What Have I Done?

Damon's POV

I stood staring at the spot where my mother and sister had disappeared to. I collapsed to my knees and started sobbing my unbeating heart out. How could I've been stupid of letting my sister die like that? I should've been the one that died not her. I felt a hand on my shoulder and Elena knelt in front of me with unshed tears in her eyes, "I'm so sorry Damon." She hugged me and Blondie came and hugged us as well.

"What have I done?" I whispered and everyone heard it.

Stefan stepped forward and also knelt in front of me, "You haven't done anything. Kiara made her decision and it's time for us to let her go."

I was furious and lunged at Stefan and pinned him to the wall, "Let her go? You have no idea how hard it is to let go of your own flesh and blood Stefan! How dare you to even give up on her! You've always gave up, little brother! You let her go just like that! Well let me tell you I will never give up on her as she never gave up on me! EVER!" I let Stefan go and ran out of the door and ran to my quiet place where I could think properly.

Elena's POV

I watched in shock when I saw Damon pin Stefan up against a wall and started flinging words to him. I wanted to go after him and be there for him like he had been for me. I turned around and looked at the others, "I'm going after him. Don't try and stop me. I'm not going to give up on him like he never gave up on me." I walked over to the front door and opened it but got stopped by Caroline's voice.

"I'm coming with you. I'm his friend too and I'm not going to give up on him either." Caroline smiled and I nodded and smiled back. Ric and Jeremy both walked up to me and said the same thing.

I looked at Stefan, Bonnie and Katherine who were just standing there. Matt and Tyler left ages ago because they have other things to sort out with Mrs Lockwood, "If you don't want to come that's fine by me but it also makes you stupid enough to not even care about Damon. If you don't want to help then fine." The four of us walked out and headed towards Ric's SUV. Jeremy and Ric were in the front and Caroline and I were in the back. I turned and faced Caroline, "Caroline can you sense him anywhere?"

Caroline nodded, "Yeah. He's just 5 miles out of town." I nodded and we all went out of town.

My phone started ringing and I looked at the caller ID. It's Bonnie, "Bonnie?"

"Elena! Listen I found Damon's location. How far are you by the way?" said Bonnie.

I rolled my eyes, "We are just about 5 miles out of town now. Why?"

"Okay. As soon as you are near take the first exit on your left. Damon is in a meadow of some sort. You'll find him there."

I smiled, "Thanks Bonnie. Bye!" I hung up and looked at Ric in the rearview mirror, "That was Bonnie. She said take the first exit on your left. Damon is there in a meadow of some sort." Ric nodded and took the turn.

Damon's POV

I sat in front of a tree looking out at the beautiful horizon where the sky and the ocean touch. I sighed and closed my eyes for a bit and I heard a voice from beside me.

"Damon, are you okay?" I turned and saw Kiara looking at me with concerned and worried eyes and expression on her face.

I sighed again, "I don't know Kiara. I'm losing too many people for the last couple of years. Now I've lost you and I'm fucking stuck with Saint Stefan for the rest of my bloody eternal life. And Kayleigh's nowhere to be found."

Kiara took my hand in hers, "I'm so sorry for leaving you Damon but I had to kill Klaus in order to save you and the rest of the gang. It was my choice to sacrifice myself, no one elses. You have to understand of that situation. You have to move on and get on with your life because to be honest crying over me and mother isn't gonna help. I lived long enough but you and Stefan have got a whole future planning ahead of you. You've got Elena. You can have a family, get a new house somewhere, get married."

I turned and looked at her, "We can't pro-create life Kiara. I always wanted to have a family with Elena. I want to have kids and grow old with her. Well unfortuniately that isn't gonna happen because I'm stuck being a phsyco killer."

"Damon, apparently vampires can pro-create. You're a vampire and Elena's human, see the difference? So yes, you can have children but they will be half human and half vampire. You see my point?" Kiara asked me and I was a little confused, "I know confusing isn't it?"

I nodded, "Of course it's bloody confusing! How do you even know about that anyway?" I asked as I studied my sister carefully.

