Chapter 2: Low Points
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A/N: Im in the midst of working on a new story: heres a peak.
"Killing him. And his small bandaged heart could no longer take it."
AH MA GAHD! WHOSE EXCITED?! (raises hand)
PS Since Im not walking to day I plan on AT LEAST 2 updates for this story :)
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Mitchie felt alone.
That was the downside to their plan to take everythign slow.
They lived alone.
Mitchie had never liked to live alone.
It felt just....
So empty.
She didnt like the feeling.
She remember once she bought a dog.
But.
She just couldnt do it at the time.
She gave him to a friend.
She wanted to do something.
Other than sit there and stare at her television.
Left overs from work piling up on her coffee table.
She hated her job.
Worst job on the planet.
She was forced to leave her house at 5 am.
To go to Dennys.
And serve jerks there for 8 hours.
Sometimes more.
Like when they had, "every person over the age of ten gets a free breakfast meal," deal.
She had to input 20 hours.
A day.
She remember how hard she crashed when that was over with.
Her two day break after that special.
Consisted of sleep.
She had been planning on doing things.
But it ended with her crawled up under her covers and falling asleep as soon as her head hit her pillow.
She hated it.
She missed her life before.
But that had been one of the very few perks of her life before.
And living with Shane.
But Mitchie.
She burned a hole through her money.
Sure she had a ton of it piled up in the bank waiting for her when she stopped working.
But it was gone.
Quickly.
Shane though.
He didnt do that.
He stopped working when they wanted to have a kid.
He was saving up for the kid.
And even though that never happened.
His money still sat there.
While Shane also worked.
But Shane...
Shane graduated.
He even had a bachelors.
In business.
She was shocked when she heard.
Business of all things!
But he did.
And he was wasting his days away sitting in front of a computer.
Talking to people.
And making software for losers who dont know how to treat their customers.
Mitchie though.
She never bothered to get a further education.
She never even bothered to graduate high school.
She sighed pulling her legs up to her chest.
It was just....
It wasnt what her life was pictured like.
20 years ago.
She wouldnt have pictured her life like this.
Heck 20 years ago.
What she pictured was what caused her downfall.
If she hadnt been stupid enough to pursue music like that.
Maybe she would have graduated.
Maybe she would have gotten a college degree.
Maybe she would have been married.
In a normal marriage.
She quickly eliminated that thought from her mind.
Granted her relationship in the past has been pretty screwed up with Shane.
But he...
He was different.
Granted Mitchie would have known for sure if she had, had a few more boyfriends early on.
She had only had 3 real boyfriends in her life time.
One of them.
Was Shane.
He was 1/3 of the people who had made her happy when she was with him.
So really.
Her horrible life had its high points.
But there were also those low points.
The ones that ate at her slowly reminding her how little she was worth.
She hated low points.