I woke up the next morning and wouldn't even dare to move. "Good morning love." Edward said as soon as my eyes opened. "What's good about it? I can't move every part of my body hurts!" I said realizing how much it hurt to breath in and out.

I was almost crying tears were building up in my eyes. "Shh, Bella. It's okay. Hey do you want to know what's good about this morning?" He asked. I didn't want to find out how much it hurt to shake my head yes so i just looked into his eyes.

"It's that your still alive and I still have you." he said. And he was right as always. I smiled and he kissed my forehead. "I love you." I said.

"I love you too," he said "Forever and always." We just layed there in silence. It was a nice silence.

"HEY BELLS!" Emmett said busting through the door scaring me half to death making me jump. Also reminding me in how much pain I was in. It felt like i was getting hurt all of again the pain was so bad. Then I got a backflash.

He started walking over to the corner I was laying in. He picked me up and threw me into a wall.

I screamed. I screamed like it was happening all over again. "EMMETT!" I heard Edwrad yell. Which startled me even more.

I couldn't breath. I tried catching my breath inhaling and exhaling. But it hurt worse and worse. Then i started sobbing making it even harder. I tried to calm down, but I just couldn't.

I barely aware of my surroundings. I did see Rose dragging Emmett out and Edward and Alice in front of me trying to calm me down.

I was so embarrassed. Just because Emmett came through a door. I'm such a wimp. I had calmed down a minute later but i was still sobbing.

After awhile the sobbing turned into just crying. "Bella I'm sorry Emmett is going to apoligize and I promise he won't do it again." Edward said. Alice had then left when she knew i was okay.

"He doesn't have to apoligize it's not his fault i'm a wimp who is screwed up." I said having no better way to put it.

"Hey, you are not a wimp and are definitly not screwed up. You just went through a traumatic event and there is no accuse for what Emmett did." He said.

I didn't understand his point. My chest hurt so bad from breathing and sobbing i didn't even care.

Tears would not stop rubbing from my eyes i wanted the pain to go away. "Edward, my chest hurts really bad. It hurts to breath." I said.

"I know," He said. "Carlisle is coming." A minute later the door opened and Carlisle was at my bed in a instant. I noticed he had a syringe in his hand.

"Bella, this will take the pain away. But it is going to make you fall asleep." Carlisle said. I nodded. I didn't care what he had to do to take the pain way. Even if it involved a needle.

I felt a sting in myarm then my eyelids got heavy and i was now asleep.

I was in a cold corner. With blood on every single part of my body. I could feel the blood rushing out of my head and down my face.

It was dark. I was trembling. And I was crying. I really wanted to be in Edward's arms. Feeling safe and protected.

My thoughts were cut off by the door busting open. It was supposed to be him. "Oh, goody your up." he said. "More time with Bella." Edward said.

Edward? NO! It's not him it's supposed to Jacob Edward never hurt me. Or at least that's what i thought until Edward the unthinkable.

He started tearing off my bra and underwear . Then started to do stuff to me. The same stuff Jacob did.

I started crying. Why would Edward do this to me? "Oh you like this don't you?" He said. "Edward stop please!" I screamed. But he didn't.

I screeamed pleaded and begged . I kept on trying and trying to get him off me. I just wasn't strong enough. It hurt me knowing Edward was doing the exact same thing Jacob was doing.

As i experienced the most painful thing in my life. I cried my eyes out. Until Edward through me to a wall feeling like i just died. I heard him call me all of the same names Jacob did.

Names I couldn't bare to repeat.

The pain i felt jolted me awake and Edward was right next to me. I jumped out of the bed not caring how bad it hurt and fell to the floor.