She sighed and looked at the horizon, "Because I do. I'm that smart. Okay not really. I heard it from Anna and she said that only humans who have sex with vampires can have their children. It can only work on vampire/human not vampire/vampire together. Do you get what I'm saying?"

I was still a little confused, "Yes and no. So what you're saying is that if one day Elena and I have sex she can become pregnant with my child?" Kiara smiled and nodded, "Holy shit." realisation had hit me.

"Now you're finally catching up with me. Man, what have I missed?" Kiara giggled and joked as she beamed up at me.

I shook my head and smiled a little, "Nothing new. Just the same boring stuff. I miss you so much Kiara. I want you to come back. I need you to help me in case Stefan and I have a fight, you're the only one who can calm both of us down. Elena had tried to do that but I'm scared in case she gets hurt by one of us and I don't want that at all. Please will you come back to life again?"

Kiara sighed, "I'll try Damon, but you know how witches are like? Bloody idiots!" We both laughed and I nodded in agreement.

"You've got that right!"

We both heard a car coming up to us.

"Speak of the Devil." I heard Kiara whisper and she giggled.

We saw Ric, Jeremy, Blondie and Elena hop out of the car and Elena came running up to us and flung her arms around me, "Oh my God! Damon!" She sobbed and I held her tighter.

Blondie looked at Kiara and they were talking, "Kiara, are you okay?"

Kiara nodded and smiled, "Yeah, I'm fine. I need your help. I need to convince Lucy and Bonnie to bring me back to life. My mother also agrees with me and I can help you guys again like the last time I was here."

Elena snapped her head up and looked at Kiara as well, "I can phone Bonnie just now if you want and get her to call Lucy to meet us at the boarding house."

Everyone nodded in agreement and Elena called Bonnie, "Hello?"

"Bonnie, can you call your cousin Lucy to meet us at the boarding house? We need to have a meeting in a few minutes."

"Yeah, sure. What's this about anyway?" curiosity was filling up her voice.

Elena replied, "No time to explain. I'll talk to you lot when we get back, okay?"

"Okay!" and both girls had hung up.

"Bonnie is gonna come over with Lucy in a few minutes so we better head off." said Elena once she finished her phone call with Judgy.

Everyone nodded and Elena grabbed my hand and pulled me up from the ground I was sitting on. She wrapped her arms around my waist and I wrapped an arm around her shoulders smiling. We got into Ric's SUV and headed towards the boarding house.

Elena's POV

I was so happy that we've found Damon with Kiara sitting beside him. We all got into Ric's SUV and started to head back to the boarding house to meet up with Bonnie, Lucy and Stefan. Probably Katherine's gonna still be there. Oh joy! I thought to myself.

I looked up at Damon and he returned the gesture and smiled, "Are you okay, Damon? You know about everything?"

Damon nodded and kissed my forehead, "Yeah, I'm fine. Just wanted Kiara to be with us again when we bring her back from the dead."

"I heard that!" said Kiara and everyone laughed.

We arrived at the boarding house in a few minutes later and Stefan was standing at the front door with his arms crossed over his chest. We hopped out and Stefan walked towards us, "Damon, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean any of the things I said and I only pissed you off even more."

Damon placed a hand on his shoulder, "Stefan, it's fine. I forgive you little brother." Stefan smiled and went back into the house with us following behind him.

We walked into the parlour and saw Bonnie and Lucy sitting on the ground talking. When they looked up at us Bonnie grabbed my hand with Lucy behind her and dragged me into the room down the corridor. Once we were alone Bonnie turned to me, "Okay, what's going on? Why are we here?"

I took a deep breath and told her what we wanted for her and Lucy to do, "I called you to be here because we would like you to do a spell to bring Kiara back from the dead. We need her and Damon needs her the most. You understand that don't you?"

Bonnie sighed and nodded in understanding, "Of course I understand that Elena, but it'll be a little risky to do a spell to bring her back. It'll take most of our powers to do that. We will bring her back for all of you. Okay?"

I smiled and hugged her, "Thank you Bonnie, Lucy! It means so much to me." They both nodded and we walked back into the parlour again where everyone else were.