Yay! I posted way earlier than last time! But anyway, hey guys! I am going to start posting up all of the reviewers that gave me a review for the last chapter, so thank you… Vampire and Wizard Games, crazy-chick-4life, and sheeiur22 Disclaimer: Stephanie Meyer owns this school, but I just want to play on her playground. Here is chapter 11 of My Life!

Last time on My Life:

I got up, and walked down the remaining steps until I was in front of the three boys, I suck in another breath and puff out my chest, trying to look as brave as possible, "Who are you, better yet… What are you?" I asked.

At that same time, the rest of the family barged in; "Bella" Esme said at the same time Rosalie started to explain.

"No I want Edward to tell me." I said betrayed and with tears streaming down my face.

He told me dead in my eyes, "Bella, we're vampires."

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Something told me that he wasn't lying… Why would he be lying about something like this? That explains my nightmare. But just then, my world took a 180 degree turn. Instead of open honesty, it will be filled with guarded emotions, and when I used to feel like I could trust everyone, that I could tell anyone all of my secrets, I now have be cautious on what I say every day. I could never completely trust them ever again, because they kept this huge bloodsucking secret from me. I could feel myself starting to disappear. My heart started cracking into seven more pieces, and my soul ripped into two pieces… Edward. That love part of my soul got ripped away from me the very moment he told me what he and his family was. An achingly familiar pain entered the upper part of my body. Ah… My old friend, migraine. You've come back so soon. Just great… Now's the time that I need those pills. I haven't felt that pain since I left the orphanage. All of my hopes and dreams were ripped away when the accident happened. Living with the Cullen family gave me hope that I would succeed again, only to be washed away again with just a few words. That's what made me snap.

I screamed a bloodcurdling scream and starting kicking everything in my path while wailing my heart out. I yelled out a quick "I hate you guys!" and rushed up the stairs to my old room. When I got there, I closed and locked my door, put on my shoes, packed clothes and knick-knacks into my backpack, and sought out all of my gifts starting out with Rosalie's gift. I tore off her and Emmett's part of the locket, and scratched out their faces. I'm not your daughter anymore. I smirked and walked off to find the guitar that Jasper bought me. When I found it, I smashed it repeatedly against the floor until the handle broke off and there were little splinters of wood everywhere. Whoops! I'm so clumsy. Next up, Emmett. I took that Teddy bear and tore off the head.

"Ha! Did you hear that, daddy?" I said sickeningly, "I wish I could do that to you. I wish it was easy just to snap your neck!"

As for the watch, I just threw it in the water-filled bathtub. When I saw it wouldn't stop ticking, I remember what Emmett said about it, "Water proof. It runs on movement only." I remember saying, "Cool! That will come in handy." (A/N: It's totally true! I had my Rolex on in the pool on accident, and it still worked after that.)

"Dang it, dang it!" Whatever, I'll just leave it in there.

When I come upon my Cullen Crest Bracelet, I still secretly wanted that, so I stuffed it in my backpack. What? It's not my fault that Esme and Carlisle are respectable. The only thing left was Coco. Coco… Could I even think about killing a dog?

When I walked up to her bed, she looked up at me with the cutest eyes I ever seen in my entire life. She was pleading for her life to me… Like she knew what I was going to do. Before I could even put a hand on her, a cold arm pulled me back.

"What?" I looked up into the eyes of Edward.

"Bella, you can't do that to an innocent creature. It didn't do anything to you." That's when I started kicking, punching, and scratching with all of my strength.

"Oh, yeah, and you kill humans like every one of them has cheated on you!"

"Bella, I-We don't like being monsters, so we only drink animal's blood. We don't kill humans."

"Why don't you just not drink blood at all? Like you said, innocent animals didn't do anything to you"

"We don't have a choice, either suffer and attack anyone you see, succumb into darkness or drink willingly."

"You dying sounds pretty good right now."

"Bella you're bleeding."

I looked down and there were bloody stumps were my nails used to be, my knuckles were bruised and bloody, and I could feel that something attached to my foot broke inside my shoes.

Immediately the door busted open, revealing Jasper. Before he could get halfway across my room, he was stopped by Rosalie, Emmett, and Esme. He was roaring and growling, struggling to get his restraints off to get me. When I looked back up at Edward, his eyes were pitch black. He quickly jumped off me, and that's when Carlisle showed up with a syringe.

"Alice, come in here and hold Edward back before he loses his grip on control. Esme, Emmett, Rosalie, take Jasper downstairs and calm him down.

"Bella please trust me, this is for your own good." He stuck the needle in my vein and started pushing the sleeping medicine inside of me when I remembered the only trick that Coco knew.

"Coco, Attack! I'm sorry Carlisle, but this is for your own good." I whispered the last part.

I knew she loved me more than she feared them and me. She ran, jumped up and hit Carlisle square in the chest. He got distracted so I jumped up, took the syringe out, and grabbed my backpack, but I had one last thing to destroy.

"Sorry Alice, but I just had to."

I took my lighter, lit fire, and threw it into my closet.

"NOOO! All of my hard work, two closets worth of clothes! All gone!"

"Sorry"

I looked out of my window and saw there was a tree right outside. I can't go downstairs, can't go upstairs, that's even more dangerous, so the only way is jumping out the window.

I mustered up a big breath, and jumped.

I landed on a branch, but not on both feet, and I couldn't balance because of my toe, so I fell. I kept on falling too, because I couldn't get a good grip on the bark of the tree. When I landed on the ground, I didn't land on two feet, so I twisted my ankle… On the uninjured foot. Now, I have to limp on both feet, if that's even possible! And I am starting to feel a little woozy, because of a quarter of the medicine that was entered into my veins. Might as well start limp running through the woods.

*30 minutes later*

I am still limp running through the woods, and it sucks because I have no clue where I'm going, I am about to pass out from this medicine Carlisle gave me, and I don't know if they're following me or not. After I finished that thought, I slumped down to the ground exhausted. This is the first time my body shut down and betrayed me like this. I am ashamed at you, body!

Right before I closed my eyes, a huge russet wolf appeared next to me, and started howling very loud! Will I ever have an ounce of quietness before I die? Gosh!

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