Hey! I haven't updated since AUGUST! WOW! I'm still shocked, I had to reread this story over and over just to make sure I had he right stuff, sorry for the mistakes btw, I'm a HORRIBLE typer lol.
Tomorrow is a HUGE FFA even at my school... I'm kinda nervous, then again, it's my first FFA event, I'm kinda excited. I love my school!
This whole week has been a huge disaster, my friend stopped talking to me, my other friend's kinda replacing me, and I'm in a huge depression ugh! Just please pray for me, I need it... thanks...
Okay, so here's the UPDATE! :D
The Truth Comes Out
"Stop tickling me!" I screamed at Chad, still laughing. He stopped and kissed my lips, I smiled. It's been a whole 4 weeks since we started dating, the sad thing is, is that rival shows can not date at all. I sat up, Mr. Condor walked to our room, "What is going on here?" he asked us, "Nothing Mr. Condor, Sonny and I were just talking about Pauly and Pals." Chad said, we technically were, but then again, it led to the tickle war, it was fun. Mr. Condor eyed both Chad and I, he walked out of the room. "Okay! So the only people that know are Ms. Bitterman, Marshal, Tawni, Nico, Zora, Grady, um..." Chad kissed my cheek, I smiled back at him, shyly, he laughed, "My cast. Our moms. That's it." I nodded, "I'm scared, what if it gets out?" he sighed, he kissed me. We have wayyy to much PDA haha. "Sonshine, what's the worst that could happen if it does? It's not like they can tell us we can't be boyfriend and girlfriend." Chad said, I nodded, he stroked my hand, I leaned on him.
"That's true, it's just kind of hard though."
"I know, it's kind of hard not holding you all of the time. I need my baby you know." I laughed until I was in tears, "Dude, you're seriously a pig." Chad smiled, "I'm your pig." I rolled my eyes, laughing, I closed my eyes, I'm sleepy. Chad put my head in his lap, he stroked my hair, I instantly fell asleep.
"Chad Dylan Cooper, please report to Mackenzie Falls set!" I immediately jumped up, Chad swept my hair, "I love you and I'll be back after shooting." I nodded.
I sat here, bored, now what am I going to do? I ended up falling asleep, I felt a gentle nudge and woke up, Chad came back? Wow, how long was I sitting here for? Chad sat next to me, I put my head on his shoulder, and he put his arms around me. "Should we tell? I mean, our fans assume we're dating and now Mr. Condor." Chad brushed back my soft curly brown hair, "You said nobody has to know, give us time to grow." Chad said, playing with my hands, I smiled, "Really? You're quoting my songs from my album?" he smirked, "That I'm doing princess." he kissed me again, "And take it slow, but I'd stop the world i-" I cut myself off, wishing the last sentence was actually true, "I'd stop the world if it finally let us be alone." Chad said, we smiled sadly.
He closed my dressing room door, he then walked back over to me, "Well we can try to keep it a secret for just a few days okay?" I nodded, "I wanna tell now, but the thing is, is that my mom doesn't know, neither does yours, and there's only a few people that know." I said.
"Sonshine, I honestly have no idea what to tell you hon, but to follow what your heart tells you, do you actually feel ready?" I sighed, "I do, what about you?" Chad thought for a quick second, "I was ready when we first started dating, I'm scared too." I rubbed his back, he then pulled me closer to him, "Your hair smells good." Chad laughed, I looked at him, his blue eyes were so warm, like an ocean.
"I love you."
"I love you too." My phone rung, CRAP! I forgot I had a phone interview today, I looked at Chad, he smiled softly at me, "Follow your heart." I picked up my phone, "Hello, Okay, so on air with us, we have the amazing Sonny Munroe. How are you Sonny?" I smiled, "I'm doing really good, thank you, how are you?"
