Sasukec: Yes, I am being that horrible updater again. It's most likely made me lose some readers. Please stick with me!

Blue eyes stood out in the darkness that still permeated throughout the room, seeking to see something that was not truly there. Naruto lay awake for the past two hours, tired enough to fall asleep, yet not quite able to for whatever reason. His mind was buzzing with thoughts of the events that had happened between Sasuke and himself just hours ago, and how he had responded to the Uchiha. He didn't even welcome what Sasuke had offered, but he felt he had good reason for declining him. However, these thoughts intermittently mixed in with thoughts of Sai, the feeling of warmth he had as he spoke to the new boy, and his intentional guilt at the warmth. He had no other way to explain it other than a warm feeling.

Almost like when Sasuke and I…

The blonde's eyebrows furrowed as he turned around to lie on his other side to see Sasuke on the opposite bed, his back still facing Naruto. Just as Naruto began to think about it more, he shook his head and closed his eyes tightly. He knew he needed to sleep; he was now going to try and force himself to sleep. Before doing so, he brought out his phone, and flashed it on, the time showing that he would only get about five hours of sleep if he started now. He also noticed the alert of a text filling the screen, making the blonde curious as to why he hadn't heard it earlier.

It's from Sai…

As Naruto read it, his thoughts began to stir up again. However, he mentally kicked himself, and forced himself to think about it later. Finally moving into a position where it would be comfortable enough to fall asleep, he let his mind wander about other, less important subjects that would bring him into a deep sleep.

Buzz, buzz! Buzz, buzz!

A groggy Sasuke sat up and hit the top of his digital clock, stopping the source of the insistent noise. The Uchiha heavily held his head within his hands, hating the fact that he opted to take any morning classes at all. Sasuke pulled his head from his hands to look over to the other side of the room where Naruto was still sleeping. His body was halfway onto the bed, and equally sliding off as a line of drool could easily be spotted even from Sasuke's distance. This made the Uchiha smile somewhat, chasing away the dread of the morning just as quickly as it came.

Sasuke yawned quietly before getting up. He stretched, trying to relieve all of the morning's drowsiness from his body.

Last night… That really happened.

Suddenly, Sasuke's smile was gone. He remembered the feeling of rejection as it happened, lamenting the first idea he ever had about approaching the blonde with the plea. He abruptly shook his head and began to get dressed.

Forensic Science… Got to get ready for it.

Just as Sasuke was about to rummage through the closet for something to wear, he felt a presence behind him. He quickly turned to see a grinning Naruto before him.

"Naruto? Oh, God, you scared the shit out of me. You're already-"

The Uchiha was quickly cut off by Naruto's own lips as they encased Sasuke's. Surprised, the Uchiha's eyes widened, but it wasn't long before he leaned into the kiss, and gave back. Following their initial contact, Naruto opened his mouth to allow Sasuke access to his sweet tongue and mouth. Sasuke followed up on the blonde's open offer, moving his tongue into Naruto's mouth to enjoy what he'd missed for the past couple of months. Sasuke felt as though it was the first drink of water he'd received after a drought. A long drought that demanded more and needed more to recover from.

Sasuke fought the blonde's tongue in a battle of saliva, making sure that he was taking deep breaths through his nose so he wouldn't pass out from a lack of air. The more Sasuke tasted Naruto's mouth, the more of him he wanted. As the two wrapped each other up into their arms, Sasuke could feel Naruto's morning glory rub up against his own growing crotch.

The Uchiha couldn't figure out in his mind just what had gotten into Naruto overnight. Possibly he thought over his proposal from the night before, and was now acting upon it. However, Sasuke's mind was currently tied up in reaching closer for Naruto's manhood than answering logical questions. The Uchiha decided to act now, and ask the questions later. He didn't want to lose the moment due to some inane questioning.

The blonde allowed Sasuke to back him up to the wall by Naruto's bed, their thrash of bodies hitting the wall with an audible thud that only made the two crave more. Sasuke's hand finally made its way into Naruto's boxers, his fingers grasping the elongated member he found there. Naruto's moaning purr only drove the Uchiha forward, allowing him to win the continuing battle of tongues and in vigorously massaging the blonde's member. Moments later, Naruto's boxers were around his ankles and Sasuke's mouth encasing the blonde's throbbing member. Sasuke took his lover's full length into his mouth, feeling the head hit the back of his throat.

Naruto moaned, tangling his fingers within the raven's hair and encouraging the Uchiha to continue. Sasuke replied with more sucking and massaging of his tongue against the main vein that lay underneath Naruto's shaft, bringing more moans of pleasure from the blonde's throat. Sasuke usually liked to draw out his boyfriend's orgasm, and make him beg for release. However, time was something that Sasuke didn't want to waste for several reasons his mind couldn't quite line up, but knew were there.

