iLove You, Not
Chapter 3: Heartbreak and Tears
Disclaimer: I don't own iCarly. (A/N: This chapter takes place where Sam's POV left off)
Previously on iCarly…
"We're just not into the same kind of things"
"Different strokes baby"
"So part of dating is you (Sam) learning the stuff he likes and you (Freddie) learning the stuff she likes"
"Does the pudgy monkey ever make it to Banana Land?" (A/N: do you see why I added this? :) *wink wink*)
"Well, the real point of the story is not whether he makes it to Banana Land, it's about the things he learns along the way-"
"Does he make it to Banana Land?"
"Yes!"
"Stop pretending to be boyfriend and girlfriend when you both know it's just weird and wrong"
"After all the years of us being like, at each other's throats, and you kissing me, that night at school, it was pretty, intense"
"I just don't know if you and me really click, *pause* that way"
"So did we just break up?"
"Feels like it"
"I love you"
"I love you too"
While I was enjoying my delicious ham snack at 3 in the morning, I heard music coming from the iCarly studio
I wonder what that could be…
I walked up the stairs and when I reached the studio, the music got louder and all the lights were turned off, I finally reached the door and before I opened it, I saw Carly and some guy, I guess, but I couldn't see his face. So I opened the door, and right there, my heart broke into a million pieces. Carly and Freddie were kissing, the same night Freddie and I broke up.
"Freddie?" I say with tears in my eyes
"Sam! I, this isn't what it looks like" he defended himself, but I knew better
"Really, because this is exactly what it looks like, how could you?" I started to feel the tears running down my face
"Sam-" before he could finish what he was gonna say, I ran
I ran as fast as I could, but I felt really weak inside, stupid Freddie, pretending to love me, he never loved me, he probably even had to practice saying it a thousand times to get it right without cracking a laugh, so that I would fall under his spell, and I did believe him, I'm such an idiot, I knew he never loved me all along, but he kept telling me he was over Carly, yeah right, if kissing a girl you've been obsessed with and saying you don't love her, then I don't know what love is!
I'm down at the lobby now, I decided I should go home because there is no way I would stay at Carly's after what happened, but before I could press the elevator button, I felt someone grab my arm. It was Freddie.
"Let go!" I shouted at him
"No, Sam, please, just let me explain" he said in between gasp for air
"There's nothing to say" actually there was, a lot! You can even right a whole book about it
"Yes there is Sam"
"Well then, lets hear it!" I felt my eyes getting watery again
"Well, I-" he started, but I cut him off
"You never loved me, it was just a prank to get back at me for everything I've done to you, you've always loved Carly, and you still do, and you know, I know that I've caused you both physical and emotional pain, but I never stooped this low, telling someone I loved them, when I didn't (A/N: I kinda got this from WOWP, when Mason told Juliet he loved her)
I was now crying, crying in front of Freddie, I never wanted him to see my vulnerable side, but I just can't help it, I've build up all these walls so that no one can hurt me, but now, the walls are crashing down, right here, right now.
Cliffhanger!
(A/N: Chapter 3 done! Wow pretty dramatic right? Well this is how I see it if Freddie really did kiss Carly after his break up with Sam. Chapter 4 coming soon!)