"I'm doing good. Okay, so we're gonna ask you some questions." I sighed silently, Chad rubbed my back, I'm on his lap. "Okay, so out of every song on your album, which one was your favorite to record and why?" I sighed, "Well um, I really loved every song on the album but the one that I mostly love would be Stop The World. You know, the secret dating and the fact that these two wanna be together but they're scared about what would happen of they told." I looked at Chad, he smiled hugely at me, he helped me write it, I wrote that song maybe about two years ago with him, I was 14. "Wow, that's deep, okay, so is there anything happening later in the future?" I sighed, thinking. "Well, honestly, I'll still be performing on So Random! but other than that, the rest is a mystery." I was messing with Chad, I almost fell off of him, he caught me quick enough for me not to fall. "Okay fans, we will be answering your questions after Sonny Munroe's song Stop The World plays." the radio played, I relaxed.
Chad rubbed my back, "You did amazing Sonshine!" I laughed, "Thank you. I'm surprised they didn't get to Channy." Chad smiled, "I love the sound of that, it's adorable." I smiled, hugging him. "I can't wait to go to sleep." Chad chuckled, "I know babe."
"Okay! And we are back on air with Sonny Munroe! Okay, we will be answering your questions right now." I sighed, "First question from Paula, from Brazil, she asks, 'Have you ever been in love before?'" I smiled, "Yes, I have been in love before and still am."
"Next question from Stacy from New York, 'So what's with you and Chad Dylan Cooper?'" I sighed, looking at him, he smiled softly and reassuringly. "Well he's my awesome best friend." Chad smiled, I laughed, "Okay, so I have a question for you, are you and Chad dating?" I sighed, "Well Chad and I have been best friends practically since pre school." I started laughing, oh gosh.
"Okay, so you guys were a couple before?" I sighed, "No, we weren't." I sighed again, why do I sigh so much? Haha. Chad rubbed my thigh, I leaned against him, "So you're dating him now?" I smiled, laughing, "Yeah, he's still awesome."
"So you guys are dating, correct?"
"Yes, we are, he's my best friend." I looked up at Chad who's face was beaming, I smiled back, he kissed me, "Okay, so one more question before we play this next song, Lucy Crowley from Wisconsin asks, 'How long have you two been dating?'" I'm screwed! "Well for almost a month, actually." Chad saw my scared face, he made a funny one, just to make me laugh, aww. "Thank you Sonny, okay, so this next song is called Catch Me." the radio played it, I love this song.
Chad pulled me in for a kiss, I smiled, "I love you Sonshine." he kissed me until we needed air, "I love you too Chaddy." he smiled, "Okay, so this is the last question that we have for Ms. Munroe, okay, weird question, but we wanna know, what is your favorite store?" I smiled, "Forever 21, I'm obsessed with that store! It's amazing in there. Every time I go to the mall, that's the first place I'll go to, I could live there, haha." I smiled, "Well that was Ms. Sonny Munroe, thank you so much, I'm Ryan Columbus from 102.8FM."
"Oh you're welcome Ryan, thank you. Bye bye." I smiled, I then hung up.
I pulled Chad in for a hug, "What if Mr. Condor was listening?" Chad smiled, "I doubt it."
"Chad, seriously... What if he was? Oh gosh!" I paced around, Chad tried to calm me down, it was impossible. He finally caught me, ugh, I slouched down to the floor, pulling my knees up to my chin, I then layed my head on my knees, breathing in and out. Chad came next to me, he picked me up, "Chad, leave me alone." Chad kissed my hair, "No can do." he walked us over to the chair, "Okay, I'll always love you no matter what Sonshine, even if we're not allowed to be together, you'll still be mine." Chad hugged me.
