a/n: prompt from DetectiveAtWork:- Holmes thinks that he is going insane, Watson's trying to convince him he is not-

I may have stretched the prompt a little...

Holmes and companions do not belong to me.

Reference to a scene in "The Adventure of the Devil's Foot". A 221B. (as devised by KCS)

POV of Holmes.


Back


I light the lamp; he stays;

And waits and watches, from his chair;

I tip the brown stained powder

From the envelope with care.

~0~

I hope to gain some insight

Which will help me solve this case.

This chance to learn the truth is worth

The risks we both might face.

~0~

A bleak, strange, apprehension

And a sense of dread and doom,

Build swiftly as a thick

And musky odour fills the room.

~0~

My neck hairs start to prickle,

And my hackles start to rise.

Sight and sound distort;

I cannot trust my ears and eyes.

~0~

Reasoned thought is shattered

And replaced with nameless fear.

Scientific certainty and logic

Disappear.

~0~

I'm aware, with rising horror,

All I value has been lost.

The knowledge I was seeking;

Came at far too high a cost.

~0~

The toxic fumes take over:

I can't move, or think, or see.

All present, past and future fears

Are pressing down on me.

~0~

A deep relentless terror

Claws and batters at my brain:

I try to gather scattered

Shreds of lucid thought in vain.

~0~

Then; blurred and frantic movement,

Leaves me reeling: in a daze,

I slowly raise my head,

And meet my partner's anxious gaze.

~0~

As sense and sanity return,

And thoughts reset on track;

I realize how much I owe

My friend; who watched my back.

~0~


a/n 2: this follows on from a 221B entitled "breath", which is from Watson's POV, and posted in "Sound and Motion".