The good and the bad exactly what are they and how can we avoid them?
I sat down on the couch looking at the time. I had called Light wondering why Mello still was not back. It was nearly five o'clock in the morning and he still had not called as he usually did. I knew that I was just being paranoid, but I could not help the fact that I worried about him. I watched, no I longed for Mello's every movement that no matter what he did I was sure to notice. There was no mistaking it I was hooked.
I heard a knock on the apartment door jumping up I almost cried out Mello's name before I realized that if it was Mello he would not have knocked he would have just walked in. cursing under my breath I opened the door and let Light in.
"Hey, I've called his phone and still there is no sign of him."
I stared down at the stained carpet beginning to doubt all that I had believed was Mello. Looking up I stared at Light solemnly.
"You think he's alright?"
"He's Mello. I'm one hundred percent sure he's okay." He assured shutting the door behind him. He walked over to the couch and plopped down. I watched as he took out his phone, "I can try him again if that would make you feel better."
I shook my head,
"No I think it would be best if I just waited on him. He'll be back I know he will. Mello always comes back to me."
I began to wonder that day if I had truly believed that or if I was just hoping that somehow my words would get to him. I am not quite sure, but I did know that if Mello was gone I could not function alone, not by myself. Mello was my essence Mello was what made me tick.
"You sure? I don't mind waiting here with you." Light looked up at me shoving his phone back into his pocket. I stared at him for a moment. It wouldn't hurt if Light were to stay here would it? It couldn't hurt. I certainly could not stay here all by myself that was for sure. If I continued to do that, I knew just where it would get me. Smiling I nodded my head.
"If you don't mind, I would like that."
That was the first night I spent without Mello and if he were to find out it would be the last. Shaking my head, I pushed the thought out of my mind. I was just waiting for him that was all. It wouldn't hurt right? Mello would probably be back by morning anyway right?
Leaning back I laid my head against the sofa arm and closed my eyes. That was the first step to the biggest mistake I would make.
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