Entry number 3. I hope you like it.

Billy's Point of View:

I was lying on Jane's bed fighting the urge to punch something. Right now she was going on and on about what she was going to wear on her date tonight with Nick. I knew that it was a petty move but I had to do it, "Why are you going out with Nick after he made you cry? Aren't you just asking for trouble?"

She froze while looking through her closet. I guess I hit a nerve with her because she whirled around and said, "Why would you say that? You know that I've been in love with him since middle school. Why can't you just be happy for me?"

I clenched my fists and jumped up from her bed. "Jane, I am happy for you but I don't want you to get hurt because I'm going to have to pick up your pieces. You know I hate when girls cry around me."

She flinched and I saw her eyes fill up with tears. When she spoke I instantly regretted what I said because she sounded so broken, "I didn't know I was a burden to you. I don't want you to feel like you're obligated to be there for me. You don't have to pick up my pieces if you don't want to."

"I didn't mean it like that, Janie. I love being there for you when you need me; it's my job as your best friend. I just meant that he doesn't deserve you," I said, the jealously being covered up by her crying.

The tears fell down her cheeks and she said, "I'm afraid that it's the other way around. What if he finds out that that he's way out of my league and meets another girl that's good enough for him?"

I took her into my arms and whispered into her hair, "You're so far above his league, don't you dare put yourself down. If he makes you cry again I won't think twice about breaking his jaw. Jane, I won't watch you cry over that dick again, he's not worth it."

She nodded her head but I could still feel her sobs shaking her small body. I lay back on the bed and pulled her onto my chest. I ran my fingers through her curls to try and calm her down. Soon enough I felt her breathing slow down and I knew that she'd stopped crying.

"I heard what you said to me the other night," Jane whispered softly.

I felt my heart stop in my chest and my breathing became rapid. She's heard me say that I was in love with her and now she was going to say that we couldn't be friends with each other anymore. I had messed everything up with us and now I was going to have to face the consequences.

I took a deep breath and figured I would be completely honest. "I meant every word of it, Jane. It wasn't me sleep talking or me saying what I thought you needed to hear, I was just telling you what I honestly felt for you."

She nodded and fell silent. We lay there in an awkward silence for about half an hour before she finally spoke up, "Were you ever going to tell me about it or were you just going to keep it inside? Do you still feel that way?"

I thought about lying to her about it but I decided that it was time to come completely clean. "I've been in love with you since we were in 8th grade. You're so beautiful and amazing I can't help but fall even harder. I'll completely understand if you don't want us to be together and you just want to forget about this but I had to let you know."

This time she moved over to straddle me and took my face in her hands. "You waited this long to tell me that you were in love with me? What's wrong with you?"

Flabbergasted, I stuttered out, "Y-yeah, I-I did. I'm s-so s-s-sorry. Just please don't stop talking to me. I need you too much, Janie."

I knew that I was completely putting my heart on the line when I said all of this but I needed to know how she felt about me. I needed to know if she was in love with me or if I was just wasting my time being in love with her.

"Why did you date Lulu if you had these feelings for me?" She asked, one of her hands sliding back into my hair and tugging on the tips. "It wasn't fair to either one of us."

I gripped her hips in my hands and leaned my forehead against hers. "I know, I really truly thought that she would help me get over you but she didn't. I needed to be with you to be happy; you're the one that I want to be with. It's always been you and it's always going to be you. I've accepted this and I really hope you do too."

She put her thumbs on the corners of my lips and said, "If you would stop rambling I'd tell you about my feelings for you. I've been in love with you for ages; I want to be with you too."

I realize how girly this is but I got a million butterflies in my stomach and I couldn't fight the smile that hit my lips. Before I could respond Jane's lips sealed themselves to mine and we started kissing. She ended up knocking me onto my back so I ran my hands up and down her sides.

I licked the seam of her lips and when she let me inside we started to battle for dominance. I never saw Jane as a fighter but she was rough when she really got into a kiss. I took her waist in my hands and flipped us over and straddled her waist this time.

She broke away to whisper into my ear, "And you didn't tell me that you were in love with me before? We could've been doing this way before now."

I smiled and kissed her forehead. "I know but all that matters is that you're all mine now and not Nick's."

She smiled and put her hands behind my neck. "Confession time; I never had a date with Nick, I was just seeing what you would do. I heard you say that you loved me the other night and I was trying to get you to come clean about it. Please don't be mad at me."

I lay on my back and pulled her back onto my chest. I took her face in my hands and placed her forehead against mine. "I'm not; I wouldn't have balled up and told you if you hadn't made me jealous. Now I want you to be my girlfriend, will you?"

She smiled and kissed my chin. "Why on Earth would I not be your girlfriend? You're all I want and I'd be happy to be with you."

I don't think anything had ever made me happier in my entire life than she did in that very moment.

This was a recommended idea that I kind of went with. I hope you like it :)