I smiled again, "Wanna run?" Chad nodded, we walked out of my dressing room, "SONNY MUNROE AND CHAD DYLAN COOPER REPORT TO MY OFFICE IMMEDIATELY!" Uh oh! Chad and I shook with fear. "Ready?" I asked Chad, he looked at me, "Yup." Chad kissed my nose, we started walking, we held hands, there were a lot of shocked faces from some directors, we walked fast to Mr. Condor's office which took a long time, if you ask me. "Okay, let's go." I said, my voice was shaky and I started sweating, "Okay, you'll be fine." I nodded, Chad hugged me. We knocked on the door, "COME IN!" Mr. Condor shouted, I'm scared. We walked in, hand in hand, "Sit down, quiet and no PDA!" Chad and I broke away and quickly sat down, "Do you guys know this studio's policy of dating?" Chad and I nodded, "Apparently you DON'T YOU'RE SECRETLY DATING AND I FIND OUT ABOUT IT FROM THE RADIO!" Mr. Condor was screaming, his Adam's apple was moving freely, eww. Chad and I sat here trying not to laugh, "I have one solution, break up!" Chad and I looked at each other, "Mr. Condor, we can't do that." he looked at us in disgust, "Really? Since you can't Sonny, you're fired!" my mouth dropped open, "Mr Condor, you can't control what the heart feels." Chad nodded, "If she goes, then I go." Mr. Condor looked beyond mad, angry, I can't describe it, he was red. "You know what? You two are suspended and after that I will let you know whether you stay or leave. Now get out!" Chad and I left, not bothering to look back, the tears started flowing, I wiped my eyes, Chad closed Mr. Condor's office, "Shh, shh, shhh, Sonny, I'm here okay? We're not leaving okay?" I sighed, I broke down again, this time holding Chad, he rubbed my back, Tawni ran over to us, "Hey, are you guys okay?" I looked up at her, she pulled me into a hug, "Maybe I did the wrong thing." both her and Chad looked at me, "I should have never told." Chad pulled me closer to him, I burried my face in Chad's chest, his Abercrombie cologne always calms me down. Chad held me without saying a thing, "That's a good thing you've told, it could have been worse if you told later."
"This is just too much pressure right now." I sobbed in Chad's shirt. He cradled me as if I was his own child, rubbing my back. I looked up at Chad who was also crying, Tawni was still standing there, I went over to her and hugged her, we're a lot more close. She's like my sister, "Thanks Tawn." she nodded, she then ruffled my hair, "There, now it's fine." I laughed, "There's that smile! Now keep it, no more tears, your eyes are starting to get really puffy."
Chad wrapped his arms around my waist, "I don't see how you two would get fired, you guys are too adorable." I smiled, "Thanks Tawn, I mean you're dating Tyler and you two are from rival shows." it's two, "Meal or No Meal" and also "Mackenzie Falls" it's crazy. Tawni looked at me, "I know... We should petition that," I looked up at Chad, he looked at me, smiling, he pecked my lips. "Man you guys are adorable." Chad layed his head on mine, "Thanks, so are you and Tyler, but I agree with the petition, it's like we're all like Romeo and Juliet." I nodded in agreement with Chad, "Yeah, I mean you really can't tell people who they can and can't date."
"Yeah, I know, that's stupid." Chad kissed my cheek, "I know, she's actually the first person I ever loved and I was only three and she was almost three, she was my first kiss, first crush, first friend, I can't loose that for this job. You can fire me if you want but I'm not leaving Sonny."
"Aww! That's sooo sweet." Tawni and I said at the same time, Chad laughed, poking my side, I laughed, Tawni pulled out her phone, "Oh, Tyler said hi to both of you." we nodded, "Tell him we said Hey Ty." she then looked up, "He then asked me if we should go out or stay in." I thought. "Out." Chad said, I shook my head, "In, it's better." Chad smiled, "Out."
"In."
"Out."
"In."
"Ou-" Tawni interrupted "Okay! I get it! We'll stay in! Now stop bickering!" Chad and I laughed, he let me go and grabbed my hand. "Well I'm gonna go guys, I'll see you tomorrow." we nodded, hugging her, "Have fun staying in." I said, annoying Chad on purpose, he smiled. We walked outside, "Okay, I have my keys, do you wanna leave?" I nodded. We walked to his car, I have my stuff with me. We got to the car, Chad unlocked it, he ran around to my door, "There you go Princess." I smiled, "Thank you prince Charming." I jumped and kissed his cheek, he caught me midair. He kissed me softly, I smiled into the kiss, Chad then kissed my cheek. He then closed the car door and went around to his side, he got in and put on his seat belt, then he put the key in the ignition. We left the studio, the car was really silent but it was a very comfortable one.
