Awkward Moments
Dear Journal,
So, this morning.
I walked with that guy, DJ. He's really sweet. We we're walking into the washroom, when DJ saw a butterfly and ran and screamed. It was all very awkward.
And then he was there, yet again. Duncan was going to jump in the shower, as was I. He then asked me if I wanted to take a shower with him. I smacked him, but that stupid smirk was still on his face.
So when I was done with my shower, as if on que he was too. But I got really weird when I saw him.
His hair, usually spiked with gel, was soft and split. His chest, usually covered with a skull shirt overtop it, was soaked in water, letting the outlines of his abs be seen clearer. And he was only wearing a towel. And then, my perverted side, (a side I didn't even know existed) wished there was no towel. I almost puked after I got back to reality, but couldn't stop looking at him.
Of course he was looking at me too. I was only wearing a towel, and his blue eyes had been on... places of my body the whole time.
Then the most embarrassing thing happened! We bumped into each other, and we were like, holding each other.
I remember his hands were on my waist, with mine flat against his chest. I saw him blush, but I was more worried about the chagrin rushing to my cheeks.
Now, I haven't really been able to talk to him. Its weird is all.
And really awkward.
Would You Rather?
Dear Journal,
Since we have a challenge tomorrow, me, Bridgette, and that girl Gwen from the other team played truth or dare. I love a good game of that.
So, most of the game were full of stupid dares, nobody ever selecting truth.
Then Bridgette said we had to play, 'Would you rather?' She said truth or dare was just becoming a bunch of dumb dares, which it was.
So, I asked first. I asked Gwen if she would rather have a head twice the normal size or half the normal size. She said half. I had to agree.
Then Gwen asked Bridgette if she would rather kiss Geoff or DJ. She said Geoff. AAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWW!
Then I got scared. They were talking about coupling how, and I knew who they would pick for me.
Bridgette asked me if I would rather see Duncan with his shirt off or kiss him, French style. I really felt uncomfortable saying the shirt off thing, even though we all know I really do love that. So, I had to go with the French kiss. Bridgette and Gwen giggled so loud it shook the cabin. That's when I lost my temper and said I was going to bed.
They said I was a party pooper for doing so, but I didn't care! No way was I having Duncan over hear them!
Wake Up Call
Dear Journal,
Okay, Chris just sounded off the call for us to wake up, but it's only 7! I'm going to get dressed to see what's up.
The Two Fake Challenges
Dear Journal,
So once we got there, Chris tells us we have to run 22 km around the camp. evs lost her temper- I really do wonder what the hell her problem is- and while Duncan and Geoff were restraining her, I had to tell her to control her temper. I don't understand her problem. Neither does anybody else on our team.
Even though I'm competitive, I walked. I just made sure that there were about 8 people behind me, so I didn't have a chance of getting voted off.
When I finally got there, most of the team was there too. Harold though, took his sweet time, and I was so mad when he was the last person to come in.
But then Chris told us that wasn't the challenge. He then lifted a curtain, which I could have sworn wasn't there a second ago, and revealed a delicious buffet of food.
I didn't understand how you could win, and I didn't understand how you could lose. All I knew was that there was a ton of food in front of me, and I hadn't had anything but garbage in 4 days.
Everybody dove right in, and although that looked as if enough food to feed us all for a week, it was gone in 30 minutes. I stood by Bridgette, both of us holding our stomachs.
Duncan groaned loudly and rested his hand on my shoulder for balance. I felt so sick then. I wasn't sure I the strength for protest. And I kinda liked it...
Soon Chris says we are having an awake-a-thon, and that really threw me off. He had done all that just to make it harder for us to stay awake.
At least I only walked.
Gotta Win, Can't Bear To Lose
Dear Journal,
Awe, that was so bad.
I screwed up. I thought moving would keep me awake. I just used up my energy really.
Now there are only 5 left: Duncan, Eva, Gwen, Trent and Heather.
Duncan and Eva have to win this. We can't lose again.
They just have to.
And Owens missing. Where did he go?
Tired On The Toilet
Dear Journal,
Well, it's over.
We lost.
And even though I should be mad, I'm truly grateful top the one who held out the longest on our team: Duncan.
It was just him and Gwen, until he fell asleep- on the toilet.
I've been helping him out. He seemed a little too tired to tease me for getting him some extra pillows though. That's good.
At least I know I won't get kicked off. I made it more than half-way through the challenge.
Anger Issues
Dear Journal,
I hate her!
That Eva chick- she was throwing all the girls cabin things, including mine, out the window. Because she said we stole her MP3 player. ANGER ISSUES?
And then Heather says she found it when she dropped it on the ground, so Eva was throwing a fit for no reason.
All I can say is that I know who I'm voting off tonight.
Never Ever
Dear Journal,
Yay!
Eva got voted off!
She still has anger issues though. I would know- she threw an arrow at my head when I said good bye. Good thing I ducked!
I was so smug at the moment though. Duncan looked all worried and asked if I was hurt. He looked really mad at Eva too.
I told you! He likes me!
But I don't like him back- no way!
Never.
Not happening.
When pigs fly.
Negatorie.
Not.
Never.
Ever.
Ever.
And Ever, ever, ever.
Never.
Noises
Dear Journal,
Well, Crap.
Chris says that since the awake-a-thon took 3 days, we have to do the next challenge tomorrow.
And I can't get any sleep.
Harold is snoring so loud, the girl side of the cabin can hear it.
And then I heard another noise.
A very mad noise.
"Stop snoring you asshole!"
Poor Duncan.
Out Of It
Dear Journal,
No one got any sleep.
One in particular didn't get any for... 4 days straight?
I can only hope- praying to god here!- we don't have a challenge that involves physical strength, because I'm all out of that.