"Oh, God Sasuke…" Naruto pleaded, giving Sasuke the chills and making him want even more.

The Uchiha bobbed his head up and down the entire length of Naruto, sucking and massaging his cock as if his very life depended on it. Sasuke could feel Naruto's member pulsing with the nearing of its release as he moved his tongue over every inch, from base to end.

"Dammit, Naruto…" Sasuke swore before taking the blond back into his mouth for another round of sucking. The Uchiha hummed lightly each time he allowed Naruto's head to hit the back of his throat, causing Naruto is groan and hiss for more.

Sasuke could feel tears stinging the back of his eyes, for whatever reason, he wasn't sure of. Sasuke tried his best to hold back the tears, tried his best to fight them from showing themselves. He was able to handle the tears until Naruto reached his climax, sending hot seed into Sasuke's mouth and onto parts of his face and neck.

"Aah, Sasuke… I love you…"

That was the breaking point. As Naruto tried to gain his breath back he'd lost, he noticed that Sasuke hadn't moved from his position. That he continued to sit on his knees, head down and silent sobs coming from his throat. As Naruto's mind began to clear from its euphoria, he leaned down to Sasuke's level, only to realize that he was… Crying?

"Sasuke… Sasuke? What's wrong? I didn't hurt you or anything, did I?" Naruto's voice questioned, full of obvious concern.

The Uchiha looked up into Naruto's blue eyes, blinking through the tears. It took a moment for Sasuke to catch on before he wiped his eyes of the tears that still tried to come through, and bring Naruto into a deep kiss. It was a simple kiss that Naruto confusedly returned. After a few moments of a shared kiss, Sasuke broke away and took a deep breath.

"Sasuke, what-"

The Uchiha cut him off with another kiss, this time shorter. He smiled warmly after pulling himself away again and speaking with the same amount of warmness, "Thank you."

Naruto gave his lover a puzzled look, confusion swimming throughout his eyes.

"For what?" Naruto inquired.

"I… You…" Sasuke couldn't seem to speak correctly, his mind so cluttered with emotion.

"Calm down, Sasuke. You don't have to rush. Just… Talk it out. I'm not going anywhere." Naruto smiled gently at Sasuke as he put both his hands on each of the Uchiha's cheeks, forcing the brunette to look into Naruto's eyes. Sasuke found nothing but honesty in their blue waves.

Sasuke did as Naruto told him. He took a moment, took a deep breath, then began again, "Over these past few months, I thought you… Didn't want…"

The blonde seemed to begin to catch on to what Sasuke was trying to get at. He then realized that this must have been something he'd repressed for some time, knowing that Sasuke never breaks down this easily from just one thing. Naruto guessed at just what he may have been trying to explain, "Thought that I didn't want you?"

After hearing this statement, it looked as though Sasuke might have broken down once again, this time with a vengeance. However, it seemed that Sasuke caught himself, and forced himself to remain composed. He settled for a simple nod.

"Oh, my God Sasuke… Did you really feel like that?"

Sasuke nodded, feeling more broken and exposed than ever before. Naruto knew that Sasuke wouldn't be this open for a long while. This was a once in a while thing to see, a broken-down Sasuke.

Maybe this is what he meant about being so broken up 4 years ago… Was it like this? Naruto thought to himself, realization hitting him harder than a wall of bricks.

Naruto brought the broken Uchiha into a comforting embrace, feeling horrible about his negligent attitude toward the one person that he deemed most important in his life.

"Sasuke, you should have said something! Anything! You should know that you're number one in my life. And even my retarded ignorance shouldn't let that change. I'm sorry… I'm so sorry, Sasuke."

Sasuke could feel Naruto's words impact him in his heart, claiming back the courage he had when they first started out. These words were enough to lift Sasuke back out of the darkness he'd just entered, and fueled him to return Naruto's hug in kind.

"I'll remember that from now on, Naruto… Thank you."

"No need. I love you… Possibly more than life itself."

Sasuke tightened his embrace slightly before replying, "I love you, too… More than I or you know…"

Sasukec: Oh, I would have made this chapter longer, but I just felt it appropriate it ended here. I needed to update, and I already had this bit done. If you wish for me to include what was originally intended to be in here, please let me know in your review or through a PM. If I don't get many requests, then I'll just have it in the beginning of the next chapter.

My mind has been having a hard time focusing, so if this isn't very good, please excuse my… Jumbled mind haha. I hope you enjoyed, nonetheless!