We pulled up at my house, Chad parked the car and we got out. Chad grabbed my hand, we walked to the door, Chad hugged me, I sighed, smiling, "What is it Sonshine?" Chad softly asked me, "I needed a hug." Chad nodded, he kissed my forehead, I opened the door, Chad came in behind me, "Elevator or stairs?" I asked him, "Um, stairs, but only halfway, I gotta look hot." I laughed, "Concieted much?" Chad smirked, "Maybe I am, maybe I'm not." I laughed, Chad and I started climbing the stairs, I live on the 4th floor, sooo FAR! Haha, "Floor one!" Chad said, chanting, I rolled my eyes and left him, I managed to get to floor two. I finally got up the steps, Chad was next to me, "Elevator?" I nodded, we walked to the elevator, Chad's hair is all over the place and wild but it still looks soft. Chad and I went into the elevator, I clicked the number four. Chad and I held hands, it feels perfectly normal now that it's been almost a month. Chad and I got to the fourth floor, it smells like fried fish, eww, I hate fish. Chad and I walked to my apartment door, I pulled out my keys and unlocked the door, yum, I smell tacos. "Mommy!" mom walked out of the kitchen, I ran to hug her, "Okay, Sonny... Get off of me." I laughed, "No, I need my mommy hugs." she and Chad laughed, "Hi Ms. Connie."
"Hi Chad." Chad ended up joining the group hug, we both finally let go, "Okay, I gotta wait until the meat is done." Chad and I nodded, "So how was work today?"
I sighed, mom gave me a questioning look, "Well apparently, Chad and I violated the dating rules at work and we might get fired because of it." I tried to hold back tears. Mon hugged me, "You guys were wrong for violating the rules." Chad and I looked at her, shocked, "Wait, let me finish, you guys deserve to be together without anyone telling you you can't." Chad and I nodded. Mom ruffled our hair, gosh I'm so sleepy. "So what are you guys doing tonight?" she asked Chad and I, "Date." she nodded, "Wait, where?" we smiled, "Here." I said, mom smiled, "Aww, you two are too adorable." mom hugged us again, "Okay, I'll leave you two alone." we nodded, "Aren't you eating two mom?" I asked, she nodded, "Yeah, I'll eat in my room." we looked at her, "No, you can join us." she smiled and nodded.
At Dinner...
We all were silent, but it was comfortable, "So what exactly did Mr. Condor say?" I sighed, so close to tears, I looked at mom, "Can I be excused?" she nodded, patting my hand. I got up and ran to my room, I shut it and fell to the floor, I felt the tears coming, ugh I hate crying. I silently prayed I would be okay. Everything that I was thinking came back to my memory. What if Chad and I get fired? What if we loose our acting careers just for us dating? What if? Ugh, I hate this so much! I sat here and thought, I changed out of these clothes and into my pjs. There was a knock at the door, "Sonny, it's me." Chad. I opened the door, Chad pulled me close to him, I sighed, letting everything go, "What of we loose our acting careers forever and everything, just becau-" Chad kissed me, we broke apart, he held me, "Shh."
"But I-"
"Shh." I sighed, "God can change this you know?" I sighed, nodding. Chad kissed my forehead, "I love you Chad."
"I love you too Sonshine." I hugged him tighter to me, Chad poked my side, I laughed. "Smile!" I laughed as Chad tickled me, "St- stop ti- tickling me." I said laughing, Chad shook his head, "Not until you promise not to cry." I laughed, "I- p-p- prom- promise." Chad stopped tickling me, I laughed. Chad helped me off the floor, I jumped up, Chad then picked me up.
