Mistakes they are not on purpose right? That is why they call them mistakes right? I thought about this perplexed. Sitting here alone was the last thing I had wanted, but here I was. Alone. Exactly what I had tried so hard to avoid. How come though? I wanted more than anything to understand why it was that I was so dependent on his presence. Mello was nothing more than a companion a friend so what was it?
I looked over at Light who was sound asleep. I had no idea of what he was thinking about. In fact thinking on it I did not know him very well. It was just a month ago that I had met him, but it was not like I knew him.
He rolled over on his side taking up the entire space of the couch. He was in no way like Mello. In fact he was the exact opposite of Mello. Shaking my head I pushed the thought out. Light was here because Mello wasn't right? Was that really all. It had to be Mello meant so much more to me than anybody else did and I could never let anyone take his place no matter what happened. No matter what…We were always…Forever right? So why was I thinking about Light?