrella or raincoat to protect myself from the rain. The rain was pouring too hard that I can't see a single thing and my head began hurting. As if my brains were being drilled. All the stores were closed. As I looked at my watch, it was already quarter till 11 pm. There was no moon at all. The clouds covered the whole sky. The rain poured harder. There was no sight of any cars or people. I felt like I was the only person in the world.
I felt weaker and weaker. I felt coldness all around me. I was lost. I didn't know what to do or where to go. The rain keeps on blocking mg sight. As I was about to collapse, I saw a shadow of a man going towards me. I heard him saying, "be strong". Until I finally broke down. I felt my body touched the cold, wet ground.