Eli's POV:
After a good 20 minutes of silence Clare spoke in a low voice
''I think you should go know Eli''
''Clare I-'' she cut me off before i could tell her i still had feelings for her to
''Eli please just save it and go please''
I didn't want to go but its what she wanted so I said
''fine'' and just left
Clare's POV:
Once Eli had left i went up to my room and started crying i had lost the person i loved the most to some slut who used to sleep with everyone. I had always thought when i got back that maybe just maybe me and Eli would go back to the way we were but i guess i was wrong.
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It has been 2 weeks since my little incident with Eli and we still havent talked. I was sitting in the dot waiting for Alli to arive so that we we could go to Adams and see how his tux looked on him. While i was sitting there i heard the door open and in walked Eli with a girl who had long brown hair and brown eyes walked in i knew exactly who the girl was it was Jocelyn .
Eli's POV:
Jocelyn and i walked into the dot and took a seat in a booth near the back as we were walking to the booth i saw Clare sitting in a few booths away. i could tell she saw us because she was avoiding eye contact with me. if this was the way Clare wanted to be then fine i guess she doesn't have the same feeling for me that i do for her. So i just avoided her.
Clare's POV:
i cant do this any more i...i just cant i left toranto for a reason and that was to get away from my feelings for Eli. I have to let him go i cant just sit here and wait for him to come and tell me he loves me again i just cant. i got up and walked out of the dot and texted Alli
''hey Ali I won't be able to go with you to see Adam I have to do something.''
- Clare
''okay what do you have to that is so important?''
-Alli
''pack my bags to go back to Califonia''
- Clare
''what your going back why?''
-Alli
''I just have to Alli without Eli theres nothing for me here in Toranto''
-Clare
''you will always have Adam and me remember that Clare''
-Alli
and with that I was at home ready to start packing. I mean im not going to leave today but I am going to leave again soon. By the time I leave Eli will probably be married already. I wish that could be me he was going to marry but i guess my life was ment to not have Eli in it.
A/N:
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