I can't thank everyone enough for still being here after this long, long wait. Thank you, thank you, thank you… As I mentioned before I have had a lot going on in my life and just couldn't get back to the story. gain I am so sorry, but I think I am ready now.. So… let's give it a try shall we? On with the story!

Dean couldn't stand it. He couldn't see what was happening to Sam from where he was sitting in the back of the ambulance. The few seconds he had been away from Sam felt like an eternity. He kept glaring at Gabe urging him to hurry, so he could get back over to his baby brother.

"Almost done Dean… I'm going as fast as I can." Gabe whispered to Dean, noticing his anxiety as he wrapped the blood pressure cuff around his arm, and placed the O2 clip on his finger.

Dean sighed "I know… but it's still not fast enough…" Dean said more to himself then the paramedic, but he still heard him. Gabe just gave him a sad smile, and looked back to the readings from the blood pressure cuff. Not really sure what to say.

"Okay, your blood pressure is a little high, but that doesn't surprise me… I don't think it is anything of too much concern right now-" Gabe was cut off, when Dean shoved past him and made a bee line for the twisted metal that entrapped his little brother. Hardly hearing a word the paramedic said. Gabe just watched him make his way back down the hill for a moment before following quickly behind, with a sad sigh and shake of his head.

"I hope to God the poor kid makes it… for both of their sakes…"

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He had almost made it to the car, his baby brother… when a pair of strong arms stopped him in his quick tracks.

"Sir you are going to have to keep back." the gruff voice that belonged to the cursed arms told him.

Dean turned his head to see had dare to stop him in his trek to get to Sammy "The Hell I am! That's my brother in there!" he spit the words at the fireman holding him back and pointed to the car for emphasis.

"Yes sir, I understand but-" The man was cut off as Dean spun fully around, and got right up in his face staring him straight in the eye.

"Obviously you don't understand, or else you would have never stopped me from getting to my brother in the first place you douche bag." The words were almost whispered with a clenched jaw, as the menacing eyes of Dean Winchester stared up at him. He may have been bigger than him, but the look on Deans' face still made him a bit nervous.

"Sir if you would please just listen to me-" His words were once again cut off when Dean started yelling and poking him in the chest. This guy was really starting to piss him off.

"NO! You listen to me you friggin-" This time Dean was cut off when he was grabbed from behind; God he really wished people would stop grabbing him like that, it was really, really getting on his last nerve!

"Dean you need to calm down or we are going to have to restrain you!" It was that damn paramedic again. He must have followed him from the ambulance. "He is just trying to keep you out of the way till they get Sam out." he calmly spoke to Dean, while trying to keep hold of him, as he struggled to get away.

His words seemed to calm him a little bit, and Gabe loosened his hold some. Although he was still a bit too tense for his liking.

"Let. Go. Of. Me." Dean told him through clenched teeth. When the guy finally let go of him he swore someone was ending up with a broken nose. No one kept him from his brother and got away with it. No one.

"I can't do that unless you promise not to hit Dave here, or take off toward the car."

"I promise not to hit Dave." Dean told him while still giving the fireman a deathly glare. As he watched Gabe try to still calm the angry Winchester down. Dean really didn't like this guy.

"You also need to promise not to take off toward the car again Dean…"

"You promised I could go to my brother when we were done, you son of a bitch!" Gabes' words seemed to have flipped a switch back on, as Dean yelled and started to fight the paramedic off again. He never would have left Sam if he knew they were going to keep him away. This was why he didn't trust strangers. He should have known better.

"They are cutting him out of the car right now Dean, you could get hurt if you are too close. Then what good would you be to him!" Gabe also had to yell in order for Dean to hear him over the struggling, but his words seemed to calm him down once more.

"…I just need to know he's okay…" Dean said looking over his shoulder at Gabe with tears in his eyes; giving up his struggle. He needed Sam to know he was still there. What if he woke up and Dean wasn't with him to calm him down. He was the only one who could get him to calm, even as a child, it was always Dean.

"I know, but we just need to wait till they are done, you're not going to do him any good if you are in the way and get hurt." Dean sagged to the ground, and Gabe finally let go of him.

"I can't lose him… He's my baby brother, my responsibility." he said it more to himself, but the other two still heard him, and it broke their hearts to see the man go from being so strong to broken in a heart beat. "It's all my fault…" He whispered finally looking back up at Gabe.

He couldn't see them because of the rain, but Gabe could tell there were tears running down his cheeks, just by the look on his face. He looked so broken.

"I should have listened to him, but I was just a jerk to him…"

"You couldn't have known this was going to happen Dean… It was an accident." Dave finally spoke kneeling down and cautiously putting a comforting hand on Deans shoulder. There were very few times, since he had been a fireman that he had seen a family member of an accident victim this broken, and never had it been a brother, it was almost always a parent. It always broke his heart to see.

"I shouldn't have let him go out in the storm by himself. I should have just moved on to the next motel like he begged me to. I knew the place was a shit hole. I just didn't feel like driving anymore. So it was my fault Dave," Dean said not even glaring at the man anymore. He was too broken hearted to feel pissed anymore, and the man was being too nice to him now, and he needed the man to know that he shouldn't be feeling sorry for him when it was his fault Sammy could be dieing. The man should be an ass to him, he deserved it after what he had caused.

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Well? I'm sure I'm a little rusty, but let me know what you guys think. I promise I will update ASAP, and that it wont be so long this time. Lol. Thank you again so, so much for still reading.

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