He kissed me again, I was still in air, my phone rung, Love You Like A Love Song by Selena Gomez played, ah! It's Selly, I miss her so much! I haven't seen her since my sweet 16. "Hello."
"Hey Sel, what's up?"
"Nothing, OMG I told you Chad liked you!" she laughed, so did I.
"Haha, Sel, you been knew." Chad was in front of me, "Can I talk to Chad for a second?"
"Wait, why?" she laughed, "I'm gonna give him the don't hurt my sister threat." I laughed, "Fine." I passed the phone to Chad, he looked in confusion, "She wants to talk to you." he nodded, "Hey Selena." they talked for a minute, Chad's eyes went extremely wide and he started shaking, I don't know if I should laugh or feel concerned. Chad stuttered, "Y- yeah. I promise." Chad stayed a bit quiet, "Okay, I'll talk to you later." Chad handed me the phone, "Sel, what did you do?" she laughed, "Told him that I would cut off all of his hair and throw him in the middle of the ocean if he hurts you." I laughed, "Sel, that's mean!" she laughed, "We should hang out soon, how about me, you, Justin, and Chad go to the mall on Saturday." I thought, I looked at my calendar "Yeah, that's perfect with me, hold on for a sec."
"Kay."
"Chad, what are you doing Saturday?" he thought, "I'm free." I nodded, "Wanna hang out with Selena and Justin?" he nodded, "Yeah, that'll be fun." I nodded. I talked back to Selena, "Okay, he's free."
"Yay! Perfect, so I'll see you guys Saturday at like 1?"
"Yup, that's perfect."
"Yeah! Well I gotta go, Justin's nagging me, he said hi to you and Chad."
"Okay and hey Justin!"
"Okay, I'm gonna go now, love ya!"
"Okay bye, love ya too."
"Bye." we hung up the phone. Chad left my room door opened, therefore mom won't say a thing. He kissed my cheek, I smiled, "So wanna go back to eating?"
"Yup, then watch a movie afterwards?" Chad wrapped his arms around my waist. He kissed me softly, "Yup beautiful." I hugged Chad, we stood here for maybe five minutes in perfect silence, I love him.
We walked back into the dining room, mom was washing dishes, "Mom, do you need help?" she looked at me, "No, I'm okay, go and finish eating." I nodded, I gave her a hug, she hugged me back.
I went back to the table to eat, Chad sat with me, I'm almost done, Chad waited, I was finally done eating my food five minutes later, "Someone was hungry." Chad said, smiling, I hugged him, he smiled. I let him go and took my plate to the kitchen, I washed it and then put it back up, "I'm going to bed Sonny, goodnight." mom said to me, I nodded, she gave me a big hug, "Goodnight mommy, love you." she pinched my cheek, "Love you too." she hugged me one last time and then walked to her room, she closed it. I walked back into the living room, Chad stood there, "I just texted my mom who took my house keys and who has Chloe." I nodded, I walked over to him, "Stay?" I softly asked him, he nodded, he bent down and kissed my forehead, I sighed. I'm still nervous about tomorrow, Chad looked at me, "You okay sweetie?" I nodded.
I buried my face in his chest, he held me, all I heard was his soft breathing. "We're gonna find a way to be together." I nodded, half asleep. He kissed me softly, "Go to bed, you look really really sleepy." I nodded.
I walked to my room and Chad walked to his, "Goodnight, I love you." Chad said to me, holding me in his arms, "I love you too, goodnight." Chad kissed me again, man his lips are soft haha. I walked into my room and said my prayers, I read my bible and went to bed. Goodnight once again, I hope tomorrow is a ton better and not worse as it could probably be.
"We can't stop the world but there's so much more that we could do
You can't stop this girl from falling more in love with you
You said nobody has to know, give us time to grow and take it slow
But I'd stop the world if it'd finally let us be alone, let us be alone" -Stop The World- Demi Lovato
Okay! DONE! I loved this chapter, I almost cried lol. I'll TRY to update this a ton more often, man hig school makes you BUSY! I love you guys! :)
God Bless,
Javi :)